it's my life

Sunday, September 28, 2008

NIGHT LIFE!
once in a while having a night life i pretty great man!
of coz there should be great ppl around you!

apart from the bad day i had ytd! i decided to meet JEAN,RAHIM,DANNY AND TIMOTHY after i break fast!
we where sitting in PS mac n talk abt life,
we left for FOODCOURT to get our favourite snacks while waiting for PANGYANG to finish his training!
den we walked all the way to CLARKE QUAY!
so the F1 thing dat is goin on seems damn fun man!
should have not reject my aunt invitation of goin to watch for free!! argh
well reach CLARKE QUAY the environment we had was wanna open circle n dance our asses off! but theres only 6 of us so we decided to walk around again,
AGAIN we settled down at mac coz PANGYANG is hungry!
talk n talk n talk
we headed back to the place n enjoy yet pretty feel uncomfortable due to the hot atmosphere at everyone is smoking there!
knowing the train gonna end late we left the place near 1am!
hahah
i gotta walk home from interchange!
gosh damn scary sia!
reached home, wash up den talk to ALEX until i fall dead asleep!!
hahah.

today i gonna have great night life again with TPDE peeps!
STEAMBOAT STEAMBOAT STEAMBOAT!

*i never fall for someone like you

Labels: beeeeeeeeeee

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [10:50 AM]

Saturday, September 27, 2008

BOILING POINT!
i dunno how to explain this feelings, at home the only person i can talk to is my mum,
but its getting bloody shitty when i don even talk much at home, i do my own things like stoning,chatting or watch vids alone in my room! i don even like to create a BIG HUUHAA i rather be alone den having tentions at home!

even wen i m alone, even wen i don even talk to anyone!
my dad still finding fault at me?
SERIOUSLY this is getting ridiculous!
he wan me to respect n greet my STEP ELDER BROTHER wen he is in the house!

FIRSTLY!
i don even come out of my room! its either i go to sch or i m in my room all the while!
wen i go out of the room its time for me to break fast!
so wats his actual problem?
does my STEP ELDER BROTHER even respect me?
does he even talk to me wen he came to the house?
HELLO this is my house?
ur mum divorced my dad n my mum don even steal our dad from ur mum!
n u r coming to MY FAMILY house, i think its u r the one who need to respect US!
n not treating like UR FAMILY house!

though i have this issue with u? do i go up to u n say it?
NO!!!! i do my own thing n u do ur thing!
its good dat u feel comfortable being in this house!
DEN y tell my DAD i don greet u?
R U SOME KIND OF SR NATHAN where i need to greet?

OMFG!!!!!
n worst my mum can call me ask me y i nv greet wen i m outside dancing?
WTF! n my dad can count how my time i nv greet him!

WORST!
is dat this FUCKING bitches only see my attitude infront of their eyes, n they don see it behind them! wen i see my STEP ELDER BROTHER outside, if i got issues with him i just fuck him off n try to avoid! BUT I DIDNT!

I SHOUTED HIS NAME GO TOWARDS HIM N GREET HIM PLUS! I SHAKE HIS HAND N KISS IT!

does anyone of this BITCHES see my reaction?
all u BITCHES see is me who gave attitude problem and direspect everyone around me!

this is the reason i hate to stay at home so much!
watever things i do is wrong!
but my brother shouted and disrespect my maid nobody see!
see also don do anything!
HELLO a maid is still a human, shes still older den US!
we pay her to take care of grandfather and do housework!
WE DON PAY HER TO SHOUT AT HER!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS ALEX FOR EVERYTHING!

Labels: i cant stand it anymore

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [6:34 PM]

Monday, September 22, 2008

CLOUD NINE!

IT FEELS SO GREAT WHEN SOMEONE GAVE SO MUCH CARE AND CONCERN!
RAAZMY IS HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! lolx RETARDED!

recital training was great but its was hell for me!
due to fasting month n i cant drink at all n training start from 130 to 630pm!
it was really hell, i nearly wanted to just give up n drink water!
but keep on enduring n keep telling myself "time to break fast is real soon" hahaha
well i managed to endure haha!

FREDY's choreo for street jazz is DOPE!
gosh i actually felt so free dancing his item!
REGGAE was killer coz i m half dead! but i will get familiarise with it n do well in it.

after training i headed to ps with BADD, ROYSTON, AH LEE, SAM.
had our dinner! i didnt eat much but i drank really alot, 1 big surlpee and 2 snapple.
FULL TO THE MAX but still thirsty!
soon PANGYANG & JEAN joined us, we ended up talking n bitching for the whole nite!
omg its so great sharing thoughts! hahah I LOVIN IT!
den JEAN saw KOK SHENG n told me, i was total shocked la! haven seen dat KOK for months, suppose to meet up but right now he is like so busy with his work, talked to him awhile den i m back to my table for more bitching session!

nearly 10 and we headed home!!
on the way talk abt NS life with PY and ROYSTON, n now i m really worry abt NS life!
just hope for the best man!

around 130am ALEX smsed me said dat he is backed home from fishing trip! i was stun actually coz i tot he will be back on MONDAY! but yeah he is backed home! so now more chatting session, haha

THANKS TO DEREK FOR THE BIG BIG PINK SHIRT!
he like know me well! meet up soon IRON MAN!

*i'm waiting for you

Labels: happy happy

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [5:38 PM]

Saturday, September 20, 2008

UNLUCKY SATURDAYS!
gosh! why? do i need to go outram every saturday morning!
got so many days in a week but SATURDAY?
been missing from dance like 2 weeks already, i am seriously rotting and my bones are like breaking apart!
today actually plan to cabot!
coz i find a way to runaway from the meetings, but in the end CANT!
all thanks to KELVIN who went to call the supervisor and he came down to check on our work!
felt so sad and bad cant go for dance, cant bitch and laugh around! URGH!

well, ALEX gone for a 3 days fishing trip in Malaysia with his friends!
which means i'm gonna be bloody bored rotting in front of the comp.
LUCKILY! AZLINA gave me FULL HOUSE dvd for me to watch, at least i got something to do.
Hope ALEX have a fruitful trip coz he complaint he is not really that close to the people there!

TMR! recital training, i have been practicing that much, only marking out steps for STREET JAZZ! but for reggae i actually forgot everything, guess tmr gonna recap with the rest!

10 MORE DAYS TO HARI RAYA!
not looking for HARI RAYA! but looking forward to tonnes of plans like i workout, cooking, cycling and of coz late night outings!

*you were the one but the chemistry wasnt there! how to built?

Labels: love is blind

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:01 PM]

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

MAJOR IMPRESSIVE!
i was actually browsing through youtube for CIRQUE DU SOLEIL vids!
den i came across this hand-balancing clip by this young china guy is i m not wrong!
WHOA! he is really super majorly powerful!

shared this clip to some friends in lab!
some point we were laughing but well SALUTES to this young boy!!!
CHINA really produce great n talented people!

OK i m off to school!!! woooohoooooo

*you knew i m gonna miss u every second

Labels: something wasnt there

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:04 PM]

Thursday, September 4, 2008

SICK!
suppose go sch n meet the labmates for a reservoir run,
but sad to say i fall sick, gosh at this very time.

i had a nap in the afternoon but my condition just got a little worst,
temperature reached 38.1 degree!
n my back hurts terribly, DAMN!
gotta rest alot n hopefully tmr i will be fine!!!

*you are just sososososo different!

Labels: you are lovely

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [9:07 PM]

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

LUCKY

Do you hear me,
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

*every heartbeat speaks your name

Labels: love you to death

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [10:29 PM]

FIRST DAY!
it was the first day of FASTING MONTH and also first day of HOLIDAY!
time pass damn bloody fast coz i woke up like noon coz i slept like damn damn early in the morning!
today felt damn short coz after i woke up from my wonderful sleep i went online chat here n there den went to school to meet the labmates.
after dat we went to play tennis around 4pm,
gosh i dunno dat tennis is like so freaking hard to play,
damn bloody noob, watch tv seems so cool but wen i play its so hard to control the ball.
but it was damn fun coz we are not tired of the match we get tired of picking up the balls.
so around 630pm i went back home with REHAN den break fast!

i don feel hungry at all, but i still wan eat,
so i sat down at the dining table but gosh the rice my maid cook losses my appetite of eating,
so i just make milo for myself den ate some bread!

the night passes slower den the day,
i felt pretty bored during the nite actually,
luckily now during midnight time i got ALEX to talk until morning!
really really change my whole nite of boredom.
thanks alot dude!

oh well i got vid to share, PANGYANG sent me,
i m so loving it,

COOL HOR!!! hahahaha
i LIIIKKKKKEEEEEEEEE!!

*i never knew you were so perfect

Labels: care and concern

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:25 PM]