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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

DISGUSTING PEOPLE

THE COOLEST WEBSITE! ITS ALL ABT THE
THINGS DAT REALLY HAPPEN AROUND US!

haha i am one of the members! WOOTS!
BRO MING! really proud of you la! so many creative ideas man!! haha

WELL PEOPLE ITS A MUST TO CHECK IT OUT! WHO KNOWS UR FACE APPEAR IN THAT BLOG! WAAHAHAHA OOPSSS!!

MAY 29
MONDAY!
woke up around 9am! went online str8 away talk to MING! chat chat until he left sch around 11!
den i went to start revising on my PRINCIPLES OF DYNAMICS since i having test at around 2pm, HOWEVER! i tried n tried to read but i really don understand a single shit! i start turning on my TV, den COACH CARTER is showing on channel HBO FAMILY! watch until 1145am den i start bathing n preparing to go meet NELSON at 1pm for our lunch!
its was around 1215 where i m almost ready wearing my shoes n start to leave my house!
DEN NELSON called! he said he ended his sch! wah song shocked dat he ended so early,
i felt bad for ppl whom had to wait for me so i cab down!

meet nelson, went to SUGARLOATHE!
we had coffe, orange juice, brownies, shiffle triffle, sandwich...
hmmm not bad ah the food, but the nv heat up the brownies so it doesnt taste as great as the previous one! hah..
talk alot of craps with NELSON!
den JOHNATHAN joined us! aiyo he come even more worst more craps until i found out nelson felt abit left out, so down with our desserts i sent nelson back to business school den headed to mushroom to wait for GIBSON!

went for our TEST! which i only stayed in there for abt 15 mins! den i m done! coz i don understand dat much! haha... after dat me n GIBSON went BIZ PARK had our lunch den back to the library to do our projects! haha i cant really find my JAPANESE printings! URGH!!

its was 5pm den WEIRONG called me saying he ended his class, so i packed up n met him outside library! had a little chat with unice n melvin!
NELSON cant join us for the shopping coz he had some stuffs to do at home!
so me n wei rong made our way to BEDOK to find shoes!
BUT WEIR RONG felt damn hungry n we cant find a nice place to eat!
so we took bus n made our way to 85 MARKET!
WHEEE!! wei rong had BAR CHOR MEE, me n him shared the OYSTER OMMELLETE, we had sugarcanes den lastly we had ice kachang!

took bus again! n back to BEDOK CENTRAL got his shoes! got his shoe laces! we sat at the SKATE park! he start tieing his shoelaces n me start doin my project!!
i started buring my papers to make my sketch book look very old!
COMMENT FROM WEI RONG! my sketch book looks nice ok!!
hahaha!

well den both of us went separate ways! i reached home den chatted with some ppl, crap with my mum while having our late dinner! den i'm off to do more research.. felt so tired n don even feel like chatting, so i just mute my comp only talk to the people i felt like talking!
hahaha!! lolx..

ALRIGHT ITS TUESDAY NOW!
I M OFF TO CONTINUE MY PROJECT!
DEN OFF TO SCH!
DEN HAVING DANCE LATER!!! WHEEEEE!!!

Labels: life is great

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [8:27 AM]

Sunday, May 27, 2007

THIS IS HOME TRULY!
after talking on the phone with BROTHER SHAWN,
chatting with nelson n other peeps,
nelson;s comp got hanged and as received his sms dat he wont be coming online due to his comp,
i str8 away tell the rest of the ppl i chatting with dat i wanna sleep!
as i felt dead tired after dance training rite in the morning den wen shopping n walking the while day with WEI RONG & NELSON!
i went to sleep. n its around 12.30 midnight! haha
woke up by someone's sms realising the time is alr 1pm!!
i slept nearly 13 hrs!!
FELT SO GREAT!! hahaha..
wen online n WEI RONG is the first person to come talk to me,
chatted the whole day with weirong,xiao pei, keith,nelson and mervin!
wah i felt so GREAT STAYING at home the whole day!
slacking, chatting n watching lots of vids!
LIKE FINALLY a day i could lie down on my bed the whole day!
though i having test tmr i totally heck coz i simply cant get my ass up to do other things den slacking!! WHEEEEE!!!

cant wait for tmr
meeting NELSON at 1pm for lunch at SUGAR LOATHE!
den had 1 hr tutorial which would be my test!
den go do my project while waiting for WEI RONG to end sch at 5pm
den wait for NELSON! to finish
and lastly we gonna go shopping n dinner!!
WHAHHAAHH!! lolx

Labels: the new one

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:14 PM]

Saturday, May 26, 2007

I'M LOVIN IT
haha! well today was hell fun!
had dance at OSCHOOL at 9am today! so at 745am went meet ANDREAS & PANG YANG at bedok,took bus 2 n head to OSCHOOL! wah took like 45 mins to reach dat place..
damn tired due to our training dat end at 12 midnight ytd!!

dance dance dance till 12 noon den got some meeting, at 1245noon i went to change n headed down to RAFFLES CITY shopping centre to have lunch with wei qiang pang yang and andreas..
den WEIRONG came meet me.. so the rest left me n weirong went to suntec to window shop!
lotsa of nic stuffs but nv buy anything!
i remembered dat i had the PEPPERLUNCH ice cream coupons.. so both of us wen get ice cream each..ARGH!! SO NICE MAN!!
den sitting down at the coil pond suddenly wei rong think of eating carls junior!
wah song! den both of us like rushing to eat it ah!!

NELSON called telling us finished his training den he came down find us from bishan! hha..
went to meet him at city hall den we headed to lavender for beach rd to get stuffs!
got NELSON's frens army shirt done den cant find anything to buy!
its almost 7pm den weirong gotta get home for dinner!
so me n nelson went bugis to shop... searching for his yellow v neck shirt cant find! in the end he got a yellow shades!! HAHA! super funny..
but HE REALLY LOOK GOOD IN THAT SHADES!!
haha.. was shopping n shopping for hours... den desided to meet SILAS at his work place.. so we took train to PS den while waiting for SILAS! both me n nelson went SUBWAY to eat..
its 10 den silas off for work.. reach the mrt station nelson made his way home, den me n silas went to meet anoither fren CINDY! den we took train n headed to bedok, i went back home den silas n cindy went simpang bedok find their fren!!

GETTING NICE PHOTO! WELL NELSON HAND MORE STABLE DEN MINE LA!

WE LIED TO THE AUNTY JUST TO GET SOME PHOTOS WITH THIS COOL SHIRT!!
DAMN NICE RITE!!
HAHA!

WELL SHOPPING WITH NELSON IS DOPE! HE SUPER PARTICULAR AND HAVE A DAMN GOOD SENSE OF STYLE!! HAHAA..

Labels: fun fun fun

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:16 PM]

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Listen

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...

WHEN A SONG REFLECTS YOUR LIFE!

Labels: i am done believing in you

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:19 PM]

Monday, May 21, 2007

DANCE ORIENTATION PHOTOS & VIDEOS!
saturday was dance orientation!
it was freaking fun!
THE JUNIORS JUST ROCKS!
they were super brave and talented!! haha..
SALUTES TO THEM MAN!!!
cant wait to see them in studio and dancing together.. hahahaha.. weee!
TONNES OF LOVE FOR THEM!!

(after our wet games!!)

(we are wet!!)

(on our way to cpf mac to slack!!!)

(lightings sucks!!)

WE HAD FUN AT CPF MAC! WENT HOME WITH 2 JUNIORS AROUND 10 PLUS!!

Labels: happy me

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:23 PM]

PROUD TO BE ME!
haha first time in my whole life i m being very hard hearted!
i'm no longer the raazmy whom you can ignored for so long den come talk to me
den i be nice to u back!
sorry MR LIM YONG CHIANG! i m not ur dog!

♠ ¥•Ć❤ If I could escape, if i could be sweet... a father of 2!! ✖ says:
hi raazmy

Raazmy- dancer juniors rocks! The Big Groove says:
???

♠ ¥•Ć❤ If I could escape, if i could be sweet... a father of 2!! ✖ says:
asking

♠ ¥•Ć❤ If I could escape, if i could be sweet... a father of 2!! ✖ says:
if u got bsb, i'll never break your heart the song

Raazmy- dancer juniors rocks! The Big Groove says:
nope i don! we r quit remember i m no longer a fren of urs.. don come to me n ask to help u do blog,songs and stuffs den leave me alone! i m not a toy whom u can use to ask for help wen needed den u heck wen i m not needed.. u r a nice guy i have eva known but i m sorry with u around being part of my life all i can say i felt stupid..

Raazmy- dancer juniors rocks! The Big Groove says:
now u have frehies whom u can hang out everyday with u no longer need me!
u've change alot... i treasured n aprreciate wat u done b4, but i guess
u r more comfortable with the ppl around u, leave me alone and have a
good life..

Raazmy- dancer juniors rocks! The Big Groove says:
sorry, my phone u can sell as i still owe u money for the movies u treated me b4, i still owe u 20 bucks for the meal, the cab fare for ur bdae.. i don wish to see ur face anymore

♠ ¥•Ć❤ If I could escape, if i could be sweet... a father of 2!! ✖ says:
i will return ya phone by next mth

Raazmy- dancer juniors rocks! The Big Groove says:
nah no need

♠ ¥•Ć❤ If I could escape, if i could be sweet... a father of 2!! ✖ says:
nono

♠ ¥•Ć❤ If I could escape, if i could be sweet... a father of 2!! ✖ says:
i borrowed from u

Raazmy- dancer juniors rocks! The Big Groove says:
i don wan to see u anymore really

♠ ¥•Ć❤ If I could escape, if i could be sweet... a father of 2!! ✖ says:
...

Raazmy- dancer juniors rocks! The Big Groove says:
i borrowed from u too

Raazmy- dancer juniors rocks! The Big Groove says:
i don hate u i hate myself coz of u... so really don come to me or wat i don wish to see u as part of my life b4.

I'M SAD THAT I LOST A BUDDY!
BUT I M HAPPY I MADE A DECISION TO MAKE MY LIFE BETTER!
I DONT MIND LOSING YOU AS MY LIFE DOESNT GO BEYOND WITH YOU AROUND!

Labels: i am proud

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [1:09 AM]

Saturday, May 19, 2007

JAPANESE PORNSTAR!
been disturbing AH FOONG this!! well instead of telling her she look great with her business outfit!
she really look like a JAPANESE PORNSTAR instead!! haha
super fair skin, skinny and tall!! haha..
ah foong is gonna kill me anytime sia! haha..
dunno HTM student can be this great!! hahaah lolx..

BUSY DAYS!!
busy and hectic days had arrive!
ytd THURDAYS! after school went to OSCHOOL for dance! till 11.30pm lo..
wah tiring but fun lo!! the song so TECHNOISH!! haha!!
took cab home with pang yang, nicole and qiao wei..

den TODAY!!
FRIDAY! took cab to school at to meet KOK SHENG to pass him some stuffs!!
he was LATE! omg! but luckily my teacher was good enough to makr me present.. hahaz
the whole 4 hrs lab all i do is chat msn with XIAO PEI & JOSIAH!
xiao pei really made me go crazy lo...
rite after class rush down to DANCE STUDIO for rehearsal!!
change to full dress and made our way to TCC for stage marking!!
wah tcc so big n now the stage seems so small.. haha..
after 2 hrs in TCC we went off to ITAS for desert session n meeting of tmr orientation!!
went to meet KOK SHENG!! both of us hao lian on how high our kicks can go.. lolx
den he GAVE ME CAB FARE MONEY TO GO HOME!! aha..
coz i helped his class... haah..
den took cab with unice back to my house!!
reached home waited for JEAN to come online!
she sent me the stuffs! den i str8 away went offline took my house in my room n started calling all my DANCE JUNIORS!! regarding tmr orientation.. ahha..
from 8pm i call n call until 12 midnite.. HOW GREAT LO!!
calling ppl u nv see b4! haha..

came back online and now talking to gibby,silas, ah foong my lovely japanese pornstar, jeremy my boyfriend! roy my ass wiper and this random person just added me..

NOTE**
ON MONDAY KOK SHENG WILL BE THE HEAD WAITER AT THE HTM NEW RESTAURANT AT BLK 31.. DO COME N SUPPORT BUT NOT SABO YEAH!!

TO FUNGYONG BETTER TAKE CARE OF UR LEG YEAH..
REST WELL N IF IT GETS BAD GO SEE DOCTOR!

Labels: nv come back to me

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:30 AM]

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

FIONA XIE & JADE SEAH @ MAS AYU
alright!! the after school around 4 plus went to meet GUNAWAN at library den made way to my house n took my comp to his house for reformation!!
yeah went his house but found out my cd rom is spoilt so went to his guardian's house to take his cd rom!
went back to his house n install everything while waiting for it to finish reformatting we decided to go dinner, took bus 12 to SIGLAP RD there to eat as gunawan said its nice..
we gotta a hell of a suprise dat FIONA XIE & JADE SEAH was have filimg there..
GUNAWAN was like OMG! OMG! OMG!
they did their filiming n we sat opp tables as them!! haha..
both me n gunawan had our PATTAYA FRIED RICE!! hehe..

den we headed back to his house..
finished installing n me doin my cds project..
i found out dat the harddisk wasnt with me! but i remembered i brought
BUT gunawan said i nv bring.. so i called my brother up to find whether the harddisk is around my room or not..
BUT IT ISNT ANYWHERE TO BE FOUND!!
i got so paniced i rushed back home to find..
BUT STILL THERE ISNT ANY SIGN OF IT..
i keep on thinking where i placed it man!!
its nearly midnight n the harddisk is no where to be found..
AND WORST ITS NOT MINE!!!
i finally realised i took the harddish out of my plastic beg to show gunawan the cds i brought!
n its must be i left it in the bus!!
I GOT FREAKING LOST LA!! GOSH!! I DUNNO WAT TO DO LO...
i called gunawan n he gaved me sbs number.. but the hotline only works from 8am to 6pm..
die lo.. den i called GIBBY to tell him wat happened..
HIM being supportive tell me not to worry.. just go n sleep..
i got no choice but to be honest.. i went to talk to ARUNDAS online!
n for sure i received tonnes of scoldings!! well bo bian its my fault!!
i switch the comp oiff coz i m freaking streesed out!!
so i i forced myself to sleep.. woke up around 7.30am but the whole nite i kept waking up coz i got too worried!!

I SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY!!
i realised sat i don feel like goin sch today! i called sbs up they said they nv find anything!
i nearly CRIED!! in less den 1 min the phone rang n i answered.. they said they found it!!
i was like THANK GOD!!! i washed my face n str8 go to BEDOK INTERCHANGE n took the harddisk!! i called gibby up tell him abt it n called arundays n tell him the good news!!
I COULD HEAR THE JOY HE HAD WHILE HE IS SPEAKING TO ME ON THE PHONE!!..
i reached home move all the datas back to my comp den i packed his harddisk back in the original plastic beg den kept in my beg.. ahaah..
so today i faced my comp the whole day..
BUT DO PRACTICE MY DANCE MOVES AH!! tmr having training at OSCHOOL!
friday is FULL DRESS at TCC!!.. SAT GOT TRAINING AGAIN.. den orientation for the juniors!!
OMG I'M LOVING LIFE!! HAHAZ..
well today i was entertain by my dance junior name CHERYL! i dunno who is she but she send pretty lots of messages!! haha...
I PANGSEI BROTHER MING TODAY!!
suppose to meet him for study at tampines mart..
but i don feel like goin as i don wan to spend so much money...
haha.. i still got my bills to settle.. haha..
well tmr gonna start sch at 9 i better sleep early as today i dance too much!! haha...

GOODNITE PEOPLE!
AND TO JEREMY, DON LET ME SEE UR CAT, I GOIN TO CUDDLE IT UNTIL IT FALLS IN LOVE WITH ME!!

Labels: i'm happy with my life now

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [8:28 PM]

Monday, May 14, 2007

PHOTOS AND VIDEOS UPDATES!!
firstly i wan share with u guys photos of this cool designed bus that GIBBY took few days ago!!wen i saw the photos he showed me, wah i m really amazed by how creative ppl can be.. haha

NICE RIGHT!!! OMG!!!

ok! i was browsings some vids of my dance in youtube, den i found this vid dat totally made me laughed my arse off!!
KOK SHENG YOU DAMN KUKU IN DAT VIDEO LO!!

super funny lo!!!
OK I IN LOVE WITH THIS VID
AS I ALREADY LOVE THE SONG..
AND ALSO I LOVE THE DRESSING STYLE OF THE GUY IN FRONT... OMG SO COOL!!!

FUNNY PHOTO TAKEN WEN I WAS AT SENTOSA!!

13 MAY!

SUNDAY! HAHAHA.

wa this was one of the day dat i rested the whole day at home n slack around!!

my msn got prob and blogger just makes me so annoyed.. wat i did was went to watch SKY HIGH with my bro, den JEREMY called me to come down as he just finished gyming behind my house.. so i went down to meet him.. he bought me BUBBLE TEA, we played some BBALL for like 1/2 an hour, its was disastrous as my neck hurt badly due to wrong position of sleeping!! haha..

had family dinner den back to slacking,slept pretty early coz i wan to wake up n watch CARTOONS on DISNEY channel!! hahaha..

aites now i m in sch blogging!

cant wait for my sch to finish n go SMU FOR DANCE!!! yayayayaay!!

today I M GONNA STUFFS MYSELF WITH SUBWAY!! HAHAHA LOLX..

Labels: i am loving life

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [1:03 PM]

Saturday, May 12, 2007

IN NEED TO...
wah song ytd and today had audition,
n todays audition i had to be in sch at 830am to help out in studio..
left my house around 815 n saw priscialla in the bus!!
wah we crap like mad telling each other we cant wait for more camps to attend!!
reached school went to cheers to get my NUTRISOY!! den back to squash court to see more ppl..
haha, UNFORTUNATELY only unice was there.. so talk abit den ANDREAS came..
me n him went to search for the uncle to get the studio kep.. waited damn long..
some dancers who wan audi came pretty early man!! haha
GOOD ATTITUDE.. be early for classes!! hahaa..
got the key set up the booth den GIN arrive..
went to talk to her n we really crap like nobody business.. haha..
9.30am
the audi started i just stand in the centre of the studio to demo them in case they cant see the front view..
today had 3 slots.. after the audi we started with for grad day training..
wah the sng used super techno but the chereo is super cool!!
cant wait to dance at tcc next next monday n wed!!

after training which was like around 1 plus..
me,xiao pei,mei qi,jean,pris and qiao wei went century to have our lunch..
reaching the i realised i wasnt feeling well..
whole body aching like mad..
even xiao pei said i was damn quiet today..
but realy i didnt have enough sleep for the past few days..
kept talking on the phone late night and went for late night taking session under the voiddeck or for supper with frens..
and also long time nv dance.. today ytd n today really dance like a mad dog!! haha

AND NOW I SERIOUSLY THINK I NEED TO HAVE LOTS N LOTS OF REST!!
quizzes is coming up.. LOTS OF PERFORMANCES R WAITING..

cant wait for BIG GROOVE..
feel so honoured to be invited n perform.. a chance to watch very very good daners n dance on the same stage!! OMG!!! ahaha...

OH WELL WAS SLEEPING N FONGYUNG TALK TO ME ONLINE.. DINT MANAGE TO REPLY BUT NOW HE IS NOT REPLYING ME. DUNNO WHERE TO GONE TO ALSO.. HAHA..

Labels: tired tired tired sick sick sick

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [9:34 PM]

Friday, May 11, 2007

THANKS FUNGYONG!
well today start pretty busy.. went sch at 8am den went forself break n was late for lab again!
nv even do the lab coz i freaking don understand at all..
me gibby john and nirej started playing BINGO for the whole lab!
even rebekah said we were damn nosy.. haha..
ANYWAY! skipped for lec n went to meet the dancers for orientation meeting at BIZ PARK!
den meeting for abt 1/2 hour rushed back to ENGINE block 25 to meet weiqiang for meeting..
den at 1pm rushed back to biz park to meet JANICE & JOYCE for lunch..
they treated me lunch today haha.. hang out with them for an hour.. BITCHING around!!
den jan went for class i went off to SIMPANG to meet my parents..
sat there for a while den went off back home to take cable n rush back to sch for DANCE AUDITION!!
while in bus FUNG YONG called me ask where m i? so i told him to meet me in 5 mins timeat squash court! den i was busy in studio nv go out find him.. he called again n he told me he upstairs walking!!
i sounded pretty bad due to my cough and tirednes,, he said i SOUND sick! haha..
so i went out to meet him as he wanted to watch the audition..
I WAS SO SURPRISE HE BOUGHT ME ALOE VERA WATER!
haha.. like so random bought me drinks to clear my throat.. haha..
REALLY THANKS FOR THE CONCERN..
he supposed to go for outing with his frens but ended up not goin coz of the audition..
den he waited for me until i finished helping out the audition..
felt really bad coz i went in to help out coz GIN HURT HER BACK..
den he was like all outisde waiting.. hmmmm...
ended up everything den rushed to pack my stuffs n went eat dinner with FUNGYONG, PY AND GUNAWAN!!
went to buy my cheng teng den went PRATA SHOP eat our late dinner.. haha..
after makaning!! went took bus with gunawan home.. left fungyong alone have to take 8 alone form the opp side..
oh well he soon gonna move to hougang.. so nearer.. haha.. lolx..

OK DONE FOR TONIGHT!! TMR NEED BE IN SCHOOL AT 830AM FOR ANOTHER SLOTS OF AUDITION!! CANT WAIT TO MEET THE DANCERS.. HAHA..

Labels: care and concern

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:26 PM]

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

I'M A HAPPY BOY!!

BROTHER KOK SHENG! design this for me.. still thinking of how to cut it n do the tattoo thing on my back eh!! haha it looks super cool ah..
THANKS kok kok for the design!! will go ur booth n support u lo..

and THANKS to GUNAWAN for editting my blog, coz recently dunno whether blogger or my comp having this shit thing where i cant edit my post.. haha.. CHUI!!..

today I WASNT LATE FOR SCH!
maybe 5 mins!! lolx.. but the lab was damn boring!! supposed to go break for 20 mins but i took like 1/2 hour lo.. really go waste time n eat.. but after the break was more fun coz we gotta do our own lab without listening to his monotonous voice!! haha..

after lab went for the STUPID APEL 2!! waste 10 mins den ciao for lunch!!
went to meet MONG,ROSIE,JANICE AND FRENS!! fr lunch! but i nv eat anything coz too full!! haha..

they left for jap class den i went library, saw MING XIAN!! den went play comp together, she do her research i went to watch youtube.. haha..
den i went for my cds!! ARGH!! LOTSOF THINGS TO DO FOR CDS LO!! ALOT OF MONEY INVESTED ALSO!! SIANSSSS!!!

after cds! rushed to sports complex for dance audition!! i went to help the modern ppl with the first slot.. den second slot don really have dat many ppl so i went for the audi at the second slot..
quite fun.. but felt my techniques got bad to worst now!!!
BUT I GOT IN LA!! but still need work extra hard!!
waited for the rest to finish! den we went opp sch have our supper!!!
haha RYAN CAME WITH US ALSO!!
his like UBER FUNNY!!! made us laugh our arse off!!!
realising its like 11pm we decided to get back home as tmr sch at 9am!! sians sians sians!!!!!!

I LIKE SLEPT FOR ONLY 2 HRS THE DAY BEFORE DUE TO ENTERTAINING THE HORNY DARRYL, HORNY GUY WHO BECAME AN EMO KIA!!! haha.. bloody nonsense freako!!

ALRIGHTS!! GOODNITES EVERYONE!
I'M VERY HAPPY NOWADAYS!!
MAYBE I REALISED I CHANGED ALOT.. HAHAHA...

Labels: oh too bad buddy its not working for me anymore

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:39 PM]

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

HIPHIP HURRAYY!!!
too busy ytd so nv even manage to chat online!!
lets recall wat happened!!
SUNDAY NIGHT!!
was busy chatting online and browsing thru the net DEAREST DARRYL called me to meet him under my house.. its was like midnight!!
he had some problems so yeah just went down to meet him..
since his EMOING!! i brought down my candles light on on the table den me n him emo together..
haha sad sad darryl! first time seen him tearing.. but i m pretty mean i do make fun of him..
coz he used to laughed at me wen i had problems too..
we ended our emoing nite nearing 4am.. i asked him to go home and rest den me go home bathe str8 away sleep coz i had sch at 12 noon.. hahah

MONDAY!!
went for the first lec and skip another lec to go slack!
den came back for one tut den dats it for sch!! haha..
me nirej arun gibby and glen went itas to eat and continue slacking...
den went to library to play with arun's laptop while waiting for unice to come find me..
she was freaking late la..
unice came den went to biz sch to meet jean..
gunawan aka megawati joined us too...
we went slack at biz park den realising its like late we decided to go home coz i need to call like 100 over ppl!!
so went to take 15 to sent jean unice and pris to inter den me n gunawan took 67 back..
once i reached home i started calling the dance peeps for audition!!
wah calling them is pretty exciting.. its like i dunn who r they n they dunno who i m..
I LOVE ENTERTAINING THEM MAN!!
den went to rest for a while.. realising alot of ppl were talking to me on msn even though i pu busy!!...
TOOK A BREAK! DEN BROTHER SHAWN CALLED ME!
but i told him to call later coz i m pretty busy.. in the end i leave the contact list ne corner n called him..
WAH WE TALKED SUPER LONG SIA!! UNTIL I REALISED I M USING MY HP TO CALL HIM... BUT I REALLY HAD FUN TALKING TO HIM AH.. SUPER LOTS OF NONSENSE!!
REALLY MISSED THOSE TIMES QUARRELING WITH HIM OVER THE PHONE LIKE 2 IDIOTS QUARRELLING OVER SMALL THINGS!!

well den we decided to stop talking and me continue calling those dancers..
cant imagined i start calling them from like 8pm n i eneded at like 11 30pm.. haha..
i can even remember wat i said to them lo.. haha!!
went to sleep around 3am due to entertaining some gundus only!!
STUPID JEREMY KEPT TALKING ABT ONE NIGHT STAND..

TODAY IS TUESDAY!!
HAHA..
ok, went sch a little late coz i m forever nv punctual... went for 1 tutorial den skipped 2 lecs and go find place to eat.. went to meet gibby fren koon peng!!
haha i think he enjoyed my company.. but john got bo bian with me.. haha lolx..
went for another tutorial den end of sch!!
OHYA SAW BRENDON SOH!! wah super miss him alot sia.. last time we always emo together at the bridge!! haha..
okay den i went library alone to do research on my cds project! argh wenever i wan do project i feel damn sian lo...
manage to draw abit only..
den went to meet jean unice n ah foong at biz park!! we had a stupidest dinner ever!!
-$2 FRIES
-$2 WEDGES
-$2 PANCAKES
-$2.80 NUGGETS
-$2 HASHBROWNS
-$1 MOCHA
-$3 PEACH TEA!

i took like freaking alot of maya for unice to eat or drink!! hahaha...
well purpose of meeting is to discuss abt the auditions n the taggins but we ended up eating den discussing!!
after dinner we even went to play games outside bz sch!
den went opp sch get stuffs for taggings as well as my stationery!!
met gunawan in e bus den we headed home!!

I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT FRIDAY!!
TATTOO AT KOK SHENG'S BOOTH! HAHA!!

aite dats it for today!! tmr having sch at 8am.. den got audfition till late n i have only 2 hr break.. haha.. wish me luck for tmr.. ciaoz GOODNITE!!

Labels: lets go wild

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [9:06 PM]

Monday, May 7, 2007

WONDERFUL WEEKENDS!
SATURDAY!
haha suppose to go to sch at 10am to meet jean and unice they all to help call dance people for audition BUT i woke up like 3pm.. haha
felt so bastard coz i told them i will help in the end i overslept due to thorning at cpf mac with OPHIX ppl.. hahaha...
so don really had plans.. just heard abt some plan at vivo but i was too lazy to travel all the way there la..
so just chat around, den KOK SHENG come talk to me, so we chatted n chatted until i realised he was late for his gathering.. he asked me how to come bedok 85 market.. i direct him den he asked me come along with him eat dinner together with him n the SL members..
at first paisei la coz he said he smsed 30 pplz to gather.. all from BIZ sch i m the only from engine..
he persuaded me say if i nv come i will be alone at home.. haha
den yeah went meet him at 85 market.. saw some familiar faces.
gotta know more new frens.. like AARON,CHERYL,DANIEL,KANDIS,DARREN, APPLE AND SAM...
not forgetting the familiar faces there la.. GUNAWAN A.K.A MEGAWATI AND JESSY BESSY.. HAHA...
we ate damn alot ah..
-STRINGRAY
-SATAY
-BBQ CHICKEN
-OYSTER OMELLETE
-CARROT CAKE
-BA CHOR MEE
-SUGARCANE!!!

haha, n each of us only spend 8 bucks lo.. so cheap cheap
gotta know KOK SHENG nv eat egg.. lol.. he said the smell not nice.. haha..
nonsense sia he..
den after eat we decided to go watch movie.. so took bus all the way to tampines mall n try to search for movie.. either spiderman or 200 pounds beauty.. lol..
but no more seats all full.. den went century to watch this malay horror movie.. but its wasnt a good idea.. coz we walked around searching for place to slack..
in the end went to sit at tm MAC!! ahah..
well we got crazy over stupid lame jokes..
KOK SHENG got lots of it..
den DARREN with his racist jokes.. haha..
den we start playing ice breaking games which lead to FORFEIT!!
i kenna once, lucky it isnt dat bad..
den its like midnight.. haha.. me n kok sheng were like rushing for our last bus..
sent kok sheng to his bus stop and waited for his 27..
den after he boarded the bus i went to take my 168 home.. haha
back home continur chatting...

SUNDAY!!
haha woke up at 9am due to my mum scream at me coz i don wan eat breakfast..
wa its been ages since he asked me to eat la..
so no choice wake up n go eat my yummy donuts.. haha..
den slack and play with my stupid brothers.. we played soccer at home right early in the morning.. den watched POWER RANGERS together.. hahaah..
den its like 12noon where i find the time passed pretty slow..
went online talk to brother ming den he went MIA!! haha
just wan sleep MING JIANG smsed me ask me go QUEENSWAY buy shoes..
like so random ask me go shopping with himm.. i couldnt decide coz firstly i m broke, secondly i don feel like goin out everyday.. haha..
i told him to wait for me to decide.. wah he kept on smsing me ask how how how... lolx..
so i plan to take a nap while deciding in my dreams..
AND GUESS WAT!
I WOKE UP AT 630PM!! HAHAHAAH
THANKS TO JANICE!!
she called me like 10 times but i nv ans coz i put on silent..
in the end she PERSONALLY COME TO MY HOUSE AND KNOCKED MY ROOM!! haha
so paisei ah.. felt bad also she bought me FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES! but i nv really eat chocolate... i ate like 5 pieces den i asked her eat all.. haha..
den went dinner with her at the nearest coffee shop.. haha i only eat fries coz my mum got cook at home.. haha..
she cab back home den i went home eat den do research for my cds proj...
i kept on doin research but i seriously dunno where to start.. haha

ARGH I PANGSEI MY OLD BROS LO TODAY!! WE LIKE NV MEET FOR AGES, TODAY THEY ASK ME MEET THEM BUT I NV COZ I M FREAKING TIRED!!
but i superly miss them ah.. esp KIANGTUCK.. he kept on looking for me.. even wrote me testi to call me.. hahahahaa....
well...
I WENT TO WATCH 200 POUNDS BEAUTY INSTEAD OF DOIN PROJECT!! HAHA...
THANKS KEN FOR THE LINKS!!

WELL TMR 12 NOON GT LEC BUT I THINK I GO SCH AT 2PM FOR TUT END AT 3 DEN GO START MY PROJECT DEN MEET UNICE AT 4PM FOR SOME DANCE STUFFS... HAHA

Labels: i'm enjoying life

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:25 AM]

Saturday, May 5, 2007

SPIDERMAN3 TOUCHED OUR HEARTS!
i went to watch SPIDERMAN3 twice on the same day..
at first went with my classmates after school met them at century square, as i skipped my lec to find my parents...
went to watch the 2.10pm show..
i do teared abit towards the end of the show..
saw benjamin tearing also.. very touching..

den after the show i rushed back to school to find books for my project..
was in the library for about 45 mins searching for books..
den at 6pm went down to meet the fellow gls for impt meeting..
discussed den plan here n there den waited for yuan long and malcolm to finish thier stuffs n we headed to TM for my second spiderman3 with my ophix peeps!!
we bored mac and long john for dinner n sneak into the theathe..
lol.. the show started, this time the crowd is more WHOA..
heard alot of laughter AS WELL AS PPL TEARING..
jia yu and jolene was crying badly.. i felt really touched upon watching it too...
den after the movie its time for us to LEPAK ONE CORNER!!
took a damn long time to go where to lepak..
finally we decided to go CPF mac to lepak..
sat down had ice cream some even bought mac for supper..
played truth or dare.. and lastly we trashed out our personally problems..
talk and talk and we found out THE MONTH OF APRIL ISNT A GOOD MONTH FOR ALL OF US...
BREAK UPS, QUARRELLS.. AND LOTS OF SHITS HAPPEN..

MY REFLECTION ON SPIDERMAN3 STORYLINE!
though its abit jumpy scenes but truely i was really touched my how LOVE,CARE AND CONCERN CAN LEAD THEM!!
love changed ppl.. either bad or good..
went you're hurt you really don feel like doin anything..
by dat time we tend to think alot, y it happen n stuffs?
until we came to the point to become very very sensitive, to got blown up easily..

in addition!
i was really touched by peter parker(spiderman) and his harry osbrone(green goblin junior)...
though lots of things happen to them.. knowing the truth lead them to support one another..
helped each other.. EVEN SACRIFICE THIER LIFE TO SAVE THEIR BUDDY..
quotation from harry!
"i came to save and help you, BUDDY go for it!"..
i was damn damn touched ah..
reflecting my life and the storyline.. argh!!

I CAME TO A POINT THAT I HATE MY MINDSET!
between me and my buddy?
he called us a quit.. but till today i treasure him alot..
he came to me on msn and ask me for help regarding his fren;s blog..
i went to help i tried my best to help.. i was being extra soft hearted..
i felt happy coz he made the first move to talk to me after blocking me from msn..
i even said sorry to him.. but he nv even say any apologies to me..
i felt damn curious, who m i?
why you treat me like a sparetyre..
you said we r quit but you came to the point of unblocking me den dare to ask me for help..
after dat SILENCE!!
even see me in sch no "HI" no nothing...
i was IGNORED!!
i simply hate my mindset coz i always remember of the past we shared..
talking and trashingout problems.. goin out for shopping n movies..
accompanying go for shopping..
YOU TREATING ME MOVIES..
but now everything change..
i know i felt the changes but my mindset nv change..
YOU CHANGED REALLY ALOT.. i don blame.. time change ppl do change..
BUT Y I DONT CHANGE?
Y I STILL TREASURE U AS A FREN OR BUDDY?
WHY WHY WHY?
i simple hate myself for being who i m now?
I FELT REALLY STUPID BEING THERE FOR U..
BUT I JUST CANT HELP IT..

I JUST WISH ITS EITHER WE BECOME FRENS OR WE R NOTHING AT ALL= STRANGERS!
i prefer it dat way.. i had enoug of putting extra concern to someone to don deserve to be given all this shit..

though i m not religious! i pray hard that one day you will be treated the way you treat me..
i m not cursing but I M REALLY HURT!

Labels: i hate myself because of you

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:50 PM]

Thursday, May 3, 2007

WHAT HAD HAPPENED!!!
seriously theres something wrong about me this few days!!
i kept on overslept, and its continuously..
shit man!!
ytd suppose to start school at 8am.. i plan to wake up at 630am.. set my alarn at 615am.. i woke up n tell myself 630 den go bathe...
IN THE END, I BLOODY WOKE UP AT 7.55AM
which was like 5 mins before sch starts?
i bathe like a mad dog.. rushed to flag a cab but too many people and its raining..
i took the bus and reach school nearly 9am..
n its my 4 hours of lab..
lucky the teacher was good enough to mark me present.. haha

DEN TODAY!!
class start at 9am.. i set to wake up at 730am.. but nicely i wokr up at 830am..
rush again.. but i left my toilet at 9am.. where class already started.. AND I HAVE MY BLOODY TEST DURING DAT TIME!
rush for bus.. reached sch at 930am had 20 mins for my test..

went for maths lec coz my tutor also teached in the lecture, so he told us today lec impt for quiz 1 and term test..
went n received lots n lots of clues ah..
den skip the next lec and go biz park to eat.. saw ophix peeps there.. so my classmates and ophix join and we ate together..
slack around.. finish sch went itas to eat fried rice with gibby n nirej..
den went watched rugby match with JESLYN..
YAY!! TP WON!! haahahaha...
JESSY GOT DAMN HAPPY AH... haha..
den went to meet SILAS they all n go for dinner..
met some ophix gls at techno.. i had my DIMSUM.. den chat chat chat until we realised its really time to go home.. haha..

WELL IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!!
NOT DAT I THINK HIGHLY OF MYSELF OR WAT AH..
BUT PLEASE IF ANYONE ASKED FOR MY EMAIL ADDRESS OR HP NUMBER, PLEASE SEEK FOR MY PERMISSION.. I REALLY DON LIKE PPL CALL ME RANDOMLY AND ASK ME STUFFS DAT IS REALLY NONE OF MY BUSINESS... LIKE AS IF ASKING ME THIS KIND OF QUESTION ONLY I KNOW?? REALLY PLEASE SEEK FOR MY PERMISSION..
I DON LIKE ANSWERING CALLS WITH NUMBER DAT I DUNNO...

PEACE OUT.. time to do project!!

Labels: why you again

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [11:33 PM]

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

BAD BAD SERVICE!
today suppose go tow, had some plan with MING JIANG! go town find some magazines..
in the end he went exercise den wan go sleep.. so i think i shldnt continue the plan with him..
i also feel like slacking at home and listen to songs n hoping to watch tv after ages..
HOWEVER!!
do or die i have to get those magazines..
around 3 plus plan OPHIX dinner!!
spread the news den suppose to leave home at 630 to go TM TIMES to search for the mag n meet nick n iman at mac at 7.. but i left my house at 650 instead.. haha
rushed like one dog at TIMES.. just grab a random fashion magazines and rush to meet them..
reached mac but i forgot to top up my ez link.. so rushed back to mrt to top up..
DOLYCE called she said she reached alr.. den she also mention she don feel comfortable being alone at the playground!!
so i woke ming up and asked him go find dolyce.. haha
after topping up my card.. went back to mac.. saw eileen and the gang.. den saw dexter also..
so everyone took the same bus and go MR PRATA..
wah seriously today SERVICE WAS FREAKING BAD...
i felt like taking my beg n go somewhere else to eat...
EVEN THE FRESHIE TOLD ME I GOT FRUSTRATED EASILY...
freaking nonsense lo.. we cant make noise in the coffee shop and the reason is people are eating..
i cant even combine table coz it suppose to make way for ppl to walk?
LIKE WTF!! the coffee shop is huge n theres no other space to walk me.. MUST WALK at the place where we sat and eat??? damn nonsense..
den the person there scared we nv pay for our food,. kept pestering us to pay even though he haven eat finish...

after eating i really felt like eating ice cream..
brother ming acc me to minimart to get oce cream BUT don find the flavour dat i wan.. so we headed to basketball court to slack.. some went to play basketball but me n the rest of them sat down and create a new game.. play play play..
DEN POLICE COME!!!!!
hahaha.... nick got scared.. but dolyce damn ZAI!! she say nothin will happen..
BROTHER MING explain some stuffs to the polieman.. den we continue chatting.. den headed home!!
ooo tmr 8am class..
tmr theres OPHIX dinner... THURS I GOT TEST... n i dunno wen can i study!! lolx... arghh..
so many happening things happen and one go..
SORRY EMOMO LOVER CANT JOIN YOU FOR LA HIP HOP TMR..
promise i will acc u one day go for dance classes!!!

Labels: why you

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:08 AM]

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

OPHIX! SIMPLY THE BEST
lets start with school!!
suppose to start sch at 12 noon but i woke up at 11.30..
rushed like mad and met john at mushroom and headed for lecture!!
skipped another lecture with john and nirej , went canteen for our lunch!! hahaha..
den headed to library to meet the super late gibby.. slack n slack den go for tutorials and lab.. lab was crazy... its just like SSMAT.. super boring yet super hard to solve all the equations..
had to stayed back for like 1/2 an hour to finish the lab work..

school ended! went to meet the ophix pepps outisde library..
suppose to have meeting but cancelled due to GLS bad attendance..
so we decided to go biz park for dinner with the freshies whom had gathered there..
i had my fried rice.. den more n more ophix members joined us..
play and play and play..

jy,eileen, jiayu.ryan and me.. used malcolm laptop to disturb his frens.. we really laughed our ass off.. we really disturb his frens until they got super super DULAN!!
jy and his WANNA TOUCH?..
damn freaking erotic.. lol

den dolcye came from home..
she on her apple laptop.. den jy, me and malcolm went over her place..
den den den
malcolm,me,jy,lynette and dolcye decided on camwhoring.. we used her webcam to take pics of ourselves..
AND GUESS WAT??
we took over 70 PICS..
total craziness la... haha but its freaking cool..

HERE ARE SOME OF THE PHOTOS TAKEN!!!!!!

(mirror mirror on the wall!!)

(shocking black and white)

(look at lynette!!!)

(cool textiles..!)

(negatively scary!!)

(we glowed!!!)

(i'm trying to act cute)

(EMO!!!)

(arghhhhh!!!)

(wah super act cute lo!!!)

(okay!!)

(i love this pic!!)

(hahahah.. we got amzed by this!!)

(funny faces and poses!!)

(i got big boobs!! wanna compare??)

alright!! suppose to overnight at siewlin house..
but last min cancel due to some probs..
so sad ah...
felt sorry for dolcye she went back home happily wan go overnight but she had to go home again!!

CHOMP CHOMP TIME!!
well as promised to post pics of our dinner at chomp chomp..

WE SIMPLY LOVE BUNNY!!

(cute rite??)

(jy trying to act cute...)

(ryan super look like gal la!!)

(she seriously look like one!!)

(yuan long one word for u.. CUI'!!)

(the bunny hairband belongs to her!!)

(haha ming mang mong)

(haha yeah u r cute la!!!)

(ophix a.k.a emo!!)

(peace!!)

(say cheese!!)

(lets go to RYAN!!)

(dark but nice!!)

(ophix trademark!)

(o o o o o o o o)

(amazed!!)

(JY!! don gooooo!!!)

(hahahaa.. jy and his nuisance!! lolx)

(good.. yay!! he came back!!)

(EHHH!!!! wats datll)

( YEAH!! WE ROCK!!)

yupz!! dats all... cant post all if not i gonna die of clicking.. haha

MATT SENT ME A TESTI..
telling me someone is obsessed with my legs and butt..
WTF! nonsense lo...
eh i just come back from rugby match de.. how can i wear so nice rite.. i also lazy to wear nice nice everyday lo... hahaha

aite! dats it for today.. i gotta town and search for foreign fashion magazines for tmr class.. sad sad sad!!!
HOPE TO SEE OPHIX TODAY! HAHA

OHYA!! DANCE GOIN TO RESUME THIS SATURDAY!! WHEEE SO HAPPY LA.. MISS AHLAM SIA!!
PREPARING FOR GRADUATION NITE.. HAHAHAHA...

Labels: you made the first move

I won't ask you to stay, i'd rather walk away [12:06 PM]