WHATEVER IT TAKES! wa RAAZMY so power today! he finished his assignments! hahaha
wah now i m like crazy over old songs! so shiok listening man! esp those POP SONGS!
ANYWAY, was browsing through the past performances vid! i think i miss dancing with LORENCIA! dats like the most shiok thing man! for the first time i cried on stage wen dancing though my dance SUCKS big time ah! alignments n techniques CUI big time! but it was a great experienced! how i wish can dance with her again!
RANDOM THOUGHTS! i used to tell myself to hang on n nv give up! m i a quiter if i quit? even though i tried hard even though i change my life?
i finally realised how much i missed being me, i tried too hard to make a fren see how much i was there, i tot i was hungry over treasured friendship, but i got greedy n hurt myself even more! i missed being the irritating me, i missed being attention seeking, i kept telling myself never forget how i started, never forget the past, but all this just made me endure n give in but end result i dunno wat i get? yes! i blame myself for asking too much, i blame myself for changing my lifestyle, this new year was a rough start but dat doesnt mean its goin to be rough rite?
its TIME for me to get my ass up! get busy concentrate on things dat benefits me, do wat i love! i got DREAMS TO ACHIEVE! this dreams have to be REAL man! n i m gonna to STRIVE for it! TO YOU, i think theres no point talking anymore, i don need any explanations, i don need any sympathy, u lead ur own life, u choose ur own frens, i wont beg for ur frenship, i don ask u to compromise, i wont ask u to understand, all i can say I'M SORRY i wasted your time asking u to come down talk, the meet ups, the celebrations, the chats, the smses, the care and concern u gave b4! SERIOUSLY, u wasted ur time on it! i wont ask for anything anymore, let it rest,
and i will search the path of my own life! THANKS FOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE B4! the past is just memories, u look back it, it wont be able repeat, good or bad its just memories!
