OPEN MY EYES WIDE!
had a long chat with BOHAN the CHINAMAN ytd nite!
until forgot to sleep also!
chatting with this lame idiot can be super funny
BUT he really make me realised something.
made me open my eyes even wider to see things clearly!
what to aspect from myself and what to aspect from the people around me!
we human cant have everyone to like us!
we cant satisfy wat ppl wan from us!
we cant aspect ppl to be there for us all the time!
we cant aspect ppl to return wat we aspect from them!
alot alot more!
i guess i felt so much better after realising things dat i hardly take into considerations!
currently i got affected by alot of things even the minor ones!
it made my life so difficult and so terrible..
i really hope to felt better and be myself,
i cant afford to screw up my term test due to the lack of mood to study,
lastly i cant afford to screw up my performance for OSCHOOL RECITAL next week!
my facial expressions my confident r all gone!
n i m not being me!
HOPE THINGS WILL GET BETTER!
thanks BOHAN, though u heard alot of things about me but u still ok with it,
thanks for accepting who i am!Labels: if i can read your mind i will react to it
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [10:05 AM]