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Sunday, October 21, 2007

I GOT A CRUSH ON YOU!
haha wat a random title! its a song title i m listening to now CRUSH - MANDY MOORE
haha ok..
haven been updating for a few days man.. seriously super busy, so busy n so tired until i fall really weak man... haha
ok lets recap wat happened yeah...

HARI RAYA!
it was OKAY only coz i really don have the mood to celebrate n such but fun coz all my relative came my hoiuse den we bitch alot..
n so happy to receive compliments of my appearance now coz i m no longer the biggest in the family... wahaha...
SECOND DAY HARI RAYA! my elder drive us all around! but den i left half way to meet the rest for a dance workshop at ESPLANADE! haha... so fun to see a few POLYs around! lolx...
dance dance dance den got super tired den TPDE & FB went for supper at MAC.. had a fun time chatting n laughing..

TPDE DANCE CHALET!
it was from monday to wednesday!
i tell u people i had freaking lots of fun during this chalet..
FIRST DAY!
seniors gather to shop for food n stuffs n prepare for the bbq on the next day.. so the first day was like the seniors day! so we went shopping n spend more den 200 BUCKS on everything.. haha lol... we took bus thru n fo... damn damn fun i tell u..

after unpacking den we tend to take a rest but den we do all sorts of stupid thing like trying to be supermodels & pornstars.. wahhaha... LOOK BELOW ARE SOME OF THE DIRTY PHOTOS!!

den its abt midnight where we started playing games, n we really had tonnes of laughters.. seeing all sorts of funny reaction playing dunno wat name of the game.. but it was freaking fun...
ESP THE REACTION OF PANGYANG BALLS OF FURY AND WEI QIANG YOU GOT SERVED~ hahaha lolx.. den its abt 2am so they wanted to have our DRINKING SESSION!! wahaha another fun part.. drink n play till everyone went dead!! AH LEE GOT DAMN DRUNK, JEAN GOT DAMN HIGH.. & BEST WEI QIANG VOMITTED ON RAHIM WHILE SLEEPING!
damn funny i tell u....

all of us went back to sleep around 6am.. haha.
SPECIAL THANKS TO PANGYANG FOR CLEANING UP THE VOMIT N BEING SO NICE N CARING TOWARDS EVERYONE!! hehe..

SECOND DAY!
the bbq day with the juniors.. doesnt have as much fun as the first day buit GIN was so damn enthu abt playing game.. damn damn fun la...

THURSDAY!
went to school for dance n teach my hip hop gals some routine.. YAY finally i managed to change abit of my style from too skimpy dance to more YOYO! hahaha
after dance we randomly took bus to CHOMP CHOMP to have dinner..
it was pretty packed la.. but yeah we ordered really alot AS U CAN SEE FROM THE PHOTOS..
-chicken spring onion congee
-satay
-bbq chickens
-sugarcane
-carrot cake
-rojak
-wanton noodle
-flacvoured beancurd

wah freaking full n damn shiok eating all this whahah lolx...

FRIDAY!
went to sch to continue choreo for the gals den slack slack slack den took bus to NYP for fb training!
another fun day.. me n mel continue choreo the routine we did last week.. den got some other learn also.. hehez..
den after dance ME FONG YPENG N JUSTIN went supper at AMK together..
after eating ME FONG N YPENG walk to ypeng house area den reached his place den me n fong walk to his aunt house where he is staying.. cant believe I WALK FROM NYP T CHOMP CHOMP there.. ahahahz lolx den i took cab back home.. it was like near 2 am den...

SATURDAY!
wah had to wake up like 745am coz having dance at 9am..
took bus n reach pretty early ah.. but den found out GIN unable to come coz shes not feeling well.. so yeah we do something fun during the training.. after training i got subcomm meeting den went TM PASTAMANIA for lunch.. hehe...
around 2pm we decided to leave for bugis to buy bag!
BUT i felt sick suddenly.. really really aching man i went home str8 to have a rest
felt damn bad coz i pangsei my colleagues lo.. suppose have gathering but den.. argh felt damn bad lo..
SO I REST AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY!

SUNDAY!
totally doesnt feel like dancing n goin out of the house coz i still feel damn sick but BO BIAN its recital training.. went meet XIAO PEI at bedok inter n i was like 1/2 hr late la... hahah...
start with reggae.. suddenly the day start to be very exciting dance n dance n dance n had alot of fun ah.. den at 4pm after abt 20 mins break start with LYRICAL BY RYAN!
wah at first he looked damn angy lo.. den later tonnes of fun lo.. laugh like mad man..
ended at 6pm den slack until abt 630 den leave to PS.. went to look for bags but none look nice la.. so went for dinner at the foodcourt... had my bbq chicken... den went starbucks to watch videos.. den off home.. wheee.....

TMR SCHOOLL...... SO DAMN SIAN BUT HOPE IT WILL BE A FUN ONE LA.. AHAHAH

n to my crush hope to see u around soon... OOPss!!

Labels: crush on you

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Friday, October 12, 2007

MY LOVE!
nv blog for like 3 days man!
well its been great week actually!

TUESDAY!
hmmm went to sch to meet all the musical dancers to trashed things out!
yeah all of us did trash things out, i accept those comments n will try my best to improve on my bad side!
hope they will be more open n stop hiding things n yeah!
i really LOVE each n everyone of them, though we came from diff background but we all had one common goal which is to be unite n bring our club name as high as possible. THEY ALL R LIKE A FMAILY TO ME! wheeeee...
so yeah stayed in the studio until we were chased out, den made our way to opp sch for supper!
lots of fun n laughters, den its nearly midnight n made our way home!!! hahaha

WEDNESDAY!
oh gosh i nv sleep at all.. chatted with GIN until like 4 plus am.. den my mum woke up to prepare breakfast for everyone.. so since i m there i went to help her abit though i only made tea!! hahaah lolx.. i nv eat coz i ate earlier.. so yeah den at 6am i went sleep!
woke up around 10am.. slack slack around, den prepared myself to go NYP for dance!
haha really had fun!
learn new routine from FONG! den yeah play around more, had mac for dinner... wheee
den around 10plus we start packing to leave all of us walked to ANG MO KIO for SLURPEEEEE!!! omg so nice la.. know more of the FB dancers.. n yeah man we all talk n lame really alot until midnight!
so yeah i saved abit this week so afford to take cab home!!!! 15 BUCKS man.. plus midnight charge la!! haha.. oh well.. overall i had lots of fun!!!

THURDAYS!
haha i woke up like 2pm.. den watch HOME ALONE! den around 4 i went back to sleep coz too tired ah.. woke up at 630 just nice to help my mum for dinner den!
den its 7.. time for dinner.. my mum made BBQ STINGRAY! my third time eating STINGRAY this week.. hahaha lolx.. but NICE!! den after dinner i went to help my mum with the unfinished housework lo.. help until so shiok man..

WHATS AHEAD?
well i will be full of plans for the next few days!
tmr gotta meet my clasmate for movie! at 11am! den by 3 plus i need be at NYP for dance.. at 5 i need to meet MEL for some dance choreo! den at 7 they having their junior training! hmmmm...
SATURDAY! it will be HARI RAYA! my house gonna be packed from morning to nite..all the relatives will be coming man... but at nite i need rush to TOA PAYOH for GIBBY bdae celebration! though he said its only bbq! HAHAHA.. SUNDAY! sure goin visitting but i will leave around 4plus n make my way to ESPLANADE to attend GIN N DANIEL'S DANCE WORKSHOP!! hahaha lolx... sure until very very late de!! hahaha.. hope TPDE N FB will come n dance together!! AHAHAH....

Labels: my only love

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:07 AM]

Monday, October 8, 2007

EMOMO LOVER!
if i'm not wrong it was on the friday! haha
went to celebrate EMOMO LOVER birthday!
at first i was out with my mum to simpang bedok!
den SAMANTHA came there to meet me wen we left the place around 645pm n took bus 10 to KATONG area there! hehez...
reach the venue around 715pm..
den yeah ordered alot of foood!
-hotplate beancurd
-kailan with oyster sauce
-cereal prawns
-stingray
-chilli crab
after eating we walked all the way to PARKWAY MAC to slack!
sit down talk n play.. den took bus with RINNA N NICOLE home! hehez

(the first table)

(second table)

(the combine table)

(the birthday gal!)

SATURDAY!
woke up around 7am! get ready i went OSCHOOL for dance!
rush to get COFFEE & CHINESE TEA for GIN!
dance dance dance den freestyle!
den had to stayed back for recital trailer practice!
after all done! i cab down to SIMPANG BEDOK! to meet my classmates!
we ordered! GONG GONG, STINGRAY, KANG KONG, TOMYAM...
den our DEAREST CHANGSHENG paid for the food! hahaz..
next time gonna treat them man! haha lolx...
den we walked to street soccer court to talk..
den realising its like nearly 1am.. me changsheng n lewis took cab back home! haha...

SUNDAY!
woke up around 1130am.. slack awhile den went to meet XIAO PEI at bedok mrt station at 1245pm to make our way down to OSCHOOL for recital training!
but seriously me n the rest were damn damn damn shag! too tired!!
went for REGGAE & LYRICAL!
den after dance took bus 14 to 85 MARKET which took us like 1hr to reach la..
there we ordered tonnes of food!
-curry chicken rice
-stingray-
-bbq chicken
-oyster ommelette
-ba chor mee

eat until damn bloody full lo! hahaha...
den off home to rest man..

DATS IT! gonna go NYP for dance later! hehez... today got some NRA coming hope can learn from them too.. hehez...

Labels: its good to just shut up

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:56 PM]

Friday, October 5, 2007

REFRESHING!
woke up around 11 plus str8 bathe den went out to bedok inter to get my hair done!
the blue already turn greenish.. den EMOMO LOVER said my blonde looks like pubic hair!
n my hair is as thick as bush man...
well cut my hair short n dyed reddish brown but it looks like black ah.. need wash n wash to get the colour i wan ah... but yeah i feel much much more normal with natural hair colour!
after done with my hair took train all the way to YIO CHU KANG to meet FONG! well both of us were early man! den walk into NYP den see tonnes of dancer dancing all along the pathment, beside the toilet n everywhere.. whoa they r really working hard for their dance exams man!
den went in studio n LESNER alr started dancing.. rest awhile den yeah started dancing..
n SERIOUSLY for the first time in my life i think i m a dancer lo... LESNER AND FONG groove is damn DOPE DOPE DOPE! learn grooving from FONG! den lesner thought me a choreo which is simple steps but require lots of grooving.. whoa really learn alot from the both of them...
den learn HOUSE! whoa damn damn hard but it looks damn nice n feel very relax dancing lo...
den took a rest den at 6pm we went off to OSCHOOL for LA hip hop! another cool routine by GIN! pretty hard to catch but its damn nice!

after dance, GIN brought me into the room wth KH n WENZHI den start talking to me abt lots n lots of stuffs... den made the FB people wait for me lo.. super long.. so paisei.. den after the talkings got some good news for the FB people den yeah they r damn happe abt it.. den took train back to NYP to meet JACKY n his peeps den walk to ANG MO KIO for supper at mac!
around 12 headed home! took cab with FONG, LESNER N JESS... they drop me at YONG'S Hhouse! den yeah called KOK SHENG i nearby his house but yeah nv ans lo he..
den off cab back home!

chatted with jean for damn long! lot of things to clarify den yeah kinda sad coz i do sacrifice some stuffs which i really love the most.. esp my GHETTO ppl... orh gonna miss all trainings with them but yeah for everyone good la.. so yeah while taking this break i gonna dance n do some self improvements by leaning here n there.. attend more OSCHOOL classes! n yeah learn more from the peeps!!

oh well TODAY, gonna be a long day too.. gonna help my mum with her work stuffs.. den goin off to KATONG to meet the rest to celebrate EMOMO LOVER birthday! YAY! gonna meet the seniors n yeah HORNINESS will come!

FONG shared ith me this vid! TOTAL DOPENESS!!

Labels: dance is my life

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [10:58 AM]

Thursday, October 4, 2007

WHERE I BELONG?
haha been thinking abt this the whole day!
i do ask for some advices though nv get much reply!
hmmm wat if u really love the place the really had passion for the things you r doin but it doesnt makes u feel belong?
wat to do?
argh... its damn sickening man.. felt really really bad lo..
some ppl wanna know their concern but i really don wan tell wat happen..
seriously i seen it with my own eyes i feel it with my own heart n seriously I GAVE UP!
i lost the faith in everyone of them..
i already put my heart and soul.. i put in lots of time n effort but if ppl dun know how to appreciate it den seriously theres nth i can do...
let them go./. let them feel and realised themselves!
I'VE DONE MY PART!!
i just wanan take a break from all the nonsense.. i'll move on n be stronger!

Labels: disgusted

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:24 AM]

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

STEAM!
well the day didnt turn out dat good!
dying to dance but wen i got to school they all left the studio den noone wanan dance lo.. hmmm..
jean and wq went for concert meeting which took forever... me and py waited at biz park from 2 to 4 plus.. still nv see their shadow!...
so we decided to head home coz i wanna have dinner at home.. SAVE SAVE SAVE!!

OH WELL... i did past my supp paper!
totally embarrising taking supp.. nv will i repeat dat same mistake..
YONG did pass his supp too.. must be damn happy la he... lol..
pretty miss my BITCHING PARTNER alot though..
lots of things happen but he is still the one i can trust la...
okok...

cant wait for tmr!
gonna redye my hair first thing in the morning!
my blue turned ALGAEISH now!! n my hair is freaking bushy n i don even bother to style it coz super troublesome...
might be dying brown or reddish tmr lo... hehe..
AND YA! tmr i goin down to NYP for DANCE! omg.. cant wait.. hope FONG and his dancemates teach me lots of stuffs!! WHEEEE!! i just need to dance everyday la...
den they also plan to head to OSCHOOL for GIN'S LA class too... shld be tagging along with them lo.. haha..

my current favourite video!
STEAM - DA STREET SOULS!

Labels: i dont love you but i am in love with you

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [8:46 PM]

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

ALMOST!
boredom kills me!
argh!!! nv gotta dance for 3 days! noone open the studio, noone if free!! sad sad sad!! haha
but my day quite pay off...
chatted with JO from FBODZ! coolness!! oh well she called me speakerboy, which sounds damn YOYO! hahaha.... know lots of things from her.. had a great time chatting also till she wen off work~

well i m seriously cravings for steamboat~ argh... wen man!!
noone is free for supper~! lolx

love this song!
[Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go
I shoulda went out with you
I shoulda made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules
I shoulda went on a date
Shoulda found a way to escape
Shoulda turned a almost into
If it happend now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)

Labels: almost

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [10:31 PM]

Monday, October 1, 2007

SOMETIMES....
hmmm sometimes in life you know you are doin ur best to make something happen to make something good.. but you know you cant be soft in order to make it happen.. in order to grow not only you have to expirience the obtacles but the toughest part is to overcome it...
some humans or majority of them cant see whats goin on.. they always think the loud the one whom always scold is the bad one.. doin things unreasonably..
yes maybe i m way too straight forward, i m way too short tempered and way too harsh..
i tried my best to hide it but sometimes wen things get bad i wont sit down n do nth abt it..
but humans r too blinded by their pride but they nv noticed it...

at least i m mature enough to take it easy, as in i m able to handle this situation pretty well..
all i can say is dat look who are the people who put their heart and soul bringing up the name of the club.. those who practice hard to enter competitions and go for huge performance just to prove ppl out there dat the club exist and compliments do come without the effort put in.. don just come and think you are the best or you r good enough and just enjoy the status of the club. Look into the mirror and ask yourself wat have you done to bring a good name for the club?

as for now! maybe the best way i can do is take a break from all these nonsense being dat i faced b4!

FLOOR THE LOVE!
oh well catch the vids here man!
POPPING FINALS

HIP HOP FINALS

HIP HOP FINALS EXTRA ROUND

CATCH DAVID AND BEN! THEIR MOVES SIMPLY ROCKS MAN!!!!

Labels: disgusted

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [9:12 PM]