FAREWELL ISHI
well i may not know him real well..
but the news of him left all of us is really shocking!
its pretty sad at such a young age with great talent n potential left us due to his prob!
all of us were shocked..
after knowing the news we tried our best calling each and everyone dat we know who knew him
to ensure whether he left us..
i even rush to the CHEERS to get the newpaper to see any news..
yeah we came across someone died in the car but the name wasnt stated!
eventually dat guy is him!
its pretty saddening dat he really commited suicide!
for more information u guys can read on this!
The Newpaper
Channel U News
well i hope he rest in peace after the choice had made!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!
this few days had been busy! real busy dat i don even have enough sleep
received back term test papers!
all i can say its time for me to bucked up n concentrate on my studies!
its getting from bad to worst!
all those border line passes n such.. argh
this few days apart from being busy,
i also fell sick.. not dat kind of fever!
but internally.. my stomach hurts real bad..
n for 2 days wen i went to shit..
all dat came out was BLOOD!
its was really freaky!
i dunno whether issit heaty or wat..
i m too busy to go see the doctor.. maybe all i need is rest for now!
yes like finally today i had an afternoon nap..
i'm not saying i'm emo but wat browsing thru my friendster reading all my pass testimonials..
n browsing thru my photos!
ARGH! i hate this feeling but i cant lie to myself. i REALLY MISS MY BUDDY!
things may not be right for the both of us! we nv talk at all for months!
we deleted n blocked each other from contacts..
we seems like an enermy who doesnt even wan to look at each other faces!
but i tell myself y this happen to the both of us.
y neither of us wans to initiate?
maybe he already get over this lame stuffs?
y m i still hurting my own emotion coz of 1 person?
i dunno i m really lost?
i don even wish to think so much, but i cant help it..
its like after my n him decided to quit..
i don even dare to trust anymore..
where else there r tonnes of ppl showed me their care n concerns
i really thanks u guys so much for spending so much time with me dancing n rotting our arse off!
BUT..
sometimes wen things cane emotional n wen things r not right between me n someone whom i really treasuredi really felt like KILLING MYSELF...Labels: lim yong chiang
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [8:20 PM]
