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Friday, February 29, 2008

BEST WISHES!
well my birthday had just gone!
actually i wasnt really excited abt it as we are all having exams so there isnt any time to celebrate, HOWEVER just wanna say thank you so much for those who wishes me and bought me some stuffs! hehez..though this yr i nv really got so many presents but to CHANGSHENG & RAYVIN i simply love the present u guys bought for me!

FIRSTLY wanna say thanks to YONG CHIANG who nv failed to be the first one to sms me rite at 12 midnight to wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY n posted it on his blog! really thanks alot man..

-yong's blog

-thanks a dozen to KOK SHENG who wishes me thru sms n his msn nick! so funny

and to VENOS thanks for the wishes in the tagboard.. hehe

-n the cutest wish is from my FA HAKIM! damn nice rite!! gosh

to CHANGSHENG! thanks for the GOLD basketball shorts man.. hahah
to RAYVIN! omg he bought a lovely PUNKD shirt from US! omg its damn ME n freaking nice.. thanks alot dude!

n to my PARENTS! thanks for getting me a new phone, a new shoe, paying for the chalet plus sponsoring my driving liscence.. wooohoooo.

ONCE AGAIN! thanks everyone!

ok back to LIFE! haha well exams are finally over but somehow i miss studying! i totally in love with PEDRIVE and NETFUND! hahahah... hope can score very high for it man..
den now back to DANCE! gosh i felt i deproved alot.. my timings are all wrong n i don catch steps as fast as i do.. man after 1 month without dance i felt so stiff! well there gonna be training every single day hope things will go well.. 2 more weeks to concert man...

to end this post I WANNA WISH ALL FB DANCERS WHO GONNA PARTICIPATE IN DANCEWORKS 2008 ALL THE BEST, I WILL BE GOIN DOWN TO SUPPORT! MISS U GUYS TO THE MAX MAN... WOOOOHOOOOO....

*to you,you had been very concern n nv fail to give me good feelings n support me, i really do have good feelings for you BUT... urgh i still unsure whether its time or not..

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN!
haha well this few days had been quite mono for me.. not much interesting things happen..
the daily routine will be heading to school around noon time study till evening den will be heading to SIMPANG to fetch my mum den off home to slack till after midnight den sleep! hahaha..

though actually i was abit down with some issues but yeah i was GRATEFUL dat there are people around who do care n really cheer me up!
*EVAN! wah really thanks for the concern messages, u really cheer me up the other day.. and also i wanna wish ya all the best for ur upcoming competition, though i might be able to go down to MOS to support u but yeah i m voting for u daily man! hahaha...
*NIC this ass really thanks for asking me for a chat always n everytime have to meet u up like after midnight but yeah thanks for the company man...

ok, studying had been good for me.. manage to understand most of it, THANKS to ppl like CHANGSHENG, RAUF AND MAT... really help me alot.. first paper in 2 days time.. i hope i can do well..

BTW! i seriously had gain alot of weight.. by browsing thru the photos HAKIM sent me.. OMG.. my cheeks had grown wider n wider.. man i cant wait for exams to finish.. time for intense dance training as well as i gonna starve myself to death.. hahaha..

hmmmmmm also, i was browsing thru YC's blog den yeah theres this thing to find out WHATS THE MEANING OF YOUR NAME! quite funny..

What Raazmy Means

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

i think its really quite true n this quotation i really find super true -And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!.... wah I'M LOVIN IT!

PLAN FOR TODAY!
well i will be heading to school soon to prac more n more for my papers!
den since today my dad is GETTING HIS NEW CAR n my mum said she wanna bring us to CHANGI VILLAGE for dinner so yeah so happy to have a family dinner like once every dunno how many months...

ohya to RAYVIN! finally he is backed from STATES! n he asked me for session ytd.. really sorry dude! cant dance coz i cant even borrow a radio from the school as its study and exam week..
n really thanks for remembering my BIRTHDAY n getting me something there.. lol really appreciates it.. heheheheheheh....

MONEY MONEY MONEY!
wah next week i think i gonna spend like tonnes of money..
i need abt 200 bucks to do my hair.. cant wait to extend my hair actually. new look for concert! wahhaha.. den getting a new pair of shoe.. also wanna get a full suite of a PURPLE jacket plus PURPLE basketball shorts.. haha quite into purple now..

den first week of MARCH having chalet, celebrating CHANGSHENG N GLEN BIRTHDAYS! n also for VENOS!! hehehez...

Labels: searching in progress

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

WHATS THE RESULTS?
wel today wasnt a very good day for me la. but i do had LOTS OF FUN!

the day started out with DANCE at 9am!
was a few minutes late coz i found alot of my shirts missing at home..
DANCE wasnt dat good today!
had some miscommunications n such.. but yeah we will solved it la..
after dance went AN KIONG to have lunch den rushed down to school back for OTC GL REFRESH!

BLAZERS! was initially down coz it was like one of the grp dat all the late comers enter.
but as the day went by it was really DOPE! they were damn hilarious ppl esp DANIEL,ALI & RODDRICK! they produces damn funny cheer! n IRRITATING one.. lolx..

had sososo much fun! so after the refresh went to CPF mac to have dinner!
den i realised ytd was FUNGYONG BIRTHDAY! so me, CALEB N CARMEN went to FOUR LEAVES to get a cake from there.. haha.. a HEART shape cake..
gave FUNGYONG a belated birthday surprise! den we started playing with cakes.. smashing at each other faces.. so fun UNTIL the SECUTIRY came!

den suppose to watch JUNO with some empires but wasnt able to watch so i headed home to watch the movie online! hehez...

*hmmm sometimes putting others first n urself last isnt a good thing, i dunno i m seeking for a results, yes i do feel hurt n such but m i too sensitive, i dont wan to demand for things i know dat i cant always have things goin my way or expect things goin to happen but den wen it don happen i m the one who felt real HURT! coz wen things u aspect don turn out the way it shld be it a great disappointment.. urgh! i dunno for now i m pretty hurt but yeah i shld be fine.. hehe

Labels: i do feel hurt

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Friday, February 15, 2008

VALENTINES DAY!
hahaha! i guess this was one of the coolest valentines day! hahaha
went out with my classmates, CHANGSHENG, RAUF & GLEN! went to SHAW HOUSE TOWER!
to get BICYCLE DECK! wah i m in love with the PINK BICYCLE DECK! so hot! hahaha
after getting those decks we walked to SUNTEC and wonder around searching for SEOUL GARDEN to have our lunch but nowhere to be found so we settled in PIZZA HUT instead!
felt damn weird 4 guys eating surrounded by couples! hahaha...
the food wasnt feeling but pretty ex!

after MAKAN! we headed down to SHAW HOUSE again to get another BICYCLE DECK!
den off to CITY LINK to sent our dearest GLEN whom wasnt sure abt the place there... hahaha
took MRT back to TAMP to meet KOKSHENG! walked around TM waiting for the rest to reach!
KOK SHENG bought tixs for us to watch KUNGFU DUNK! whoooo nice show man.. lolx
den after the movie we headed to KFC to have our supper! KFC left with nth so me n KOK went to get MAC n eat in KFC! wahahha lolx..
den it was pretty late n we were all damn tired la! so headed home!! hahaha..

as u guys can see how tired we are!

another shots before we headed home haha!

15 FEB!
last day of SCHOOL!
handed up PEDRIVE project.. den we headed to SUGARLOATHE to support our frens who are in HTM, LRM & CCM! so yeah i spend like 11bucks on the stuffs there..
so we sat down there n laughed our asses off my BOHAN lame CHEENA jokes n the way he speaks! after the meal i headed down to MENSA to find SAM! den we headed to SAR to take a nap before heading to MJC! so yeah went there to helped JASMINE N SAM with the routines n cleaning up steps! so yeah.. choreod a routine for them too.. SAM gotta leave for cell grp! so left me n jasmine! yeah we headed home after dat.. suddenly at the busstop while waiting for bus i had cravings for steamboat again.. so str8 away i called NIC! haha so i waited at the busstop for him to come fetch me.. den we headed to WHITESAND NTUC to get the stuffs.. den went to his house to had our STEAMBOAT! gosh i swear i m gonna gain tonnes of weight man.. den yea NIC sent me home.... hehehe.. THANKS DUDE FOR THE TREAT!

so yeah tmr theres DANCE at 9am! den GL REFRESH at 1pm.. whooo another long day.. n i need to start studying tmr nite!! as SUNDAY i m having training for the whole day again... gosh gosh gosh.. LOVE BUSY LIFE!1!

Labels: you gave me good feelings

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

ITALENTSTAR!
HEY PEEPS! a friend of mine is joining a competition called ITALENTSTAR!
basically this competition is about searching for talents throughout ASIA!
well all i can say this good looking chap here is very talented and have huge passion for musics and performing!
hope you guys can help him VOTE DAILY through the website that i will state below and also wish him all the best in this competition as it would be a stepping stone for him to have a good experience as well as a breakthrough in this passion that he has!

HE IS!
EVAN LU PINWEN!

SGM01 Evan's FRIENDSTER page!
click HERE!

so peeps! what you guys waiting for, DO VOTE FOR EVAN @ the icon below!
do VOTE FOR HIM DAILY!

*take note you guys have to register to vote!

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Monday, February 11, 2008

STEAM STEAM CRAZE!!
seriously i cant believe i m having STEAMBOAT almost daily for the whole week!
GOSH! but it was fun HOWEVER i have to go on diet like NOW!!!!
concert in one month time.. tix r selling really fast n i m short of like 80 tickets n it is still in demand esp for SAT! thanks for all who are coming to support.. hehez..

ok firstly here r some photos of me n my classmates during our mass visiting..
@ glen's

getting ready, i know i m a camera shy!! wahahahah oops

all the whites!! wooohoooo

acting cool!!

playing a fool

@ben's

acting cute!

PHOTOS edited by CHANG SHENG!

i love this photos!

ok dats it for photos. will post more after i got more photos from MAYBELLE!!
this week had been great! slacking at home n had a good rest BUT i haven been dancing for ages!
feel so not flexible anymore!! finally tmr theres training! gonna whack my ass off!! haha lolx

today MONDAY!
went to school at 12noon for our last orgcomm test!
den for the first time headed to lecture.. n guess wat i don even know who is the lecturer!
amazing hor.. lolx.. nv attend lecture since i m in yr 1! hahahah lolx

after lecture which is at 4pm headed to engine canteen to help RAUF with his mask..
argh i really regretted not tanking any art stuffs coz i feel i got interest in artsy stuffs.. lolx
around 630 headed home for STEAMBOAT as today is my DADDY'S BIRTHDAY! n he this 150 bucks 1kg cake.. of coz its an ice cream.. i ate pretty alot.. n i gonna tell myself to start goin on strict diet tmr!! haha lolx..

*i felt a little weird.. i had good feelings for somebody n for the past few days i've been thinking n missing you but suddenly the feelings is all numb.. is it gone or m i numb to feelings.. issit just intuation? argh... i also dunno but good thing i m not emo or wat.. haha

Labels: what is love

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Saturday, February 9, 2008

I'M SO DEAD!
its 5.20am now! n i just got home from slacking with NIC & ROY! apart from having a great nite chit chatting n touring the whole singapore.. i realised that i m suppose to meet my CLASSMATES at 9am for mass visiting and rite now i just finished bathing n really cant sleep... GOSH! i m sure later i gonna be damn damn damn SHAG! argh...

*to you, this is hard to believe i hate to have such feelings in me again, i dont wan to have this emo feelings in me but really cant help it, you gave me good feelings and worst i kept thinking of you every now and then.....

Labels: falling for you

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Friday, February 8, 2008

I BELIEVE I CAN FLY!
haha i m like addicted to the song.. i was watching STAR KING! this korean show on youtube... den the background music was I BELIEVE I CAN FLY.. i straight went search for the lyrics n hearing the whole day!! hahaha

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh

If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothign to it

Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can fly
I can fly
I can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can fly
Fly-eye-eye

IN ADDITION!
the previous post forget to mention! special thanks to MR WU BOHAN! for helping with me the LEADERSHIP presentation! the day before my presentation he helped me video some videos for me to present to score better marks.. video with his phone samore.. haha KNS! n also thanks for editing n commenting on the slides.. really helped me do all those last minute ammenments to my presentations!! hahaha...

AND also to MR PINWEN!
i hope u cheer up yeah! i dunno you really well but i really glad to have a fren like u.. i tried my best to cheer u up.. n i hope u do.. i hope the vid i sent u really boost ur strength up..
don be emo n really look forward to life man.. honestly i really envy ur talents..
n THANKS for the funny video also.. THANKS for supporting me n telling me dat u wanna see me on TV in the future n earning big bucks!!! lolx...
heres the video.. so CUTE!!

HERE ARE SOME OF THE PHOTOS TAKEN DURING THE VENOS REUNION DINNER!

Labels: my wish was you

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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

ANNIVERSARY
haha well this month is my BLOG one yr anniversary!
wah really sia time pass damn damn fast.. i can still rmb y i created this blog and also the feeling while creating this blog... wahahaha..

anyway the past few days had been GREAT for me!
start out with SATURDAY!
wah had the damn LEADERSHIP TEST at 1pm...
nv go for modern training.. after the test which i finish abt 20 mins i headed to UBI for my cousin wedding!!! stayed for awhile as my mum wasnt around so i felt so bored!!
my uncle drove me home n i slept for a while...

my cousin!

me my youngest brother and cousin! bored at the wedding!

nv go for SAM's party as yeah the people forgot to tell me to meet up n i waited for damn damn long n i have to leave early for another outing.. so i gave the the party a miss..
so waited for my parents to reached home n helped them carry the stuffs up the house..
den around 10pm received call from CHANG SHENG! said they on the way reaching BEDOK.. so i went to meet them at BEDOK inter for supper at SIMPANG!
ate pretty much which made me super duper full.. n the funniest is observing CHANG SHENG eating spicy food n seeing him getting all wet.. n i mean REALLY WET!! ahaha..
went home about midnight den chat online till 3am n off to sleep..
had to wake up like 745am to meet the same ppl for breakfast at KFC BEDOK! as they wanna try to have the breakfast there..
wasnt dat nice!! abit too expensive..
den headed down to WHITE SAND to rent DVD.. den headed to LEWIS's house to watch the movie and play games like charades! well i will post the vid below!!! hahahaa

headed home around evening n slack ah!!!!!

MONDAY!
had to come school for a pathetic presentation by the this group of ASSHOLE!! argh..
slack after school with usual daily games...
den headed to TM to get CHANG SHENG'S berms.. den head home after that!!

ohya before heading to TM we went opp sch for lunch at the prata shop!
wah the service damn bad n food we ordered came diff! like WTF lo.. so in returned before leaving i SPILT a boil of curry so they got more work to do... WAHAHAHAHA....

STEAMBOAT WITH VENOS!
haha hope to get photos from MAYBELLE & RAYNA soon!
was a fun dinner.. went BUGIS to have our REUNION STEAMBOAT!
stayed there for damn damn long.. also saw FBODZ JOEY AND EUNICE! eating at the same place.. hahaha.. left the place near midnight n head home.. hahha...

ok peeps! i'm off for family reunion dinner! all the way at BUKIT TIMAH! but i will go home once i m done eating.. not very close to the relatives..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!
have a good holiday... rest well n be back to school to CHIONG MAJOR EXAMS!!

Labels: you gave ne good feelings

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Friday, February 1, 2008

DOPE SHIT!!
welll first of all wanna show u ppl my new favourite dance...
he is ASIAN n his choreo is SIMPLY! OMGGGG!!!
clean n sharp...
INTRODUCING ANDREW BATERINA!!

THANKS TO MY MF TWIN LESNER FOR SENDING ME THIS!!! INSPIRATION!!!!!!!!

ok now wanna know vids of FUNKAMANIA!
firstly E DEE VANCE! dope choreo n dope DANCERS!!

and of coz! TRADEMARK.. the CHAMPION!!

anyway THURSDAY!
had MTN project in the morning.. as usual slack around!
den after class went to have lunch with the rest while waiting for FB ppl to come.. but they were a little late ah.
went to SUGARLOATHE with JEAN N FOONG...had my brownie!!
lolx... den around 2plus FONG,LESNER AND WEIKIAT reached tp.. so brought them to BIZ park for their lunch.. den went studio n dance!!
left at 5pm n headed to OSCHOOL for GIN LA CLASS!!
as usual GIN choreo is tough yet super nice.. LOVE IT TO THE MAX!
after class went KOPITIAM with the FB ppln had YONG TAU FOO!!! n SLURPEE!!!
chatted while waiting for RAYVIN to end his LYRICAL class with RYAN!!
went to meet him den took MRT home..

yeah! TMR i gotta study for my EXAMS on sat!! argh argh agh..

bad thing happen today!! I LOST MY MONEY IN MY WALLET AGAIN!!

n i so wanna improve in my dance i find dat i deprove alot.. SHIT SHIT SHIT..

Labels: crush on you

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