it's my life

Thursday, April 23, 2009

ROUTINE!
ok this few days been feeling damn WEAK!
its like a routine for me to wake up like 6AM and kept coughing and PUKING! until i felt i had nomore energy!
after dat i will make my way down to my mum shop to help her out a while!
den 11plus left the shop n go down to the CCA recruitment booth to slack with the other dancers!
den either dinner opposite school or went airport to chat non stop!

RAAZMY IS NOT GOING TO INITIATE ANY OUTINGS FOR THE TIME BEING!
FEEL DAMN RETARDED PLAN PLAN DEN EVEN HIS BUDDIES GOT THEIR OWN BETTER PLANS!
SO WHY PLAN RITE?
I SHOULD JUST WAIT FOR PPL TO ASK ME OUT!
WAHAHAHA!

* NEED TO CONCENTRATE ON KO NITE!
* SO ADDICTED TO UNBEAUTIFUL!

Labels: i was blind such a fool

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [8:47 PM]

UNBEAUTIFUL!
HAIZ i wonder do YOU even remember we are supposed to meet?
i dont know wat else to say,
i already initiated, i did my part..
i treasure i show..
thats the best i can do now!

HECK LA!
since concert i m so addicted to this song! and the routine is freaking AWESOME!
totally addicted! wish i could dance this song!

UNBEAUTIFUL!
Don't hang up,
Can we talk?
So confused
It's like im lost.
What went wrong?
what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
I'm unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
It's only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful.

I've been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
I'm stuck in time
I'm stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more.
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we're much better
All together
Can't let go.

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Labels: haiz

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [1:02 AM]

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

SICK!
damn i cant sleep!
kept on PUKING!
my shoulder alr felt so uncomfortable and now my tummy HURTS badly!
DAMN IT!

Labels: sick

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:13 AM]

Saturday, April 18, 2009

L.O.V.E
finally got my 1000hours of sleep!
seriously was freaking tired as the whole week was all about rushing here n there!
help mum at her work place, den rushed back to sch for training, supper till late with the bboys!
TIRED TIRED TIRED!!

JAM N HOP!
well 4 days of training!
the performance honestly was bad!
but its ok, its an experienced for the juniors to grow better n better!
THANKS TO RELIEZ who really came down to support n cheer for me!
felt damn touched!
THANKS TO BUDDY YONG TOO!
for being a good BOUNCER! haha
talk to him n he asked me to dance in the circle apart from the BAD SONGS played!
seriously i felt i'm in ZOUK! trance all the way!! PUKES!
after JAM N HOP went opp sch with the rest to have our supper!
the bboys planned to watch movie but me being plain lazy coz i will just fall asleep in the cinema!
so i hanged out with JEAN,AH LEE,NICOLE,MEI QI & KEITHS!
talk non stop! had really really good time chatting n updating each other about life!
we left MAC at abt 215am! how i wish we can stay n talk all nite long!!!! hahaha

SENT OFF!
on WEDNESDAY, i went to the airport to sent KOK SHENG off,
he went HONG KONG for holiday with his BUDDIES!
talked to him alot too! STUPID CHEEKOPEK KOK!
turning into a CHEE HONG!!!
spend about 45 mins with him den he gotta queue for custom thingy den he asked me to leave,
before he got in the plain, gave me a call den CIAOS!
will be back on MONDAY nite! den we gonna find job n work our ass off man!!!!!!!

LASTLY!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY
MR MUSCLE MAN! WILL TAN!!
HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL FOR YOU LA!!
STOP THINKING TOO MUCH..
WILL PRAY THE VERY BEST FOR YOU AND YOUR LIFE TOO!!!!

-its been 3 yrs, i know who i LOVE right now!

Labels: LOVE

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [8:07 PM]

Sunday, April 12, 2009

MOON & SUN TANNING!
FRIDAY 10TH APRIL!
its was TPDE NIGHT CYCLING OUTING!
but i was feeling freaking unwell!
was msning with WILL TAN deciding to cycle or not!
he also don have the mood to cycle! but the plan was still pending!
LORENCIA called me soon after telling me they wont be cycling too, instead they gonna have a nite picnic under the moon! i tot dat was pretty a good alternatives!

was supposed to meet them at 7pm at east coast mac!
but haha WILL left his house at 7 to fetch me up at my place!
n he stayed at NOVENA there!
but well being a DOPESHIT driver he reached my place pretty fast! den we went east coast!
met with the rest( though not everyone is there yet)
WILL don wan have MAC for dinner so we went SUBWAY packed n had our SUBWAY at MAC!
slack chat waited for the rest to come which took them 2hours!

MACDONALD SHOTS!

the DOPEST driver WILL TAN!

the always AWESOME NICOLE!

the CINDERELLA LORENCIA!

the RICH PHOTOGRAPHER CHONG!

sick of waiting for latecomers!
the picnic clique went to set up our pit!
hahaha!
settle down, soon all the bikers came to our area to put their begs down n start cycling!
left with ME,WILL,LOREN,NICOLE!
den MEIQI came with her WAFFLE N MUAH CHEE!!
we ended up chatting abt tonnes of stuffs!
LIFE, TPDE and more!
gotta more stuffs from WILL abt his point of view as someone new in TPDE!

he left around midnight!
the rest of us kept on chatting n camwhoring!
me being unwell slept! got up n its freaking cold!!!
chat,play more!
getting irritated by the drunk people singing their asses off!
den the crows ruin our sleep!
we start packing up n headed to MAC CAFE for breakfast while waiting for the whole TPDE to get back!

the fat and the fit!

sleep sleep sleep

breakfast

headed home! den bathe n headed back to sch for some dance talks!
soon after the talk, met FION,VICTORIA,SHAUN & CHESTER!
n took bus 23 n head to SENTOSA!
meet EDMUND n more others along the way to SENTOSA!

SATURDAY!
reached SENTOSA! n the weather is like SCOTCHING HOT!!!!!
met with DEREK first den we get our drinks!
den get all the LAO JIAOS den we start playing CAPTAIN'S BALL!
LAO JIAOS versus YR 1 AND YR 2s!
its the best CAPTAIN'S BALL game i ever play!
had so much fun!
THE LAO JIAOS SIBEI COMPETITIVE,
THE YR 1 N YR 2s damn awesome too!!!

i love the WE ARE ALL YEAR 3s!!
well we won 9-2!!!!
den it started raining heavily!
proceed to 7-11 and waited den start having a small cheer battle!! with SP!
DEREK called telling me he done bathing! so i rushed to get a quick bathe!
den we headed back to VIVO!
on the way to VIVO! MAYBELLE came to me a gave me a LOVE bag! wah DAMN DAMN AWESOME! its like hot shiny PINK with the word LOVE! hahah
sibei TOUCHED!!!
i started CAMWHORE with the bag!!!

first was DEREK den MY TURN!!!

HEADED DOWN TO VIVO!
had DINNER with YONG!
packed SUBWAY den we go to our empires to eat!

FREE STUFFS!!!

den start having CHEER BATTLE!
with SP again! but now they more RAH!
but well TP is freaking AWESOME at cheering ba!
we cheer like nobody business!
kept on cheering until at a point of time i feel we nv give them chance to reply!
our ppl alr overpower their ppl! in addition our cheer is damn FRESH too!
it was a friendly battle ah!
both schs support each other! they gave us 3 CHEERS n we return them back too!!!!
dunno wat happened TP kept cheering den one of the SP guy started throwing soccer ball n shoes at us!
den some of tp not happy n wanna start fight!
manage to stop them!

TP UNITED! THE CHEER BATTLE! HANDS DOWN TP!!

den i went find KOK SHENG!
den he ask me walk walk n talk abt some stuffs! just wanna sit down ppl ask we all take photos for them!
whie taking photos we look behind! the fight between some tp n sp ppl got worst1
so me n KOK rushed back to help stop the fight!

the main comms help settle down the fight n everyone! den we ask them to proceed home with the east side ppl!!

MORE PHOTOS WITH DUA LOVES!!!!

SEXY MAYBELLE! THE ONE WHO GAVE ME THE AWESOME BAG!

LOVE ME!!!

LOVE KOK!!!

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG!!!
i so gonna dance this song for JAM N HOP n make the crowd go wild!
but too bad KOK wont be seeing! coz he is the BEST DANCER to dance this song!
nvm dedicate to him while he is in HK!

I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!!!

Labels: nobody but you

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [9:20 PM]

Friday, April 10, 2009

WHAT MAKES A LIFE!
another phase of life just ended!
my last FO camp as a TP student!
PS: i wanted to update about alot of stuffs! but uploading photos took so much time! so i'm prioritising this first!

MEMORIES!
i could still feel the very first day coming to TP to attend the FOC! 06/07!
supposed to go with ZI LIANG but on the day itself he PS me!
so i made my way alone to the sports complex and settle down LONER!
first day of the camp i was pretty quiet coz i m not a very open up person!

AND now! i just finished FO camp 09/10with tears and the joy i had throughout all these yrs in poly! i knew i never regretted coming to tp! though my o levels results didnt make me enter the course i wanted, but i guess everything happen for a reason!

i enjoyed every single moment being a freshie and a gl througout my 3 yrs poly life!
time past really freaking fast, i wished i can be a poly student n stick with all my buddies and campmates throughout my life!

though i m very committed to dance! but this CAMP do change my life!
this camp made me wanna be a leader, CHEER for the empire! STAND UP HIGH AS A TP STUDENT! this camp made me have the courage to shout across n give ppl the message of how much freshies,frens,gls,buddies had inspired me to be who i m today!

TO THE PEOPLE I NEVER FORGET!

LIM YONG CHIANG!

known for his KISS GOODBYE! lalala I SO LOST WITHOUT YOU!
as stated above i camp for FOC 06/07 as a loner! this man over here is the first ever fren i made in poly! the very first nite of FOC both of us randomly sat nearby the toilet at the sports complex and chat! talk abt life n got to know each other more!
even after the camp ended, he asked me out for shopping, with just 10 bucks left in my wallet! this dude here treated me 2 movies! EIGHT BELOW & REINCARNATION!
from dat day onwards i know he is someone dat i can really trust n someone whom i can talk to!

however the both of us also had tonnes of problems!
pretty childish of me! tonnes of misunderstanding! i guess theres even a point where we hated each other so much, we stopped talking for months!
honestly, i felt true frens r hard to find! i shldnt be too petty abt situation, we talked things out we accept each other back and now he is one of my best pal,my best buddy a fren dat i will take care n give my concern!
and he is the only friend dat sent me GOODNITE MSGES!!

and i RESPECT him for being extra hardworking and being himself!

HO KOK SHENG!

MR COOL - NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!
haha, i seriously cant rmb how the hell i got to close with this guy over here!
all i knew he told me dat i m EXTRA FRIENDLY!
well MR KS here is the most competitive fren i had!
he pushed himself too much until forget his limits la sometimes!
i guess having this great buddy is just awesome, he gave me endless support!
always said i dance well, wen i know sometimes i just suck big time!
i don even know how to thank him sometimes!
all i can say is he will never forget his frens!
feel damn touch wenever he asked for lunch or dinner or any random meetups!
apart from his super busy schedule, he made time for me n stuffs!

KOK u know i m always there for u!
u better take care of ur health la! during camp i will be around to see whether u sick n be there for u! u know wen u got sick things just got bad! wen u go NS u sick u better take extra precaution hor! NOBODY NOBODY BUT ME! will give u good hospitality n concern! hahahah JUST KIDDING!

IN ADDITION! u really inspired me alot n made a huge diff in my life in alot alot alot of ways! all the words of motivations, encouragements,countless supports and advises, it just meant too much for me! u r the one who made me LOVE MYSELF more den anyone else!

our buddyship wont end even though our camp had ended!
i will be around 24/7 man!

DEREK LEE!

known for his VAINNESS TO THE MAXIMUM LEVEL!
haha i don wan regard him as a buddy coz he always LATE! n talk alot of bullshit!
i hated this ass here for damn long, since the day i was a poly student!
SIBEI wan act handsome! den think he damn big shot!
become a VENOSIAN! worst in my subempire!
damn it! i really hated him so much!
but things change on FOW 08/09, he stick with me n the rest for dinner! den from there i dunno y we become so close so!
almost everyday in sch, meet for lunch, countless breaks!
countless play truant n go out n do hair!
but until today he can take my attitude towards him!
everytime GAN him but still damn cool!

stupid ass! BETTER THINK OF UR FUTURE AH!

MAYBELLE SUA!

haha omg this BITCH over here is so ON!
love to bitch with her alot! also gotta know her in VENOS!
damn cool! one of the most insane gal i know in my life apart from JIAMIN,YUNRU! hahahaz
these r the few gals dat r freaking awesome! cannot find anywhere else but TP!

ANYWAY!
my this last camp was a memorable one also!
i still rmb last 2 weeks i went for dinner at 85 market coz NICOLE ask me come down as some BBOYS wanna have dinner! s i made my way there! i saw a few FUYO bboys, FTC bboys too!
well i don really talk much to them coz my dance is totally the opp of them!
so i can sit one corner n do my thing!

but FOC day 1 i saw BBOY SMALL ALEX! i was shocked coz during the dinner he was there n i don even say hi or wat! but during dat FOC, i don regard myself as a dancer! I M A GL! so i approached him as he was in KOK SHENG empire! i asked him wah u DOPE BBOY SO ON COME FOR CAMP! den he just smile n gave me a frendly comment which i cant rmb!
i went around telling alot of GLS dat, this ALEX at HOLQA is one of the dope bboy in SG! i dunno y m i so proud of him but i feel as a dancer who go for this type of leadership camps is OMG! haha.. talked to him a few times during the camp n gotta know each other more la!
i changed my impression of him also! guess his empire gls inspired him alot too coz he wanna be a gl too! GOOD JOB TO HOLQA'S GLS!

CONCLUSION! well i guess my post is getting too wordy!
i just wanna thank to all these people for making my life happening!
YONG,KOK SHENG,DEREK,MAYBELLE,JESSYBESSY,HAKIM, ALL THE LAOJIOAS, ALL THE PPL WHO MADE THE CAMP HAPPEN!!!

LOVE YOU PEOPLE AND I SO GONNA MISS U GUYS!

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I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [1:47 PM]