PORTRAY AN IMAGE!
had to wake up super early like 8am to sent the FB ppl off to the airport as they r goin to TAIWAN.. so as usual woke up late, rush to the nearest SHOP N SAVE to get some chocs from them... reached the airport hang around den they left into the immigration around 1230noon..
so i rush down to PAYA LEBAR to get my hair done!!!
rush down to PARKWAY to get a haircut!! den took 36 to SUNTEC n meet the dancers!! had CARLS JUNIOR for lunch den slack n slack, n made our way to OSCHOOL!! stayed there until quite late n waited for GIN n the rest for supper at VICTORIA STREET!!! left around 2am home!!! gosh!! lolx
MAIN ISSUE!
hmmmmm i know ppl have been saying dat i have been putting up a BAD BITCH as an image for me to appear strong as a person n nv wanna let anyone step me right up! on the other hand they knew dat i m very soft hearted! YES!! i admit n honestly i did it coz i hated to feel hurt! i nv wan to go back to the life where i get affected easily, get emo n think too much type of person!
i reacted the way i m now coz i hope dat noone will hurt me, n i don wan to get affected by words easily, i knew some ppl saw me cry before n i felt dat i m being very very soft hearted! YES! i m VERY soft hearted!
i do apologies to those ppl dat got offended by the way i speak! yes i know my words can be super HARSH! it is all coz this is the way i speak at home n also i wanna be very straight forward! n my meaning of straight forward is u feel the pinch instantly! i wan to say it in a good way but sometimes some ppl just cant get it! i don wan to be a hypocrite where infront of the ppl u feel comfortable with u will let out all the bad words den infront of some else u put things nicely, NO i m not dat kind, i will say watever i say to everyone the same way i say it to others!
PLEASE get wat i meant, i know i need to be sensitive abt how others felt! i do feel affected by the way i speak! i know ppl will get hurt but the main msg pass by me or others is still the same! the diff is one will make u feel good n one will make u feel bad! its how ur mentality take the words!!!
i will still be the real me! i will try to be more sensitive! i will try my best coz i know i need to respect u ppl b4 asking u ppl to respect me, but do understand if u r in my position!
*u always make me feel special! i miss you badly
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [2:21 AM]
