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Friday, April 25, 2008

TOTALLY FATTENNING!!
wah MP/SIP seriously make me FAT sia... teabreak suppose to be 15 mins but we took like 1 hr to come back.. lunch break suppose to me 1hr.. but we took ages!!! haha
kept on eating due the boredom!
i wan get busy with the work but den there isnt any inspiration yet!! gosh.....
sian to the max man..
i m like online more den usual time.. hahahah...

anyway since i m bored i plan to post some random photos.. hahaha

THANKS TO ANDY, pic taken wen we are waiting for the audience to settle down during TPDE CONCERT!

cool hor the lighting! haha

haha freaking retarded! taken by LORENCIA KAN NI NA i think.. coz she sent me..
i look like GARFIELD ah..
the dance chalet produces tonnes of morons doin stupid stuffs.. more photos will be updated wen i receive from the camera owners!! lol

lastly! photo of the 2 DOPE poppers n lockers!
KENNETH!

DANNY!

HAIYA!! just freaking bored man!!!

*if i had one wish, coz i love you

Labels: i wanna see you

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

WHAT VENOS IS ALL ABOUT!!!
hahaha i m freaking bored in my MP/SIP workcell so i decided to post all the happening photos dat the fellow VENOSIANS had took.
well to all VENOSIANS this is the interesting moments u guy made it happened!

start with!!! FIRST DAY OF FOW!
presenting our FAs! YEEPING & HAKIM!

our HGL! KAHYUEN

n the best!! the GLS!!! wooohooooo oops!!

the bidding of flag items was pretty fun!!!

the flag designers!!!

the late night gossip sessions with the gls!

the final clash where we got 2nd place!!! good job freshies!!!!

the precious card from the freshies to us!! so touching!!

n in return we drew something for our freshies!!!!

last day of FOW! we got 2nd place n also we wont the MOST SPIRITED TEAM!!
1st ever in tp history!!! wooohoooo....

HERE COMES FOC!!!
well by the day FOC, we all gls feel like dying of sore throat n also tiredness!!! argh.. but still we do wanna have fun with our freshies n also bond more with the gls!! hahaha.. bitch actually...

black for the gls on the first day of FOC!!

started out with flag bidding again n also our freshies did a great job doin the flag! damn damn nice

freshies queueing up for meals!!

DAY 2 of program was fun!
outside sch games!!
we did bought bubble teas for our freshies!!! haha n played tonnes of games...

n of coz our dopest gl DEREK! start to cheer n everyone just went WHOOOOAAAAA~!!!

FOC DANCING KING is from VENOS!!
congrats RONGBIN!
see his moves!!

followed up by performance nite!!
the freshies did a great job for the performance n of coz the gls did a super random but damn damn enjoying dancing para para n perform to the whole FO!

den jam n hop in the LIGHT!!!

3RD DAY was very very fun!!!
laugh n laugh our ass off!! nv attend the carnival games due to training but of coz our freshies got entertain by programmers!!!

HUNTGRY was fun too esp the part where our freshie compete the staring gme with TAT YI!

there wasnt any final clash for FOC due to bad weather!
but still VENOS really did a great job n we nv aspect to get second again!!! but yeah VENOS did it!!!
here r all the grps photos we took after FOC ended!!!

well of coz CPF MAC after dat!!!

FIRST EVER VENOS OUTING!! we had dinner n camwhoring session at TM!! hahaa

with salma at the back n me trying to act damn cute!!

suppose to act emo but seems the rest sabo me

me & joshua! the one who trying to act cool taking photo

cj7! haha

random!!!

the gls grp photo!!

FO SENTOSA OUTING!!
wah damn hell of fun man!!! tonnes of VENOS came!!
throw each other in the sucky water!!!

me n kendrink!

the grp photos!!!

after everything end we headed to VIVO for dinner!!
n even more interesting thing happen!! where NYP start to cheer den of coz the spirit of TP got damn high we sort of battle cheer with them!!! n of coz TP is DOPE!! we nv run out of cheer!! n we really cheer until we sweat man!!! wooohooooo..

well dats it.. gosh i took like hours to upload all the photos man!!

*had a great crush on you!

Labels: love is in the air

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

LOVE TO DEATH
argh finally i got the time blog..
just ended a week camp in TP!
man really really love VENOS to the max! super fun ppl, the gls r so bonded together!! bitching each nite before we sleep! became closer to each other!
n to the FRESHIES!! both FOW/FOC did a great job! we got 2nd for both n to FOW we got MOST SPIRITED AWARD! so cool yaw!!!
after the camp i gotta continue with DANCE CHALET!! man another fun time, playing with lipsticks n eyeliner! drawing on each other face. n of coz kept on eating n eating!!
the stupidest thing dancers can do is have VODKA for breakfast!! hahaha lolx
after the chalet done n now i m back to training for a couple of performances around the corner!

n totally i MISS all VENOS memners, really cant wait for the outings!! wheee

anyway will post tonnes of photos very very soon! both VENOS n DANCE CHALET!!

*to u-i feel dat the feeling is fading each n everyday,its so great to see u but maybe it just lost in me, how can i gain it back????

Labels: i miss you to death

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Sunday, April 6, 2008

BYE BITCHES!!!

I WILL BE AWAY FOR A WEEK!
FO WORKSHOP/CAMP!!!! HAHAH
WISH ME LUCK COZ I WILL GET SICK THIS WEEK... HAHA
BUT I WILL ENJOY MY ASS OFF!!!!

GO VENOS!!!

*im gonna miss u terribly!

Labels: love is in the air

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Saturday, April 5, 2008

PORTRAY AN IMAGE!
had to wake up super early like 8am to sent the FB ppl off to the airport as they r goin to TAIWAN.. so as usual woke up late, rush to the nearest SHOP N SAVE to get some chocs from them... reached the airport hang around den they left into the immigration around 1230noon..
so i rush down to PAYA LEBAR to get my hair done!!!
rush down to PARKWAY to get a haircut!! den took 36 to SUNTEC n meet the dancers!! had CARLS JUNIOR for lunch den slack n slack, n made our way to OSCHOOL!! stayed there until quite late n waited for GIN n the rest for supper at VICTORIA STREET!!! left around 2am home!!! gosh!! lolx

MAIN ISSUE!
hmmmmm i know ppl have been saying dat i have been putting up a BAD BITCH as an image for me to appear strong as a person n nv wanna let anyone step me right up! on the other hand they knew dat i m very soft hearted! YES!! i admit n honestly i did it coz i hated to feel hurt! i nv wan to go back to the life where i get affected easily, get emo n think too much type of person!
i reacted the way i m now coz i hope dat noone will hurt me, n i don wan to get affected by words easily, i knew some ppl saw me cry before n i felt dat i m being very very soft hearted! YES! i m VERY soft hearted!
i do apologies to those ppl dat got offended by the way i speak! yes i know my words can be super HARSH! it is all coz this is the way i speak at home n also i wanna be very straight forward! n my meaning of straight forward is u feel the pinch instantly! i wan to say it in a good way but sometimes some ppl just cant get it! i don wan to be a hypocrite where infront of the ppl u feel comfortable with u will let out all the bad words den infront of some else u put things nicely, NO i m not dat kind, i will say watever i say to everyone the same way i say it to others!
PLEASE get wat i meant, i know i need to be sensitive abt how others felt! i do feel affected by the way i speak! i know ppl will get hurt but the main msg pass by me or others is still the same! the diff is one will make u feel good n one will make u feel bad! its how ur mentality take the words!!!

i will still be the real me! i will try to be more sensitive! i will try my best coz i know i need to respect u ppl b4 asking u ppl to respect me, but do understand if u r in my position!

*u always make me feel special! i miss you badly

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Tuesday, April 1, 2008

MEMORY OF THE PAST
this is so freaking hilarious! while having dinner with the dancers at ANG KIONG after our JAM & HOP training suddenly we came out with our dirty little childhood background!
had tonnes of laughters, discussing abt how childish we were during our young age, playing with pokemon cards, watching pokemon series n movies, playing with the digimon gadget, proyo n bumble bee, polly pockets!, wrestling match n also all those pop boybands..
the best part was guessing the character of the pokemons n after they evolve! shiok sia.. cant believe dat TPDE dancers r freaking pro at it, esp SHUJUANG,RAHIM,FRANKIE & PANGYANG!! they damn dope man... talk n talk until 11pm sia..

so PANGYANG drove me home!
once i reached home str8 n my laptop n search for the pokemon movie!
so i watched the POKEMON 2000 THE MOVIE!
its abt the legendary birds n the beast of water! shiok sia!!!!

den RAYV reached my house at abt 2am! he told me to watch SUPERHEROES! currently a new movie just came out, it was pretty funny the front part but den i fell asleep like halfway the movie..
so woke up around 12noon, had lunch with RAYV at BEDOK INTER! den sent him back home n yeah! now i'm home with nth to do.. so bored!! cant wait for tmr, DANCE DANCE DANCE!!! ahahah...

dats it for now!
here are some photos of SHU JUANG'S BITRTHDAY!

*last night i dreamt of u! how i wish it dat dream can be reality!

Labels: love you to death

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