GUIDE ME?
i dont wan to sound that i'm hoping or thinking too much, BUT sometimes i really felt WHY I DID THIS?
its like friends can be friends but friends dont step onto friends.
i treated you like how i treat you since the first day we became friends.
i treat all my friends the same but you sometimes ur reactions is pretty much unreasonable.
YOU came to me went you need this and dat but have you ever feel what am i goin thru?
have u ever asked HOW AM I?
or maybe wat RAYVIN said its true?
"sometimes to some ppl they tink they did nothing wrong"
what i felt you really did nothing wrong! all i hope that PLEASE have a HEART!!!
be thoughtful of others! dont treat them as you like!
both of us are more like strangers now, never communicate for dunno how long,
never ask even update each other and you called me ur BUDDY?
i dont think this is a way for you to treat a fren, just approached them wen u need something from them, though i really dont mind u wan get stuffs from me but still PLEASE show some concern! urgh i sounds damn CONTRADICTING man.. haha..
DAVID told me to IGNORE? whahaha i dunno whether is it the right way man!
please SHOW me some guidance i really dunno how to solve this, am i thinking too much or should i just heck care coz i treasure for who you are? I M LOST!
ANYWAY!
recently i lost something important in me..
the lifestyle of my DANCE LIFE! i really dunno.. its like am i important in my own dance club?
if i am important i wasnt inform about alot of stuffs. I cant perform for the time being! i really dunno what to do..
my everyday lifes goes like this recently, sch den head home to sleep!
felt damn sian! and if got dance thingy i m only inform like the day before!
i felt i m really lost my sense of belong in my dance club,
PLEASE don accuse me of goin FB or where ever, coz i never go, its been smetime i last train myself with the rest!
currently i am NOT REALLY LOOKING FORWARD for dance! and I DUNNO WHY?
it felt so SHITTY wen u know the only thing you can do is DANCE but u lost the lifestyle of it!
and i felt dat i've BEEN VERY DISTANCE from the ppl there.. issit coz i m too busy with my life or maybe i was nv inform theres outing or watever?
its like wen u find out theres outing within the dance ppl n u wasnt inform it feel quite sad!
i dunno LOST LOST LOST!!
i love my dance team coz its my ROOTS of growing but each day i feel dat its goin the weird way!
hmmmmmm well RAAZMY WAKE UP MAN! ITS UR LIFE! DO SOEMTHING ABOUT IT..
EH!
abit of goodnews!!
I PASS ALL MY TERM TEST! BUT I CAN DO BETTER!
GONNA WORK EXTRA HARD FOR PROJECTS PLUS MAJOR EXAMS!!
GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOLabels: gimme the light
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:28 PM]
