Saturday, June 30, 2007

FAREWELL ISHI
well i may not know him real well..
but the news of him left all of us is really shocking!
its pretty sad at such a young age with great talent n potential left us due to his prob!
all of us were shocked..
after knowing the news we tried our best calling each and everyone dat we know who knew him
to ensure whether he left us..
i even rush to the CHEERS to get the newpaper to see any news..
yeah we came across someone died in the car but the name wasnt stated!
eventually dat guy is him!
its pretty saddening dat he really commited suicide!

for more information u guys can read on this!
The Newpaper
Channel U News

well i hope he rest in peace after the choice had made!


I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

this few days had been busy! real busy dat i don even have enough sleep
received back term test papers!
all i can say its time for me to bucked up n concentrate on my studies!
its getting from bad to worst!
all those border line passes n such.. argh

this few days apart from being busy,
i also fell sick.. not dat kind of fever!
but internally.. my stomach hurts real bad..
n for 2 days wen i went to shit..
all dat came out was BLOOD!
its was really freaky!
i dunno whether issit heaty or wat..
i m too busy to go see the doctor.. maybe all i need is rest for now!
yes like finally today i had an afternoon nap..

i'm not saying i'm emo but wat browsing thru my friendster reading all my pass testimonials..
n browsing thru my photos!
ARGH! i hate this feeling but i cant lie to myself. i REALLY MISS MY BUDDY!
things may not be right for the both of us! we nv talk at all for months!
we deleted n blocked each other from contacts..
we seems like an enermy who doesnt even wan to look at each other faces!
but i tell myself y this happen to the both of us.
y neither of us wans to initiate?
maybe he already get over this lame stuffs?
y m i still hurting my own emotion coz of 1 person?

i dunno i m really lost?
i don even wish to think so much, but i cant help it..
its like after my n him decided to quit..
i don even dare to trust anymore..
where else there r tonnes of ppl showed me their care n concerns
i really thanks u guys so much for spending so much time with me dancing n rotting our arse off!
BUT..
sometimes wen things cane emotional n wen things r not right between me n someone whom i really treasuredi really felt like KILLING MYSELF...

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

ITS OVER....!
argh! the 2 weeks holiday i finally over! DAMN IT!
had so much fun thin holiday man!
DANCE DANCE DANCE...
playing with the dancers like mad!!
lots of things happen..
really a memorable holiday..

AND NOW!
its time to face DANCE & SCHOOL...
argh... MAJOr EXAM ROUND THE CORNER!
n i cant even remember anything from last term.. haha..

OH WELL!

but pretty happy to go sch n play with the class buddies..
skipping lecture n go for our breaks.. hehez...

VIBES COMING UP!
wheeeee... more training ahead!

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Friday, June 22, 2007

MY BEGGEST REGRET & DISAPPOINMENT!
sometimes human dont realised wat someone had sacrifice for them..
they r so full of themselves who thinks highly of themselve n nv realised they r lack of basic courtesy..
i m never angry or had hard feelings but my biggest regret is putting so much hope n giving them the respect they shld be given... but in the end i m the one who is DISRESPECTED!!
its such a DISGRACE!

i left the team with an open heart, i was being unfair to the others grp coz i nv held a helping hand for the rest of the teams.. indeed i put so much heart on this team. i help them, i guide them.. i left the team bcoz i wanted them to learn wat other grp r expirencing.. i wan them to know wat is TEAMWORK wat is COMMUNICATION.. i don them to be like the rest of us during the past where we r spoonfeeded!...

even wen i told them i don need any sorry coz theres nth to be sorry abt.. theres nth to have hard feelings.. theres no line between seniors or juniors.. we r a club.. we work as a team.. but some of them just think highly of themselves.. they think they r good enough to be called a TEAM!

my biggest dissapointment! AS A HUMAN! n seeing his frens around.. who don even dare to say hi? even hide one corner don dare to enter the studio!! EH PLEASE AH.. I M NOT GOD! so U GUYS wan me to inititate? so i have to give u people respect where u guys can just step over my head?even wen i open the door for u ppl to enter... just smile n walked off?
U PEOPLE DON EVEN SUIT TO BE A HUMAN.. no basic courtesy?
even wen i SHOUTED " LETS GO EAT DINNER TOGETHER! some seniors r coming down from work just to eat dinner with u people!!"... n guess wat? juniors go to juniors asking wan eat together... SO U PEOPLE TRYING TO MANIPULATE THE JUNIOR TEAM!
i m hell standing there like an asshole, u dare to go to my juniors n ask them go eat dinner together where the seniors had done so many things... WE CAME DOWN TO OPEN STUDIO N GUIDE U GUYS DURING CLASSES! n this is the kind of attitude n reaction u people gave to us?

FUCK OFF!!

in the end only 2 juniors went eat with the seniors! WATS THIS.. den u people bloody hell wan go techno which was like the coffee shop opp the place where we ate?
don u people find urself SELFISH?
DON COME N COMPLAIN SENIORS NV INITIATE TO BOND N SPENT TIME WITH U GUYS.. while u guys don even appreaciate wat the seniors had done for u people!!

DONT COME N SAY WE FELT BAD!
-U MEAN NONE OF U KNOW WATS BASIC COURTESY?
-NONE OF U KNOW WAT RESPECT PPL?
-NONE OF U KNOW ME?
-NONE OF U KNOW HOW TO SAY HI?
-NONE OF U KNOW DAT U HAD OFFENDED SOMEONE?
-NONE OF U REALISED THERES SOMETHING WRONG BETWEEN U PPL?

even the people whom is in my FOC camp, the people in my dance orientation grp did this to me..
all i can say is I SEE HOW FAR U PEOPLE CAN GO!

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

SIMPLY BRILLIANT!
OMG! really sorry for not updating for quite sometime!
LIFE had been VERY busy YET fun!!! hahahaha..
ok well i'll more photos n type less!! haha.. briefly describe one of the best moment in my life!! haha!
lets start with!
GIN'S BIRTHDAY!
yeah celebrated her birthday at OSCHOOL before our training started!! well the cake XIAO pei bought was nice! its COOKIES N CREAM! wahhaah lolx..
(gin's bdae!!)
(gin's bdae smile!!)
(gin bdae peace!!)
had our BIG GROOVE training!
(pot luck party!!)
DYED MY HAIR ASH!
yeah it was FRIDAY! 8th june!
WEI RONG ended his term test went to meet him n go NELSON house to explore more abt his place!! haha.. all i can say is POTONG PASIR is really damn confusing to go.. wahha..
den went to serangoon to get my hair done for BIG GROOVE performance!
i wanted ASH! the aunty bleaced my hair 2 times but in the it came out like brown!! wahhaa
WASTED MY 80 BUCKS can!! whahaha..
(before doin anything!!)
(first time bleachhing!)
(second time bleaching!)
( i look super mat can!!)

den after do hair went SMU n meet nelson n his grp!
slack and
SHOPPING WITH NELSON @ TOWN!
actually its more window shopping! n nelson accompanying me b4 my dance starts at OSCHOOL!
had some camwhoring coz both of us got amazed by the mirror!! haha lolx...
(amazed by the mirror!)
(long nice legs!)

NELSON'S BIRTHDAY SUPRISE!
met wei rong in sch to make nelson bdae card!!
den rush to town to get his bdae present!
den rush to hougang mall to get the CAKE!! wahhaa..
den met MY TOH DI DI ANDY! at hougang around 9pm den we collected the cake n went POTONG PASIR!
slack n slack den its like 11.45pm we headed to NELSON'S blk...
called nelson at 12am n he is still not home yet.. waited DEN!!
SUPRISE!!!!
he don even realised it was us waiting for him under his blk ah.. whahhaz...
had some eating session!
den off back home by cab with weirong n andy! haha..
(suprise!!!)
(oops i cant blow of the relightable candle!!)

THE BIG GROOVE!
its was saturday! n the TP DANCE attended a workshop at expo!
6 HOURS OF DANCE!
it was fabolous!! had so so so much fun n learn really alot of styles by the WCO crew from JAPAN!
after the workshop headed to johanna house for a quick bathe den prac at carkpark den off to ecpo again for stage marking!!
n off home by FAZLIN;S DAD!
( me n kaiwen!!)
(after workshop pose!!)
ITS SUNDAY!
the day we had been waiting for performing on the biggest ever stage with the thousand over crowd n its like ASIA HIP HOP festival where BEST JAPANESE N THAILAND CREW came down to dance on dat stage omg!!
REALLY THANK OSCHOOL for giving us the oppurtunity!! wheee!!
the preparing for the BIG GROOVE was great we back stage made a nuisance of ourself coz we simply went crazy over the thailand n japanese dance crew!! haah/./ lots of camwhoring!
(me & one of the WCO crew from japan!)
den its our turn to perform.. thouse the music was played pretty early but we manage to get the crowd high... its was a fantastic nite..
wen to the crowd n met lots of familiars faces!!
THANKS EVERYONE FOR COMING DOWN N SUPPORT US N THE BIG GROOVE!
(backstage can whoring!!)

(right after big groove performance!!)
(wassup!!!! wco rocks!!)

(with the nus crew)
( me n chuncky aka ian! one of the best locker!)
after dat we went supper at simpang! simply went crazy again.. REALLY PUBLIC NUISANCE!
haha.. stayed until 1am den headed home by cab with nelson n nic! haha..
( after big groove supper at simpang!!!)
CCA AWARDS!
tuesday we went for whole day stage marking as well as stage run!!
DEN WEDNESDAY! another performance!! wahhaah..
did the same piece for big groove but lesser people! haha...
the performnce was not bad.. hehe..
PERFORM N RECEIVED AWARDS!
BEST ARTS GRP OF THE YR & CCA MERIT AWARD!! HAHAH..
(i love my hair!)

(pose for ME!!)
(oopss spoofing!!)
(acting handsome!!)
( we r loved!!)
(five!!)
(wheeeee!!!)
(oops we tryng to show our nipss!!)
FRIDAY 15 JUNE!
wen sch right in morning meet the juniors for VIBES training!
(emo me n weirong!!)
den at night had junior dance training.. went down to dance also it was fun..
after training off for dinner at CENTURY SQUARE!
had TONNEs of fun doin the GASTBY COMMERCIAL!

den celebrate celebrate nelson belated bdae with the dancer!! haha...
after eat wen slack in front of 7/11 den off home!

(nelson bdae cake by the juniors!)
(kena smashed!!)
SATURDAY!
wen for dance in the morning..
den lunch with gin n kh at bedok central!
den off to town with xp, rinna n ah foong!
wen to watch BREAKDANCE COMPETITION!
its was okay! some r just plain good ah.. nth special..
SAD KH N WEN ZHI was late so they cant join... hmmmm.. sob sob.,,

SUNDAY!! WHEE!!

finally a rest day at home watch a couple of movies n dance vids recc by KOK SHENG! ahah...
i just came back from simpnag with CORNE N FRANKIE!!
talked lots of cock... den walked all the way to SIMEI!! ahha den cab home.. hahaha..
i off to watch FANTASTIC 4 NOW!!!

TAKE CARE EVERYBODY...

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Sunday, June 3, 2007

I'M FORTUNATE!
oops!! haven been updating for some time! well i guess i m just too busy n too tired to blog! haha
the past week had been GREAt! i'm really lovin my life now!!
this week had been busy with DANCE!! haha
this coming week will be SUPER BUSY FOR ME!!
ok before saying abt wat will i be busy at! let me share the greatest moments i had this week!


GRADUATION DAY!
had LOA(leave of absence ) on monday n wed due to GRADUATION DAY performance!! hmmm we did pretty fair for the performance due to the early morning shagness! haha
had tonnes n tonnes of camwhoring! which was uber cool n crazy!! hahaha
reflection! i simply love this pic
emo
photo as a form of art
catch YOU!
holding room camwhore!
understand?
nicole
qiao wei
xiao pei
me!
mei qi
rahim
priscilla
jean
wei qiang
NOTE!!! *PIC TAKEN BEHIND A DOOR!! HAHAH

D'VERSE GRADUATIONDAY PERFORMANCE!


WEDNESDAY!
FASHION PROJECT!

well went to for my cds den showed my tutor my mood board for my designs!
recevied good compliments! i m pretty proud of my work also!! still left abit more do finish up my ilustration board n sketch book as this wed is my submission!
my art work!!

after cds! EYE CANDY! ask me for a walk! wheee!! so shiok man the feeling!
den went for dance training! and dinner at AK!


THUSDAY!

a day of relaxation!
i remembered i trying my best to finish my fashion project!! hahah!!
chatted with nelson n the gang for the whole day!!


FRIDAY!
MCT LAB was boring but we made it fun! we played n played in class... with our normal routine!! BINGO our fav class game!
copied all the lab work, guide sheets n tutorials! chatted on msn with the dancers!
went break for more den 30mins!!
den at 1pm had the subject selection talk which was equally boring!!
i made my decision to choose 3D DESIGN long time ago!!
den went for maths make up tutorial which is even more boring but got HYPE up with BINGO!!
hahaha.. den GIBBY pei me go eat!
saw janice alone ask her join us! she did her prject i ate my nuggets n gib ate his chicken cutlet!!
waited till 4 den gib n janice left!
so WEI RONG cma eto meet me to eat! so i had my chicken cutlet n he had his chicken chop!
after eating WEI RONG help me with my project! which was damn sweet of him to cut all my papers of work!! haha
he had to leave for town to meet his frens! den me alone continue doin my project till 6pm, den i went to open the dance studio for the juniors to use!!
me n WEI QIANG leaded the class!!
ITS WAS FREAKING FUN! SEEING THE JUNIORS SO ENTHU TO LEARN!
ask them go drink water also don wan!! stay in room to prac isolation!! haha!!
DANCE JUNIORS SIMPLY ROCKS!
den had a chatting session n asked for feedbacks n more lo! den we headed for dinner at AK!
the best part! we talked lots n lots of craps!!
super groos n horny stuffs all came out until i don feel like eating!! hahaahz
it was 10 plus so we headed home!
THANK YOU ANDY FOR COMING EAT WITH US THOUGH U HAD PLANS WTH UR FRENS EARLIER!!
walk to the busstop n MERVIN start smoking! i told him to go far away coz i don smell the smoke!
DEN GUESS WAT?
he said i look like a SMOKER!! wth!
dancers
smile
awwwwww!!!
dancers rocks!!
pose!!!
oops blur!!

SATURDAY!
had to wake up at 6plus am to prepare n go for training at town at 9am!
wish to go there earlier coz wan celebrate GIN'S bdae! but MY EMOMO LOVER WAS LATE!
suppose to meet 745am at BEDOK but she woke up at 745am..
so she took cab n fetched me n riinna at bedok!
reach TOWN area! went KOPITIAM n had our breakfast!
den waited for the rest of the dancers at NTUC income building b4 goin up to the studio..
I SWEAR! DAT DANCE TRAINING WAS THE MOST TIRING DANCE TRAINING I EVER HAD!! seriously i cant even brethe properly after dat training!
after dance training wen to PLAZA SINGAPURA mac to have our lunch!
den i went spotlight to go find clothes for my project! den acc WEI QIANG get his famous amos! den i headed home!!
went home slept for less den an hour! n go prepare to meet, GIBBY,MONG N ROSIE at KALLANG MAC for our OVERNIGHT study!
i started pretty good! i concentrate n such! den around 1am i got so DRAINED OUT! i plan to take a nap!
GIBSON WAKED ME UP! n i realised it was like 4am!!omg!!
so did a couple of ques! den around 6 we stopped studying n had our breakfast!!
den made our way home at 7am!
i reached home at 8am n i really cant sleep!
FRIENDSTER WAS UNDER MAINTENANCE!! den just listen to some songs lo!!
finally i gotta sleep n realised i woke up at 3pm!!
woke up den NELSON also came online!! talk talk talk until he need go study!!
i continue slacking though!! hahaa!!
SLACK UNTIL NOW CAN!! studying soon!! haha!!

OK NOW THE TIME!
its term test wekk, i had 4 papers! n i m seriosly goin to die as i don really understand dat much!
this week will be my busiest week man!!
TERM TEST END ON THE 7TH!

7th JUNE!-right after term test gotta go dye my hair blue n cut my hair short n craft a shooting star on my head!

8thJUNE!-need to go sch at10am to meet WEI RONG as we got something to do for someone!
-den at night i had training at 10pm at OSCHOOL!!!!
-n i dunno wat time we gonna end!! haha

9thJUNE!-10am had THE BIG GROOVE mass dance workshop for the whole day!
-dunno wat time having THE BIG GROOVE stage rehearsal!!

10thJUNE!-ITS THE DAY OF BIG GROOVE!! OMG CANT WAIT TO DANCE N HOPE
ALL DID WELL N MAKE TP PROUD OF US!!!

11thJUNE!-going ZOO with gibson,mong n rosie in the morning!!
-evening gotta rush down to meet WEI RONG! as the day had arrived for our
plans to work!!

12thJUNE-having CCA AWARDS rehearsal! tpde also performing for the ceremony!

13thJUNE-its CCA awards ceremony! yay!! i receiving 2 awards!
TP DANCE IS BEST ARTS GROUP OF THE YR!
CCA MERIT AWARD!!
-after the award ceremony we having our DANCE FAMILY DINNER!! wheeee!!!

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