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Sunday, July 26, 2009

THERE GOES MY WEEKENDS!
well well spend weekends man!
managed to meet good buddies and dance peeps!

booked out at 8pm on friday!
cabbed home reached around 915!
slack n chatted with my mum n grandpa abt the life there!
den unpacked my dirty stuffs for laundry den off to rest a while!
den washed up n drove out to airport!

met YONG! for supper!
we took like an hour plus goin in circles finding the place to eat our DIM SUM!
finally managed to find n settled down and ORDERED like freaking alot of food!
chatted really alot n eat until freaking full!
sent him backed home den me off home around 2am!!
THANKS FOR THE TREAT!!!!

SATURDAY!
wen to mum's shop to eat some light food n catch up with the aunties there,
den drove to town n met the BITCHES for buffet at ceneileisure!!!
had good n bad sushi! lolx
we ordered like nobody business until we cant eat!
lolx
had a good time catching up n laughing our asses off!
den drove to OSCHOOL to find RYAN! had a short chat den i went off fetch mum from work but i was late n she took cab so went shopping for snacks instead!
den wen car wash n refill petrol!

got home n rested awhile den met MING JIANG for movie at CENEI!
caught HARRY POTTER!
i m kind of fan of harry potter but the movie is way too draggy or maybe i m way to sleepy!
keep wanting to sleep! both me n MING JIANG cannot tahan!
movie ended like 2am, n i cant rmb wat the movie abt,
walked to ORCHARD CENTRAL to get my car n drove him back home n me back home!!

TOTAL SPEND FOR THE WEEKEND!!! %250 BUCKS! hahahahah

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

FINALE!
haiz this will be my last post on my blog,
i took so much time to update a post first coz i don have time, i rather spend quality time with others den in front of computer doing nth!
will be enlisting in a few hours time!

i m sad abt some stuffs but overall i felt very happy coz i managed to do things i don really do,
this shows how much important little things r!

i had like tonnes of durians outings with diff peeps almost every night!
TERRY, YONG n his TWC peeps, OCREWS,

every night i m just eating eating eating non stop,

from 85 market with some of my dance juniors, to chomp chomp with random peeps, chomp chomp with colleagues, to dim sum with YONG n peeps n OCREWS, to maggie goreng with WILL and STEAMBOAT with EPIC CREW!

i finally manage to sent my mum to work every morning like 430am!
den sent YONG to work at 630am!
den off to run the reservoir at 715am!
its been a routine for the past few days!
LOVE IT!

i end my last moment of FREEDOM with RYAN MODERN class!!!!!!
ans last fren i met is YONG!!! lolx

BEFORE I END THIS POST!
SPECIAL THANKS TO>>>>
MUM! thanks for every single thing u did to me for the past few days, spending so much money on my NS stuffs! ur concern just made me felt so touched, even little things like getting me COUNTERPAIN for muscle aches made me wanna tear coz before u r too busy to even talk to me, i blamed u for being unreasonable n scold vulgarities at u! but yeah hope u forgive me, i hope wen i m in NS u r happy working, first person i call wen i got free time will be u!! n wat made me even more TOUCHED is u goin to close ur shop to sent me over to TEKONG!
urghhhhh

YONG! finally i got to sent to u to work, hard to talk to u coz both very busy working n dancing, but the time spend talking for dat 15 mins this few days made me even realised how much i appreciate this frenship! all the ups n down this 3 yrs, the childish quarrells n even the happy bitching moments, now its even harder to see me online, even harder to bitch, even harder to share my probs!

RYAN AND GIN! thanks for being the source of inspiration all these while in my dance life!
i may not be the best dancer around but the knowledge both of u nurtured me made me feel dat i do grown up more n more each day to be a better dancer to be a better person! THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE, ADVICES AND SUPPORT!

to EVERYONE!
THANKS FOR THE FAREWELL DINNER!
CHAMPION FOR JIM BEAM DANCE COMP - EPIC CREW(nicole, meiqi, jean, foong & ah lee) + LORENCIA! thanks for the steamboat...
WILL - thanks for the maggie goreng and good luck for ur last competition too! please have a good rest
TERRY & KAREN - the supper at CHOMP2
KENNETH,CLARENACE AND NICOE - the shiok 85 market food and DURIANS!!
LASTLY thanks MUM for the best farewell dinner coz its ur birthday too!!!!

to the rest of u ppl!
have fun, enjoy n do take care!

Labels: becoming a MAN

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Saturday, June 27, 2009

WEIRD!

usually i hate to go clubbing!
but today i just got extra high until i don wan to leave the club!! sibei shiok la!!!
next week last season having such event with so many dancers around on the dancefloor!!!

JIAYOU EPIC CREW!!
sorry i still forget steps!!

i remembered wat u said!
u accept me for who i m!
but wat happened now?

Labels: words

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Friday, June 26, 2009

RANDOM!
wah been damn freaking tired rushing from mum shop den to training den midnight den reached home for the past few weeks!
ITS WAS FUN but damn tired!
n i m like suffering from insonmia!
freaking tired but cant sleep!

YTD was funny after training had CHENG CHENG CHENG TENG opp sch as usual! got home rest den chat!
talking to WILL den suddenly both HUNGRY!
so we decided to meet for supper n its like near 2am!
i went to top up abit of petrol den off to BALESTIER to fetch WILL
supper nearby his place!
pretty good MEE GORENG,EGG, AND THE PAPEDOM AND TEA PENG!
HAHAHZ
chat chat chat!
den off home!
still cant sleep!
so i waited till 5am n sent my mum off to work!!

slept around 6plus den woke up around 1145 by kenneth sms!

something happened dat made me freaking pissed off!
i just wanna curse and swear but HECK LA!

off to my mum shop for lunch den now back home resting!
leaving home soon for JIM BEAM COMP later!
i m freaking not prepared
hopefully everything goes fine!!!!!

Labels: dream of you

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Saturday, June 20, 2009

CLUBBING!!

CLUBBING is freaking SHIOK! wen theres tonnes of dancers around!
no GRINDING, pure fun...
NEXT FRIDAY one more session! wahahaah

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Saturday, June 13, 2009

DO I MAKE YOU PROUD?
well well well!
all i can say 12 JUNE 2009 will be one of the most memorable day of my life!
i'd rush here and there, first to rehearsals for CCA AWARDS den back to UBI for my driving test!
the feeling of retaking ur driving test wen u failed one 3 months ago!
its damn shitty, and after dat u know u got less den an hour to prepare for performance! goodness!
I MANAGED TO PASS MY DRIVING TEST!
but i didnt manage to watch the road safety video and made payments coz i cab back to sch and prepare for the performance!

i dunno how to describe this feeling but i'm just extreme touched by watever dat happened yesterday!

TO BOTH MY PARENTS who finally came to support me and went on stage to collect the award with me! it felt extremely speechless wen finally both my dad and mum spend a little time away from work and came down to watch me perform, I HOPE I DO MAKE YOU GUYS PROUD!

TO BOTH MY BUDDIES KOK SHENG AND YONG! its like been ages since i last saw them also!
both r pretty busy with work and life, and i don have time to call them out to meet also. THANKS for the time coming down to support also esp KOK who came down ALONE!
and special THANKS to YONG for the sourvenir from TAIWAN! i hope you guys like the performance coz i never dance such dance infront of you guys b4!

TO SEXY CINDERBELLY PARTNER LORENCIA KAN! dancing with her is extremely NUTS! coz shes like freaking pro, but well thanks for the time rushing down from work, giving all the choreos in the item and tolerating this blur ass guy! thanks so much LORENCIA!

TO THE REST OF TPDE, the bitches dat perform ytd also, good job, but not to ROYSTON who freaking funny forget steps damn obvious, haha anyway well done to all of u for training hard and representing TPDE on stage, the rest of tpde who came down to support and congrats to those to won any awards too.

TO FAYANNE! not forgetting her, well i used to dislike her alot but well not coz of her banned me from dancing 1 semester i guess my results wont be as nice, thanks FAYANNE for pushing for getting this AWARD too.

TO MAYBELLE SUA! thanks for having faith me in all the time, one of the best ppl to bitch with, sibei funny! hahaha

RAAZMY ARTISTE OF THE YEAR 2009!

dats the end of my post!
will update much more photos of the past month events!

LASTLY A SONG,
DO I MAKE YOU PROUD!

I've never been the one to raise my hand
That was not me, and now that's who I am
Because of you, I am standing tall
My heart is full of endless gratitude
You were the one, the one to guide me through
Now I can see and I believe
It's only just beginning

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud?
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud?

I Guess Ive Learned
To Question Is To Grow
That You Still Have Faith
Is All I Need To Know
Ive Learned To Love
Myself In Spite Of Me
And Ive Learned To
Walk On The Road I Believe

Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved
To be loved

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proud?
There ain't no question, just do I make you proud?
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud?
Do I make you proud?

Labels: lovely

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Friday, May 15, 2009

M.F!
whats M.F? its MOTHER FUCKER!
seriously i don understand WHY my freaking mum understand how to appreciate man!
if i can express myself seriously i will wanna shout FUCK rite in front of her FACE!
i'm being really chill just to go in my room n lock myself up!

every single day i woke up damn early in morning just to go her shop to help her out!
den i will leave around 1 plus or 2 head to school to start training for KO NIGHT with nicole or maybe session with some others! by this time i m seriously dead TIRED!
i just wanna have sometime resting or maybe catching up with frens!
but she will call and call me to go home to MASSAGE her!
yes i tried my best to go home and massage her!
AFTER HELPING HER AT SHOP FUCKING RIGHT IN THE MORNING! den she know i am goin to school to train!
DOES SHE FUCKING HAVE A HEART KNOWS HOW FUCKING TIRED AM I?
this FUCKING life routine had been goin for like 1 MONTH PLUS!
i FUCKING hell don have enough SLEEP and REST!
by the time i reached home she will just give me some FUCKED UP ATTITUDE!
like as though i m not appreciating her! THE MONEY SHE GAVE ME N SUCH!
she making me feel like i m making used of her!

IF I M SUCH A FUCKING USELESS SON!
I DON EVEN WANNA WAKE UP RITE IN THE MORNING WITH LESS DEN 4HOURS SLEEP A DAY! WALK AND TAKE BUS TO YOUR FUCKING SHOP AND HELP YOU AS MUCH AS I COULD!

I FUCKING SACRIFICE MY OWN SLEEP AND LEISURE TIME COZ I WANNA HELP YOU!

DO YOU FUCKING HELL SEE WAT I M TRYING TO DO!

i FUCKING remember telling her Y NOT ASK MY 2 OTHER FUCKING BROTHERS TO MASSAGE HER SINCE I HELPED HER AT HER SHOP!
den she will give me another FUCKING ATTITUDE!

BUT TODAY WAS JUST PISSED ME OFF!
TMR IS MY KO NIGHT! I DON WAN TO THROW FACE!
RIGHT EARLY IN MORNING I WENT TO HER SHOP TO HELP HER! BUT LEFT QUITE EARLY COZ I JUST NEED A SHORT NAP IN SCH!
BUT IT WASNT SUCCESSFULL AS THE ROOM WAS FREAKING NOISY!
I END UP USING MY LAPTOP AND REST MY BODY!
3pm start training!
sweat like DOG! STINKS like BABI!
den went to watch their GRADUATION stage marking!
den went to opp sch for CHENG TENG and str8 HOME!
she called me wen i m under the block i tell her i will massage her wen i step on the doorstep!
I TOT SHE WILL BE HAPPY DAT I GOT HOME EARLY TO MASSAGE HER!

ONCE I OPENED THE DOOR, SHE GAVE ME THE FACE LIKE SHES GOIN TO DIE RIGHT AT DAT POINT OF TIME! I TOLD HER GO CHANGE TO HER SHORTS DEN I WAN MASSAGE!

DEN SHE FUCKING RELPIED ME "NO NO NO NO NEED",
U EVERYDAY GO HOME LATE, GO DANCE DANCE DANCE! LET ME DIE OR WATEVER!

FUCK SIA! SERIOUSLY IF U DON WAN ME TO MASSAGE U, FUCKING HELL DON CALL ME N RUSH ME BACK HOME MAN! give me dat FUCKING ATTITUDE!

anytime she asked me to massage her i just massage, i don even complained!
even though i had chalet n got home at 7am, she asked for massage i massage ok!
wat else she wan from me?
every single day got home at 8pm n massage her!
HELLO I NEED SOMETIME TO REST OK?
yes FAMILY IS MY PRIORITY!
n i alr set it rite!
i know my duty as a son!
i m not heartless enough not to help u, just everyday take ur money den forget abt u!
i don mind helping u at a FUCKING hot environment!
but is this how to show me how APPRECIATIVE U R?

i m SORRY i shouted at u! though u r my mum i guess u FUCKING DONT UNDERSTAND WATS GOIN ON!
IF U WAN BE SELFISH YOUR LIFE AT THIS AGE!
EVERYONE WILL JUST AVOID U LA!
i did wat i could for now to be a good son!
but u need to be a good mum!
U DON EVEN SUPPORT MY DANCE!
U NV ASKED HOWS MY DANCE DOIN!
EVEN I TOLD U I M SICK AND INJURED U FUCKING DON CARE!
WENEVER I SAID I M SICK AND INJURED, UR REPLY WILL BE U DANCE TOO MUCH!

as a MUM you said such stuffs, u made me feel like i don even thankful for who i m now!
i just feel damn lost! very very lost!

Labels: fuck fuck fuck

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