P.S!
sometimes or maybe most of the time people dont see what good things someone did!
they only see the bad things that was done!
its pretty disappointing, but what to do, maybe this is human nature!
even if a friend put in some effort but sometimes they just dont see it!
i don even know how to react next, sometimes it felt so STUPID,
trying to hang on, not to be sensitive, just HECK
keeping myself busy, slack, drag time...
but the feeling of being like a JUNK is so OVERWHELMING!
MAYBE I'LL JUST WAIT AND SEE
AND GET TIRED AND SICK OF THIS SHIT!
*mum - please dont take me for granted! i hope you appreciate what i have done like how i appreciate what you had done to me! i am seriously dead tired! MONDAY TO SUNDAY helping you right early in the morning then i gotta rush down for training in the afternoon! reaching home very late every night, with only less den 4 hours of sleep daily! my body seriously is in pain! i've been sick for a few weeks! my shoulders and backbone in deep pain! i told you countless time i need you to sent me to the doctor but you take my words seriously!
nobody understand how am i feeling, everybody is busy with their own life! you said you are tired! who is not tired! PLEASE spare some thoughts for me! i've got no rest and i'm living in PAIN MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY!Labels: too painful
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:45 AM]
