M.F!
whats M.F? its MOTHER FUCKER!
seriously i don understand WHY my freaking mum understand how to appreciate man!
if i can express myself seriously i will wanna shout FUCK rite in front of her FACE!
i'm being really chill just to go in my room n lock myself up!
every single day i woke up damn early in morning just to go her shop to help her out!
den i will leave around 1 plus or 2 head to school to start training for KO NIGHT with nicole or maybe session with some others! by this time i m seriously dead TIRED!
i just wanna have sometime resting or maybe catching up with frens!
but she will call and call me to go home to MASSAGE her!
yes i tried my best to go home and massage her!
AFTER HELPING HER AT SHOP FUCKING RIGHT IN THE MORNING! den she know i am goin to school to train!
DOES SHE FUCKING HAVE A HEART KNOWS HOW FUCKING TIRED AM I?
this FUCKING life routine had been goin for like 1 MONTH PLUS!
i FUCKING hell don have enough SLEEP and REST!
by the time i reached home she will just give me some FUCKED UP ATTITUDE!
like as though i m not appreciating her! THE MONEY SHE GAVE ME N SUCH!
she making me feel like i m making used of her!
IF I M SUCH A FUCKING USELESS SON!
I DON EVEN WANNA WAKE UP RITE IN THE MORNING WITH LESS DEN 4HOURS SLEEP A DAY! WALK AND TAKE BUS TO YOUR FUCKING SHOP AND HELP YOU AS MUCH AS I COULD!
I FUCKING SACRIFICE MY OWN SLEEP AND LEISURE TIME COZ I WANNA HELP YOU!
DO YOU FUCKING HELL SEE WAT I M TRYING TO DO!
i FUCKING remember telling her Y NOT ASK MY 2 OTHER FUCKING BROTHERS TO MASSAGE HER SINCE I HELPED HER AT HER SHOP!
den she will give me another FUCKING ATTITUDE!
BUT TODAY WAS JUST PISSED ME OFF!
TMR IS MY KO NIGHT! I DON WAN TO THROW FACE!
RIGHT EARLY IN MORNING I WENT TO HER SHOP TO HELP HER! BUT LEFT QUITE EARLY COZ I JUST NEED A SHORT NAP IN SCH!
BUT IT WASNT SUCCESSFULL AS THE ROOM WAS FREAKING NOISY!
I END UP USING MY LAPTOP AND REST MY BODY!
3pm start training!
sweat like DOG! STINKS like BABI!
den went to watch their GRADUATION stage marking!
den went to opp sch for CHENG TENG and str8 HOME!
she called me wen i m under the block i tell her i will massage her wen i step on the doorstep!
I TOT SHE WILL BE HAPPY DAT I GOT HOME EARLY TO MASSAGE HER!
ONCE I OPENED THE DOOR, SHE GAVE ME THE FACE LIKE SHES GOIN TO DIE RIGHT AT DAT POINT OF TIME! I TOLD HER GO CHANGE TO HER SHORTS DEN I WAN MASSAGE!
DEN SHE FUCKING RELPIED ME "NO NO NO NO NEED",
U EVERYDAY GO HOME LATE, GO DANCE DANCE DANCE! LET ME DIE OR WATEVER!
FUCK SIA! SERIOUSLY IF U DON WAN ME TO MASSAGE U, FUCKING HELL DON CALL ME N RUSH ME BACK HOME MAN! give me dat FUCKING ATTITUDE!
anytime she asked me to massage her i just massage, i don even complained!
even though i had chalet n got home at 7am, she asked for massage i massage ok!
wat else she wan from me?
every single day got home at 8pm n massage her!
HELLO I NEED SOMETIME TO REST OK?
yes FAMILY IS MY PRIORITY!
n i alr set it rite!
i know my duty as a son!
i m not heartless enough not to help u, just everyday take ur money den forget abt u!
i don mind helping u at a FUCKING hot environment!
but is this how to show me how APPRECIATIVE U R?
i m SORRY i shouted at u! though u r my mum i guess u FUCKING DONT UNDERSTAND WATS GOIN ON!
IF U WAN BE SELFISH YOUR LIFE AT THIS AGE!
EVERYONE WILL JUST AVOID U LA!
i did wat i could for now to be a good son!
but u need to be a good mum!
U DON EVEN SUPPORT MY DANCE!
U NV ASKED HOWS MY DANCE DOIN!
EVEN I TOLD U I M SICK AND INJURED U FUCKING DON CARE!
WENEVER I SAID I M SICK AND INJURED, UR REPLY WILL BE U DANCE TOO MUCH!
as a MUM you said such stuffs, u made me feel like i don even thankful for who i m now!
i just feel damn lost! very very lost!Labels: fuck fuck fuck
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [10:55 PM]
