APPRECIATING LIFE!
well i was forced to sleep early last night, THANKS to BOHAN!
but well wen i was up like pretty early i went to suft the net, read YONG's blog n was pretty shocked to read his post!
straight away i smsed him n ask for futher details!
YONG replied me within less den 1 min, i was pretty shocked to see the msg!
it was really unexpected that someone whom we used to laugh n talk with just left the world just like dat!
i still couldnt believe, i asked YONG more!
its like at this young age where we haven even fulfill our life with the happiness ahead of us, the next thing we know, we arent in the world anymore!
i was pretty sad n down for the day, trying to recall wat we had did in the past!
i still can rmb we met the first few days of my life in TP, in FOC camp, everyone was happily playing n joking with him, seeing him around school, he was even my interviewer wen i wanna be a GL tgt with YONG, he asked both of us to disturb ALVIN NEO so we can be a gl, during the camps as usually he was the one smiling all his way n even hug us wen the last day of the camp n teared as it was his last camp in TP, this yr during FOW/FOC camp he came down to visit us with his botak head! it was just weeks ago but now he left...
he might leave us but memories will be in our heart forever!
farewell dude!
DISCRIMINATION
all i can say i hate those humans who discriminate dancers!
i don care who u r n where u come from, i feel every human got our own right to be wat we r n wat we wanna do!
to my dad! you can never stop me from dancing, coz its already part of life, i hope you understand dat missing soemthing dat is part of ur life is really miserable!
i nv stop u from doin wat u r doin although i m against it but if u think its good for u den its ur life i wont wan to disturb coz its ur own fucking life! i m happy with wat i m doin n don take my happiness away! you said dat i cant even balance my life, look who is speaking, the reason y i wanna dance so much bcoz wats the point of me goin home early but my parents is not even home, there isnt any home cook food, there isnt anyone i can talk to? u r busy day and nite to get money for ur own business, YES i thank GOD dat u guys r working hard for US! but u said abt balancing life, R U BALANCING BETWEEN UR WORK N FAMILY! we r not BILLS dat u guys can give us money for the month n used it, we need LOVE from our parents n dats the most impt thing in our life, LOVE! i love u guys dats y i work hard, i wan to be successful, i know i m stupid in my studies not like my elder bro n sis who got a degree n such, but i believe dat i can be more successful den them without having highly education, i will still study hard coz dats wat u guys wan me to do, stupid hard n have a good job BUT dance is really part of my life, i m happy being with the company whom shared the same passion, DANCE NOT ONLY TAUGHT ME TO A BETTER PERFORMER BUT ALSO BEING A BETTER PERSON N HAVE VALUES IN LIFE!
i meet really nice ppl in the dance industry n trust me we r not low class ppl! if you are MY DAD all i need from u is be proud of wat i m doing support the things dat i like, if i got problems i will seek for u guys but don spoil n stop wat i m doin coz you don think theres future for me!
to my uncles!
haha how i wish u guys can just shut ur mouth!
stop commenting abt dancers dress sense n hair style or image!
most of u my uncles went to HAJ n i know u guys r god damn HOLY! but being HOLY doesnt mean u guys shld look down on ppl like us, u guys shld be more open n accept diff society, not only be proud of wat u r doin n only look up at ur KIND of society, its such a disgrace where u pray 5 times a day, praying to GOD n ask for forgiveness, good health and thanks HIM for giving a good life, on the other hand u look down n talk bad abt ppl like us, i can be not HOLY i can be very BITCHY i can be very very fucked up but i don looked down on other ppl passion n life!
no point praying 5 times a day, no point wearing dat SONGKOK if ur attitude is like dat!
DISGRACE!!!!!!!!
*haiz the feeling is backed!
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