SPIDERMAN3 TOUCHED OUR HEARTS!
i went to watch SPIDERMAN3 twice on the same day..
at first went with my classmates after school met them at century square, as i skipped my lec to find my parents...
went to watch the 2.10pm show..
i do teared abit towards the end of the show..
saw benjamin tearing also.. very touching..
den after the show i rushed back to school to find books for my project..
was in the library for about 45 mins searching for books..
den at 6pm went down to meet the fellow gls for impt meeting..
discussed den plan here n there den waited for yuan long and malcolm to finish thier stuffs n we headed to TM for my second spiderman3 with my ophix peeps!!
we bored mac and long john for dinner n sneak into the theathe..
lol.. the show started, this time the crowd is more WHOA..
heard alot of laughter AS WELL AS PPL TEARING..
jia yu and jolene was crying badly.. i felt really touched upon watching it too...
den after the movie its time for us to LEPAK ONE CORNER!!
took a damn long time to go where to lepak..
finally we decided to go CPF mac to lepak..
sat down had ice cream some even bought mac for supper..
played truth or dare.. and lastly we trashed out our personally problems..
talk and talk and we found out THE MONTH OF APRIL ISNT A GOOD MONTH FOR ALL OF US...
BREAK UPS, QUARRELLS.. AND LOTS OF SHITS HAPPEN..
MY REFLECTION ON SPIDERMAN3 STORYLINE!
though its abit jumpy scenes but truely i was really touched my how LOVE,CARE AND CONCERN CAN LEAD THEM!!
love changed ppl.. either bad or good..
went you're hurt you really don feel like doin anything..
by dat time we tend to think alot, y it happen n stuffs?
until we came to the point to become very very sensitive, to got blown up easily..
in addition!
i was really touched by peter parker(spiderman) and his harry osbrone(green goblin junior)...
though lots of things happen to them.. knowing the truth lead them to support one another..
helped each other.. EVEN SACRIFICE THIER LIFE TO SAVE THEIR BUDDY..
quotation from harry!
"i came to save and help you, BUDDY go for it!"..
i was damn damn touched ah..
reflecting my life and the storyline.. argh!!
I CAME TO A POINT THAT I HATE MY MINDSET!
between me and my buddy?
he called us a quit.. but till today i treasure him alot..
he came to me on msn and ask me for help regarding his fren;s blog..
i went to help i tried my best to help.. i was being extra soft hearted..
i felt happy coz he made the first move to talk to me after blocking me from msn..
i even said sorry to him.. but he nv even say any apologies to me..
i felt damn curious, who m i?
why you treat me like a sparetyre..
you said we r quit but you came to the point of unblocking me den dare to ask me for help..
after dat SILENCE!!
even see me in sch no "HI" no nothing...
i was IGNORED!!
i simply hate my mindset coz i always remember of the past we shared..
talking and trashingout problems.. goin out for shopping n movies..
accompanying go for shopping..
YOU TREATING ME MOVIES..
but now everything change..
i know i felt the changes but my mindset nv change..
YOU CHANGED REALLY ALOT.. i don blame.. time change ppl do change..
BUT Y I DONT CHANGE?
Y I STILL TREASURE U AS A FREN OR BUDDY?
WHY WHY WHY?
i simple hate myself for being who i m now?
I FELT REALLY STUPID BEING THERE FOR U..
BUT I JUST CANT HELP IT..
I JUST WISH ITS EITHER WE BECOME FRENS OR WE R NOTHING AT ALL= STRANGERS!
i prefer it dat way.. i had enoug of putting extra concern to someone to don deserve to be given all this shit..
though i m not religious! i pray hard that one day you will be treated the way you treat me..
i m not cursing but I M REALLY HURT!Labels: i hate myself because of you
I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:50 PM]
