WHAT A DAY! ok as promised i will update something again! this post is actually for the people i wanna thank and will never forget!
2008! tonnes of up and downs i must say! but i am very blessed with tonnes of happening things!
MOST IMPT! 1ST IN THE LIST! MY FAMILY- this year had been rather good though tonnes of bad thing happened! finally my dad bought a family car for us to travel here n there, my mum business is getting much better now! my youngest bro received a GOOD PROGRESS AWARD! my elder bro got married in may! my sis got her third child! my 2nd bro, i dunno wat he doin coz i don talk to him, n thanks for stealing my money everytime! my grandpa, sadded he broke his leg while climbing a tree at my house in malaysia! how smart! but now he is well! my maid! well coz of my grandpa leg condition, my parents decided to take a maid! with her around my house looks more like house! hahaha thanks for everything though until today shes damn F blur!
SPECIALLY FOR YOU! to my MUM- thanks for every single thing u did to me! u r the one i talked to wen i had problems! u understand me well, u increased my allowance, u trust me apart from the stupid things i did few yrs back! u still have faith in me! all i can sayI LOVE YOU!
to my DAD- u had been working really hard! u lost so much weight from not having enough sleep! few days ago u encountered an accident coz u were sleepy, i dunno how to put in words, i wish u can take work lesser n rest more! i wan u to be healthy and don look OLD! i may be quiet at home but i care alot for u, u shld know urself i massage u wenever u need one!
to my 3 BUDDIES!- my life is totally useless without the 3 of u! -ALEX u seriously the best buddy i have, the one whom nv stop talking every single day, iTHANK you for all the care and concern you gave me, though both of us know we r goin through a rough time now,everything doesnt seems rite for us currently but give me time and i will get used to it! since the first day we know each other we nv missed talking! i hope you understand my views i hope u were in my shoes i wish i m important like u other frens are! BUT let fate determines lo! i wish we can be like last time! i wont GIVE UP!
-KOK SHENG my longest buddy, this mr HANDSOME always made me feel damn touched by his reaction, like taking off and just wan meet me to have lunch n spend the whole day chatting! he drove me around too for 85 market n so on! super mr nice guy who is obsessed with his body and gym currently! like wat u wrote in ur blog abt me, actually i worry abt u alot also, i don wan u to hurt urself by punching the wall, its scary ah! but no matter wat u know i always there for u! n thanks for being there all the time though u always reply my msn damn long! hahahah no matter wat i still wish u all the best with her, i wanna see u HAPPY again! coz u deserve to be happy! -BOHAN haha BABI! totally the most carefree pig around! but seriously without him i think i gonna be the most negative shit man! seriously BOHAN thanks for all the words though its harsh but its true! i wish i could be like u, SO FIT SO CAREFREE! honestly the coolest dragonboater around man! learn piano n dance! DOPE SHIT! thanks for all the time n treat to movie, always so free to find me n slack. YONG CHIANG aka YC well this good fren of mine! the very first fren i made wen i came to tp! though we hardly talk, we don even meet anymore, we don even update each other life. its saddening but i m happy dat he is having a good life, he work damn hard to earn money and he also had tonnes of fun with his frens around him! how i wish we r like the past, the very first day we know each other at FOC camp, we bitch, we shop, and watch 2 movie tgt! his bdae where i went under his block to find him, cant forget those time, but well i guess both of us had a different lifestyle, something i wish will nv come true, but i hope you know how much i care. just hope dat u don drink so much and do have plenty of rest! see ya around in sch and also I STILL OWE YOU BDAE PRESENT! -BITCHES OF 20-1-44 RAUF,REHAN,BECKY,KIANYEE,ALEX,ALVIN... well bitching sessions were the most fun thing man! playing and taking photos, random meeting late nites! really had tonnes of fun with u guys!! hahah soon we goin to meet up!! wheeeeeee
-TPDE DANCERS! haha i dunno how to explain this but u guys r really the grp of bitches dat i always look forward to meet, we can bitch abt anything n everything! hahh so FUN!
-MF TWIN LESNER i hope u are alright now, i m hardly free to find u, but u shld know i m there man!
NEW YEAR EVE! and i m home rotting!
HONESTLY, i tot i wan meet any of my buddies to chill or soemthing, but yeah they r all busy n have their plans on! i had 2 other outings, dance and reliez, but i don feel right meeting them so i decided to stone at home! hope EVERYONE had fun countdown! hehehez
MY 2009 WISH AND GOAL! -dance with FREDY as any occasion, its like the biggest dream for me to dance with him!!! -to put up 2 items for TPDE concert, one modern one hiphop -hope my relationship with my buddies stays strong -hope i m posted to police or civil defence -hope to meet the person i LOVE! -my parents and frens to be healthy
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [6:15 PM]
ALONE! well decided to stay at home! just feel like being alone and think of how my YEAR 2009 will be! i will be posting something later at nite!! so yeah!
31st DEC! i managed to run from school back home! at 12noon! FREAKING HOT! but yeah 1 more week till NAPHA! i will be hitting the stadium later in the evening n more pull ups!!
i'm not in a VERY WELL MOOD! partly coz of my tongue ulcers and some problems i still need to get used to it!
I WANNA BE A HAPPY PERSON! though its hurting inside badly! wahahah
anyway!
TO EVERYONE OUT THERE HAPPY COUNTDOWN! HAPPY NEW YEAR! HOPE 2009 WILL BE A GREAT YEAR FOR EVERYONE!
MY 3 BUDDIES! -ALEX have fun at MALAYSIA bbqing! -KOK SHENG have fun countdown with ya army fren! -BOHAN have fun gyming n happy countdown at ya fren's place!
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:05 PM]
Friday, December 26, 2008
DECIDED! i made a decision to remove all the posts regardingYOU! theres nothing for me to look back n see an ugly side of the world! what keeps us strong is the time we used to relate! though its fading BUT i believe if we trust we compromise YOU are still the buddy i know!
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:13 PM]
Thursday, December 25, 2008
SAVED ME! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! though i never celebrate i got some random plans!
last few days was HELL coz i'm freaking sick! still i went for GIN'S steamboat session at ANNABELLE's condo! it was fun but i don eat and talk much coz really really no mood!
THANKS to OSCHOOL' chamomile tea dat saved my bleeding throat! thanks to my thick blanket dat covers me during my sleep n let my fever go away! n sorry to my fan coz i off it wen i'm sleeping! hahah THIS IS THE CURE! but now i m having MIGRAINS due to the sleepless nite! but shld be fine ah! SOON i will upload more photos of OSCHOOL MOVING OUT + RELIEZ! hahah
TODAY Christmas glad dat i have some plans! meeting BOHAN den maybe goin over JOEY's place for some celebration!
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [6:38 PM]
Sunday, December 21, 2008
ITS ALL ABOUT TIME! well time past fast actually, OTCW done! will blog about it more wen i got the photos!
cant go for dance camp coz i m freaking SICK again, i injured my right leg & i got blisters on my right feet! NICE! my grandpa feeling down! hopefully he will get better soon!
its been a freaking tiring week and also boredom! BUBBY ALEX went KL for holiday so my late night bitching n smsing is pretty dead! haha pretty sian la actually! the PIG will be back tmr nite but i m sure he will be tired!
before he left, he sent me the song, was pretty addicted to it coz of the best n pretty touching lyrics!
ANGEL
Just like a shadow I'll be beside you I'll be your comfort And let it guide you home I will provide you a place of shelter I want a be your zone Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man
If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel
Just like the moon I'll step beside And let your sun shine While I follow behind Cause baby what ya got It is with all the props With everything I'm not Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man
[Angel lyrics on http://www.kovideo.net]If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel
Tell me why there's so many good men And the world's misunderstood He's a dog, he's no good I wish somebody would Disrespect my man You're gona have to come see me I go hard for my baby He's all that I need
So if you got a good one Put your hands up, Come on girl and stand up Go ahead lift your man up Get up If you got a good one, put your hands up Go ahead lift your man up Get up If you got a good one, stand up Come on girl, and stand up
If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel
PS: just wanna update for the sake of updating, i m freaking SICK & TIRED now!
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [7:54 PM]
Monday, December 15, 2008
APPRECIATING! BOHAN told me that my posts always emo kind! either sad or angry! today will be diff!!!! wahahahh
YOU know who you are la! seriously sometimes i know i m impatient n don understand situation well! we kept on having misunderstandings n dumb quarrels. but i really wanna THANK YOU for everything! every single reaction you took.. thanks for all the care and concerns! i really dunno how to THANK you coz u don wan me to thank you! i will treasure watever i have, i wont forget you more den anything else! i thank GOD for having a great buddy!
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:51 AM]
Friday, December 12, 2008
OSCHOOL RECITAL 2008! it was the biggest opportunity any dancer can get, was to perform for OSCHOOL RECITAL! though training time is on sunday n everyone have sacrifice "family day" n during the few month training it clashes with FASTING MONTH which made some of us half dead! but trainings usually were filled with laughters, jokes and everything esp for my STREET JAZZ item, i dont know much people, so me usually with the DAO face just learn n leave, my purpose initially to go for street jazz item coz of FREDY! its like an achievement for me to be able to work with him, HUGE IDOL!! as training past, at first we were super messy coz of this weakness it made us even closer, we bonded damn well, we disturbed each other and fool around alot!! miss all the STREET JAZZ people alot!
i even asked REHAN to edit for me some photos! coz it was a memorable experienced!
editted street jazz peeps!
oschoolers who made recital a successreggaeTPDE, we conquer itI KNOW I LOOK UGLY ON STAGE!!! wahhah
THOSE WHO CAME TO SUPPORT! firstly thanks TPDE for coming down n cheering! hope next recital they will be able to participate and go through this great experienced!
RAYVIN and his frens also! though i dunno his frens but yeah RAYVIN nv stops giving his support! his breaking is getting much DOPER now!!! FB PEEPS! wah wen i was dancing on stage, right infront of me is LESNER! wah thank god, can interact with part of the audience, felt damn funny i dancing den saw his face smilling! but no choice i m good at self high!! haha nv take photo with him, ARGH! but took with some of FB peeps who sat all the way up and SISTER REGINA too!! wahaha
to you guys! all the best for production!! CONCLUSION! THANKS OSCHOOL for the great great experienced thanks for making part of my dream came true, i will continue working harder and be a better person and dancer!
TO RYAN & GIN, thanks for the trust, my life changed coz of your guidance, your support and everything.
TO FREDY, part of my dream came through wen i got into your item! you've been one of my best dance idol for the past few yrs! n you gave me the opportunity to be in your item wen i didnt attent the audition due to some stuffs! NEXT is to dance next to you on the same stage is the BIGGEST DREAM i wish to achieve! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!
THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME THE STRENGTH, HEALTH, MINDSET FOR ME TO KEEP MOVING ON AND
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [4:44 PM]
Monday, December 1, 2008
OPEN MY EYES WIDE! had a long chat with BOHAN the CHINAMAN ytd nite! until forgot to sleep also! chatting with this lame idiot can be super funny BUT he really make me realised something. made me open my eyes even wider to see things clearly! what to aspect from myself and what to aspect from the people around me!
we human cant have everyone to like us! we cant satisfy wat ppl wan from us! we cant aspect ppl to be there for us all the time! we cant aspect ppl to return wat we aspect from them!
alot alot more! i guess i felt so much better after realising things dat i hardly take into considerations!
currently i got affected by alot of things even the minor ones! it made my life so difficult and so terrible.. i really hope to felt better and be myself, i cant afford to screw up my term test due to the lack of mood to study, lastly i cant afford to screw up my performance for OSCHOOL RECITAL next week! my facial expressions my confident r all gone! n i m not being me!
HOPE THINGS WILL GET BETTER!
thanks BOHAN, though u heard alot of things about me but u still ok with it, thanks for accepting who i am!