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Sunday, March 30, 2008

OFF TIMING!
gosh if MR CHINAMAN finds out abt this i m really dead! ahahaha..
i've been complaining dat i wan lost weight as seriously after concert i gained quite some weight coz don really dance as intense as concert training period!

well BOBO THE CHINAMAN! my sleeping timing had gone bad to worst man!
i slept like 6am daily n wake up for lunch den rest n see how the day goes! go out slack or watever things i can do.. lolx..

die die die, guess i've not been following ur advices man.. argh y issit so hard to sleep like before midnight.. y issit so hard to avoid food!MACHIAM BABI sia!!! its like a trend with my batch of dancers we went freaking broke due too overspent on FOOD!!! haha everyday we find good places to eat!!

BUT! i stop eating after midnight hor!! abit of improvement!! wahahaha...

anyway TAKE CARE OF YOUR BACK CHINAMAN!!
get well soon!

*the feeling is fading away! why why why why??

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ISSUES AFTER ISSUES!
well i hate to do this but most of the time i have always been the bad guy!
well heck who want hate me just hate me coz i stating out the facts n i hate to be a two headed snake..

names wont be mention as i dont want to accuse though it happened right in front of my eyes

i realised this mentality among lots of dancers, we tend to be complacent though we dont realize it..
sometimes those who assume they r fucking good enough trying to act fucking humble n sort of down to earth are freaking bullshit. PLEASE! if u r good enough n damn hell TIRED OF PERFORMING seriously u dont have to stay, i felt as a dancer even u r given an oppurtunity to dance on a stage with 2 audiences i think u shld be nervous and excited enough to perform n give your BEST! there are more ppl out there who want to perform but wasnt given a chance.

ARGH!! this is so sickenning man, seeing ppl goin around n boasting abt how "GOOD" they are, oh man! the worst thing is dat wen someone PRAISE u r GOOD! these ASSHOLES can go round n have the mindset dat they r the BEST!! HAHHAAH well FUCK OFF man!
i feel dat wen ppl praised u, u shld feel encourage n push urself to be even better, train harder n show others u r capable of wat they had seen on u.. not goin around thinking u r up there n start seeing urself as the better one coz u were praised, i think u ppl shldnt compare urself with ppl within u but to the outside world.. i feel u shld see urself as a TINY PIECE OF SHIT!

n if u think u r "GOOD" enough no matter how small the performance is PLEASE BE PROFESSIONAL! dont complain ppl suck wen u urself SUCK!!

*my words can be harsh but really REFLECT on ur mentality!

29 MARCH!
i slept like 6am in the morning n woke up at 1pm.. suppose to meet the senior dancers at 2pm at PY house for a meeting but ended up meeting near 4pm.. so meanwhile i went to have lunch at my mum's workplace n get some money from my dad as i m FREAKING BROKE!!!!!
so yeah took bus to SIMEI to meet the rest! reached PY house we start mixing songs for upcoming performance.. den the SERIOUS talk begin! haha well alot of things talk abt, choosing ppl for upcoming performance, discuss abt the next main comm the jobs, also discuss abt attitude and lastly how to bring our TPDE club a better dance club. New acad yr new dancers so new rules r set. i hope this new PRESIDENT will really bring TPDE a whole new level! coz i really had so much TRUST in our new president! WHEEEEEE!!! as usual i m appointed to be MR BAD ASS!! but still i need to have limitations.. quite happy with the new main comms, sub comms still pending i think... hahha...
so after the talk n lots of issues were discussed, we went to watch our concert vid taken by PY'S DAD!! nice sia the vid.. spot TONNES OF MISTAKES!!! laugh at our own mistakes n blurness!!! haha.. had PIZZA for dinner!! THANKS TO PY'S DAD for getting the pizza with cost a BOMB!!!
after watching vid some left! left me,RAHIM,JEAN! so we went into PY room n search for more vids! n finally went home around 1030pm... hahah..

bloody hell! ask me act cute!

the COOLEST vid! so gonna learn this routine!

*i love you so much! i'm yearning for your touch

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Friday, March 28, 2008

CAN'T HELP BUT WAIT!
hahaha life is pretty good this few days man.. hahaha
today went to meet GABRIEL at FUNAN at 12noon, den went to have lunch at SUNTEC foodcourt.. n den we went to watch VANTAGE POINT at MARINA SQUARE! quite a nice movie...
the ending was pretty exciting.. den we walked to PS den i went to eat long john.. den we took a train to ORCHARD to wait for WQ & FOONG to reach..

THANKS GABRIEL for the day man..
after met WQ n FOONG we walked all the way to REGEANT hotel to watch our juniors perform for TP DND... den once they finished performing.. we went to HOUSE OF NOODLE at ORCHARD PLAZA to have our dinner... man all i can say the food is nice, its ex! 15 BUCKS for a RAMEN... n ITS FREAKING FULL until i felt like puking... my tummy was freaking freaking painful man.. wahahha... after the dinner we left to find RAHIM n company at PS... settled at KOPITIAM n chit chat for a while den off HOME... hahahaah...

27 MARCH!
woohooo another great day.. met FONG,EILEEN N FARHAN at bedok inter for lunch but me n fong ended up not eating.. so farhan ate alone.. after the meal we headed to BEDOK GREEN SEC.. to start with the lesson conducted by them.. i was just extra extra la.. was quite paisei coz fong tot the lower sec students n i m pretty new to the style.. so i felt abit weird dancing dat kind of style.. but it was an EYEOPENER man.. i hope my mind n body can adapt n learn dat style.. hahaha.. so after the class we headed to TP for dinner.. den i met my dance people n we had modern with RYAN!! well dope dope choreo.. n starting from today WED IS A HAPPY DAY! coz wenever RYAN tot us we felt super happy n wen he dances wa damn damn sad!!!
after the class had a chit chat session with RYAN den we went for dinner opp sch.. as usual dearest PY drove us.. stayed for quite long den off home with JUNJI...

26 MARCH!
orh i slack the whole day at home, den at 5plus went to fetch my mum from work.. den my dad sent me to tamp inter n took train n off to SUNTEC to find the FB ppl.. long time nv see them so went to search for them as they having rehearsal.. so had dinner with them.. had a great laugh n MF session.. den off home..
still rmb.. i chatted with KOK SHENG until near 4am! den off to sleep... hahha

*argh i wanna shout as loud as possible dat i super miss you, counting the days still.. miss ya so much

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

PURPOSELY!
well had a fun nite...
RAYV came over my place at like 1am.. he brought some cool movies.. so decided to watch ENCHANTED and some ghost stories...
well of coz more gossip session... so i like fall asleep at 5am plus.. n i dunno wat RAYV doin ah..
n i woke up at like 1030am.. haha.. quite a short sleep for the holiday season.. RAYV is still snoring..
so i decided to get breakfast for us n my grandpa..

so now i felt like blogging after viewing VENOS blog n took the photos we took ytd..
HERE COMES VENOS LOVE!

this video is DOPE!

VENOS is totally one of the BEST EMPIRE.. hahaha

*to dat someone,i feel dat i have to purposely ignore u, i don mean it the reason is dat u were the one who showed me the meaning of love n i treasure u alot.. but i need to move on. i need too..

Labels: you always make me happy

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:00 AM]

Monday, March 24, 2008

NO GLOVE, NO LOVE!
hahaha wat a title.. its from HAKIM aka BITCH!
anyway just got back from whole day in school as there was a OTC GL REFRESH 2 in TP..
well the no. of people turned up was pretty disappointing BUT we had sososo much fun.. apart from the small amount of people n losing final clash we had tonnes n tonnes of fun!!
I M SO IN LOVE WITH VENOS!!!
after the mass gl cheer thingy which was quite boring i went to the dance studio to self high with JEAN N FOONG!! den our WQ ps us str8 went opp to eat.. so luckily PY drive so he drove us opp to find WQ n gang.. had dinner with dancers.. den went to join VENOS back n slack till abt 10plus n i headed home!! hahaha

hmmmm wat i did the previous days?
23 MARCH!!
orh met VENOS in TP for the mass gl cheer n more new cheers of VENOS.. ZEN aka FANGLU is DOPE!! he is super duper funny man.. MASCOT OF VENOS.. den we went for dinner at ANG KIONG.. den BITCHING SESSION until damn damn damn late la.. den FRYTHO ppl come n join the bitching session... hahha...

22 MARCH!
went to school in the morning.. suppose to reach at 930am but i reached like 11am.. dance abit.. DARREN DT was there too.. preparing a comp with RAHIM.. so dance abit den we headed to KATONG! ALSTON there to celebrate SHU JUANG BIRTHDAY! drinks was on PY.. haha lolx.. the place was DOPE man.. cheap n freaking freaking nice man.. shld go there again.. after dat made our way to EXPO for EASTHER performance at CITY HARVEST CHURCH! it was really good.. feel like tearing n the talk was good too... all i can say the STAGE WAS DOPENESS!! hahaha.. after the whole thing ended.. we went to SIMPANG to have our dinner.. ate quite alot but food wasnt nice at all man.. taste abit wrong/expired... haha.. den headed home after dat!!! hahaha...

so dats it for today's post!!
tmr will be great.. i gonna meet the FB ppl.. so freaking miss them man... wahhahaah...

*u knew u were special you knew dat i miss u so much.thanks so much so the concern u gave me, dats makes u really special.. but y are we too busy with our life?

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Friday, March 21, 2008

LIFE IS ABOUT BITCHING!
hahaha... ytd nite had a great nite with the senior dancers! went to JUST ACIA to have our dinner, honestly the food there is cheap, nice,super big portions plus theres free flor of drinks n ice cream!!
HOW GREAT man... hahahha had a great laugh there, talking nonsense n bitching of coz.. its a TPDE thang! our dearest ROYSTON was there too.. made the environment more happening..
n also LOREN who passes us cds of our concert photo taken by her super DOPE boyfriend.. soon i post the DOPE photos taken by him...

after the dinner we headed to THE CATHAY STARBUCKS for another round of bitching session.. had my GREEN TEA FRAP! wooohoooo talk nonsense again den we decided to walk to BRAS BASAH MAC for another round of bitching n photo taking session... lolx.. it was a freaking great nite.. cant wait to have this kind of gathering again man.. being around with dancers rocks can...

hmmmm i'm starting to miss FB peeps.. so long nv hang out with them.. hopefully will meet them for chit chat session.. hahaha...
n FINALLY MR CHINAMAN talked to me online, busy life n he injured his back too.. gosh...

OK! dats it for today, i will be goin MALAYSIA for dinner later with my family members.. sounds dumb but yeah this is wat my family is all about.. RANDOM yet fun.. confirm full of bitching again.. haha..

heres the photo of us at MOUNT FABER!
thanks WEIQIANG for the photos...

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I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [4:56 PM]

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

MY LIFE IS ALL ABOUT!
well really sorry for not updating for like 2 weeks plus!
seriously life had been super busy much more busy den sch period or exams period!
but this time the busier i feel the more productive it is.. wahahaha..
well i've been busy with TPDE PRODUCTION!

the 2 weeks of intensive training was totally an eye opener for everyone.
getting to learn lots of things within dat period, understanding more behaviour from everyone and also to work under pressure!
training usually starts at 9am.. n it can end as late as 3am!
though we knew there wasnt much time but we had no choice but to push ourselves more just to put up a good show!

during this intensive training i feel all of us sacrificed alot.. time with family time with other frens n time for themselves. gosh.. its like everyday wen u woke up by the alarm clock the thing u can only look forward is to bathe n head to oschool or TP studio for training.. n wen u finish training went for dinner den wen reached home after wash up don even think of goin n watch movie online or youtube or have a long chat in msn.. the only thing is to SLEEP!!! haha

14 and 15 MARCH
is like the day of our concert.. finally the day had arrived, its time for us to perform wat we had been working for the past few weeks... we admit dat some dance were messy but i feel most imptly we really enjoyed the dance n the chaotic moments backstage trying to catch breathe plus the quick change we had! super funny...

SPECIAL THANKS!

the most important ppl in my

dance life rite now is RYAN n GIN! without them i seriously dunno where n who m i in this society.. they made me grow so much, change my attitude towards dance n life, n also made me wanna go further n further.. really thank them for trusting me alot, encourage me to put up a good show.. to RYAN thanks for giving me the confidence by tapping on my shoulder n encourage me to go out n show the audience wat we got n also to GIN thanks for pushing me forward n keep reminding me to KILL the audience n really sorry for the BLUEBLACK i caused by my punch on ur lips.. hehez...

THANKS TO MY PARENTS it is their first time coming to watch i performed.. i hope they understand y i kept asking alot of money n y i always go home late.. this performance proved them dat i dont do stupid things outside anymore n showed them dat thier son has better n worhtit things to do.. wahhaha

to the SUPPORTERS! thanks all the audience who came.. NRA,FB,SP, my classmates, RAYVIN n friends! really thanks for coming to watch our performance! wooohoooo...

LASTLY! to all TPDE DANCERS! we all contributed in this show.. we all work extremely hard to produce a show.. i know rite now all of us miss each other, i hope soon we will performing again tgt..
MISSED MISSED MISSED!
well a few days after the concert, really felt empty nomore laughters, teasing n bitching session!
miss teasing our pro LATIN dancer LORENCIA! whom i call her FREE!! ahah our dearest mummy MEIQI.. miss her enthuness n her facial expression.. RAHIM! for being one of the best BITCH in TPDE! PANGYANG for being the one whom always kena bully! hahah..

85 market!
really missed goin to 85 market with GIN,KH n some other dancers.. the bitching session was DOPE! wahhahah...

ARGH I MISS EVERYTHING!

THE DAY after concert we planned a steamboat outing.. but before dat me n some seniors took my daddy's car n travel around SINGAPORE.. wen to fetch RAHIM in school.. den headed down to town to buy some food.. den off to MOUNT FABER to take photos randomly.. den we head to steamboat session.. as usualy we created the most noise.. laughing at one another n playing with the food.. den after dinner headed to this small dance competition in a room.. nv really watch much as we were freaking late.. haha.. saw the FB peeps there.. hahaha...

after dat we head to STARBUCKS for some random talking session den yeah WQ drove some peeps home n my car is backed on my house carpark.. lol...

2 DAYS after concert.. well i was so freaking tired i slept until 530PM!!! ahahah... den went to fetch my mum from work n dinner at SIMPANG..

3 DAYS after concert... met JEAN N WQ in sch for some admin work.. den met PANGYANG N DANNY N RAHIM in dance studio.. wanted to dance but felt damn lazy.. haha... so we plan to have dinner at 85 market.. we ordered super super alot.. ate like nobody business.. den yeah our dearest PANGYANG drove us home!!!

argh now i m starting to miss those jokers around me.. BOHAN! YC! my classmates.. been long time since i went to talk to them.. YC is still the same old YC still sending goodnight msges.. BOHAN i dunno where he gone to also.. haha.. my classmates hope to have an outing soon man.. whahaha...

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