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Monday, July 30, 2007

MAJOR MADNESS!
whoa its been a long long long time since i update this blog!
not dat i don intend but i m just freaking tired as my daily life outside is so packed dat wen i reached home all i wan do n listen songs n wait to sleep.. ahaha..

oh yea i will update wat r the things dat happen recently!

SATURDAY (21 JULY)
it was like 4am in the morning as i was sleeping i felt my body was like aching, so i woke up n off the fan coz its quite uncomfortable!
den continued my sleep n woke up normally around 745am.. wen to bathe n prepare n get ready to sch for dance.. so waited at the bus stop n msging melvin ah foong n wq abt how late we can get n who gonna open the studio! ARGHH! everything was perfectly fine
UNTIL! i got into the bus n the aircon was like directly blowing in front of my face!
the bus was PACKED n i cant avoid the aircon..
i just felt so cold n my aches started coming back..
reached the sports complex busstop i alighted n start shivering..
SHIVERING PLUS ACHINGS = CAN DIE!
i endured n walked all the way to reach the studio... the more i endured the more vigorous my shiver get.. once i reached the bball court i cant tahan n just collapse at the side..
LUCKY junijia and danny were behind me walking.. they carried me to the studio..
i didnt dance just sat at the squash court n conntinur shivering.
i tot of goin home but need wait for meetin to start.. so HECK!
i do vomitted GASTRIC JUICE! WHHOA ITS FREAKING SICKENING!
suddenly i just cant felt my wholde body n just collapse outside the studio..
den the male dancers all came out n carried me in the studio again.. there i just lie down n listen to the meeting...
ANYWAY THANKS JUANG N JOHANNA FOR THE DRINKS!
after meeting melvyn n pang yang sent me home...

went home str8 i sleep... n wake up perfectly fine exp those aches n the fever was gone..
so called my parents to get me porridge for dinner..
so around 7pm i got my porridge n it was like the first meal of the day! hahaha
ate my dinner den went to bathe den its time for me to rest as the next day i'm having my LATIN PERFORMANCE AT SUNTEC!
so i tot of sleeping n LOCKED my room door...
just put my keyboard aside n wan close my eyes!
DAMN I STARTED TO SHIVER AGAIN.. n this time was WORST!
i really cant control it.. i just shouted for my brother.. the rushed to find my room key to open the door... my grandpa came in n massage me den he told my parents dat i m not in good contidion n half of my body is damn hot n half is freezing cold!
n i was shivering like mad!
my dad went to call the ambulance.. den abt 5 to 10 mins they arrived n brought me to hospital..
i swear the feeling in ambulance is like total scary... felt like i was dead ah...
my dad n bro followed to the hospital... went to meet the doctor n telling los n lots of internal body prob... NOW DEN I REALISED DAT I NEED REST!

SUNDAY (22 JULY)
woke up by LORENCIA call.. she told me whether i m ok.. yeah i do feel much better den ytd..
so i got ready n went to meet the rest at SUNTEC! i took a train.. yeah from bedok to eunos i felt alright.. den paya lebar my body start to ache.. stop at kallang coz cannot tahan anymore..
drop my called TOH DIDI ANDY whether he is at kallang training or not.. but NO! so i called loren dat i gona be late coz i got no energy to walk.. forced myself to take cab to suntec!
reached tower2.. loren n the gang were all waiting to rescue me! LOLX!
yeah i shivered again.. now i really felt like A KING!
shaun sam n loren we messaging me,,.. den the rest we like rushing to get me hot drinks..
den yeah managed to rest n had my medicine..
prepare for the performance... went on stage n start the dance.. whoa this is the first time i dance n felt freaking DROWSY! fell on the last pose as i really dunno where to head.. haha..

after performance rushed to OSCHOOL for our SUNTEC COMPETITION training!
really had fun there.. though i was abit weak.. dance n dance n dance.. with GIN gets high n start all the BIMBO walk.. so fun!! hahha.. den end training n OFF HOME!

MONDAY (23 JULY!)
had mc for the whole week! so nv go for classes! but went to sch for dance!
had our healthy lifeestyle training! den aftter training wen to have supper with UNDEFINE EXPRESSION! they r freaking high ah.. n TOH DIDI ANDY! is liked super high n its really not him dat i know n adore! wen he got high no more the MR CHARMING WITH SMILE ALWAYS!
hahaha.. den is like 11pm.. so its time to head home as next day still got training!

TUESDAY (24 JULY!)
nv go for classes again coz damn tired but went to school to meet wq for lunch den start doin my fashion project! hahaha..
den meet the rest of the dancers for stage marking.. den off to studio for a few rehearsals...
den again to AK for supper!

WEDNESDAY (25JULY)
I got LOA at 10am.. so no choice gotta go for MACTECH! coz i don wan to missed the project n nv score for mactech! hahaha..
but left at 10am.. meet the rest at the studio n start playing n preparing..
1230 off to the library for first performance.. the stage was small n we just dance.. not high coz cant hear the music... den kena complained by the rest.. den the production crew placed a monitor speaker.. den second performance was really crazy n high.. we all started to shout n cheer on stage.. damn fun..
its was around 2pm.. felt damn hungry so ask ah foong acc me to biz park.. den FRANKIE sms...
den he came down to biz park also..had CDS at 3pm.. but damn lazy to go coz FRANKIE needs to go TM to get his software for designing!
so i skipped my cds for the second time to pei him... after getting the software.. den went to sit at STARBUCKS to slack! haha.. den at 5 i rush backed to school for MODERN training! hmmmm.. hahaha the choreo was WHOA.. hard man.. hahaha...
but damn fun!
and again we went to AK to have supper! haha... rot rot rot till we got tired!

THURS (26 JULY!)
tot not to go sch coz still got mc.. but den need submit project den got test so nvm just go sch..
ended everything b4 4pm.. denwent home to sleep.. had my 2 hr sleep woke up had my family dinner.. den rushed to OSCHOOL for SUNTEC TRAINING! haha.. ended pretty late n we took a cab home.. hhha...

FRIDAY (27 JULY)
nv go for MCT coz i need report to the hospital coz some operation thing..
it was freaky ah.. but everything goes well...
den at 4pm went to school to meet jean coz there will be junior training at 5..
first time i no energy to dance..even NELSON said i wasnt dat hype up..
after training we had our own junior senior training... played played played with them den off to have dinner... we packed our food den went to the shelter to eat.. talk alot of cocked there den its freaking late n all were damn tired n off home..
i tot iwas damn tired but wen i reached home i felt so energetic.. so start loading the movies i wan watch.. n went to appear offline.. watched till 4am n off to sleep...

SATURDAY (28 JULY)
woke up at 8am.. get ready for dance...
this time GIN cant make it coz she injured her leg... so i took over the class...
SAT CLASS was much fun to teach coz they were all very cooperative...
den after junior training den some of them stayed back den we had our own self train.. i went to learn some head stand.. managed to get in a day but my neck hurts badly after dat.. suppose to meet my classmates at 1pm for some study thing but den had to go OSCHOOL for meeting..
reached oschool at 3pm den meeting till 5 plus.. den we all rushed to YOUTH PARK to watch REMIX DANCE COMPETITION.. its was freaking draggy n pretty boring.. waiting for the participants to dance took ages man!
the comp to start at 6 but 8 none of the grp dance yet..
argh!!!!!! only manage to watch 2 grps dance den me n nicole had to rush to east coast for our sec sch class bbq!
BUT HEARD FBODZ WON! so cool...
reached the bq pit n seeing the old classmates was damn fun ah... i ate really alot.. but coulndt stayed there for long coz need rest n having training the next day!
so around 11pm me RABIA N KHAI took a cab home.. reached home got damn tired n fall sleep..

SUNDAY (29 JULY)
woke up like 10am.. den started watching vids n get ready to meet the rest at 2pm at SUNTEC!
submit the application form.. den went to eat at the foodcourt!
den off to OSCHOOL!
dance from 4pm to 10pm.. at first was damn tired but den got high with the dolly dance.. n i m one of the DOLL! ahahah damn cute ah.. haha lolx...
done with training took 14 home.. reached home around 11 plus.. den i just drop dead on bed.. but do chat around with the rest!

MONDAY (30 JULY)
woke up around 10plusam... den started realising dat i haven been updating for ages! hahaha lolx.. yeah now i m typng ah since my sch starts at 2pm..
but today gonna be a freaking long day.. had sch from 2 to 5.. den 5 need meet melvyn for some preparation den at 6pm i need to conduct a dance workshop for the WHOLE TP!
den at 8pm i need to rush to OSCHOOL for SUNTEC TRAINING...
till midnight!! hooo...

TMR THE SAME THING GOIN TO HAPPEN...
SO DO COME FOR THE MASS DANCE WORKSHOP.. I WILL TEACH SOME SIMPLE HIP HOP MOVES... 6PM AT COIL POND! HAHAHA...

****ohya me and SHAWN NG recently started sending I MISSYOU MSG to each other b4 sleep... damn GAY but really long time nv see him... wonder how he look like now after goin to the gym 5 times a week.. haha... miss all those times meeting him at nite den go eat.. n him being so chee hong n don wan admit.. lolc.. soon he coming back to school den my life gonna be much fun.. haa

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I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [10:46 AM]

Monday, July 16, 2007

KILL THESE LITTLE KIDS!
hahaha... after watching how they dance.. really demoralised me... haha
they r really DAMN GREAT! n they r like half of my age?
argh!!! in love with them dancing man!! hahahaah

NEVER TOO FAR
You're with me
Til the bitter end
What we had transcends
This experience
Too painful to
Talk about
So I'll hold it in
Til my heart can mend
And be brave enough to love again

A place in time
Still belongs to us
Stays preserved in my mind
In the memories there is solace

Never too far away
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
Cause I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
Though we can never be
I'll keep you close to me
When I remember

Glittering lights
Incandescent eyes
Still preserved
In my mind
In the memories I'll find solace

Never too far away
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
And I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
Though we can never be
I'll keep you close to me
And I'll remember

A place in time
Still belongs to us
Stays preserved in my mind
In the memories there is solace

Never too far away
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
Cause I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
And though we can never be
I'll always think of you and me
Always remember

Love

You're never too far

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I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:20 AM]

Saturday, July 14, 2007

ITS KILLING ME!
whoa! didnt know dat dance really can kill me...
i started to get really short temper..
seriously don pissed me off wen i m tired!
i don scold i don to anything stupid..
i don care abt wat u people think i just take my beg n walk off!!
hahaha lolx..

ytd is FRIDAY!
i seriously hate 8am classes!!
go for classes for shit!
4 hours of lab n i go there to do nth!
wen i wan do something the rest wan do their own thing!
i don so damn dulan!
me n IVAN! just took our begs n walk out the class!
went opp sch 7/11 to get my ez link top up!
den i went home to rest!
wen back to school at 3plus to meet LORENCIA n the rest for LATIN PRACTICE!
wah.. we really suck at it.. seems disastrous! but den we work on it..

den its like 5plus time to train the juniors!
WQ lead the warm ups.. den AH FOONG N JEAN lead the old routine n clean it up
den ME! lead the new choreo!
haha its fun but den
I REALLY CANT TOLERATE NOISE WEN TEACHING!
i just kept quiet n wait for the noise to lower down..
sometimes this small thing pisses me off man!
den train until 8pm!
den rush to bus stop to wait for the sickening 15 for ages!
took to EAST SHORE hospital n took 33 to joo chiat for LATIN training!
whoa.. FINALLY finished up the routine.. now its time to work with the partners coz its pretty hard to coordinate man!!
its near 11pm so head home.. so tiring n HUNGRY!
nv had dinner at all...

reached home chat n chat
den too hungry so decided to sleep..
around 3plus am i cant tahan from the HUNGER!
just wen to get things to eat...
WHICH IS A PLATE OF RICE!!
after eating i just place my plate on my study table n SLEEP!!
whooooo FAT FAT FAT!!

had to wake up like 745am get ready n left hous around 845!
back to sch for dance again!
this time only 3 juniors came!
whooooaaa wat a NUMBER!
i'm too tired to lead so WQ tot them breaking!

den off the studio around 1!
went opp sch to have lunch!
HAD MY BITTERGOURT!
whooo i'm loving it man!! hahaah
stay there till 2 plus den head home.. str8 i went back to sleep den woke up by KEITHS sms at around 7 plus.. watch HARRY POTTER den yeah now blogging! haha lolx..

*UPCOMING PERFORMANCES!
-22.7 (LATIN @ SUNTEC!)
-25.7 (VIBES ITEM @ SCHOOL)
-30.7 (HEALTHY LIFESTYLE @ SCHOOL!)

whooo so close to each other.. gonna hace fun from the tiring trainings!! hahah.. lolx

VIBES PHOTOS & VIDEOS!!
though not many coz busy doin other stuffs no time take photos!

(before it start!)

(i'm his ass lover! TOH DIDI ANDY!)

(kevin & andy -UDX!)

TPDE SENIORS VIBES PERFORMANCE VID!
-SPOT ME!!

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I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:51 PM]

Thursday, July 12, 2007

NOTE TO GOD!

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on
No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

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