it's my life

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

WE ARE QUIT!
yes people me and best buddy whom i am very proud with, the one you guys keep saying why i treated him so good, why i wasted my time effort and money just for a friend and yes we are finally over!!

all i can say is that all this while i had been the biggest loser cum asshole who tot by using money and sacrifices can earn a frienship!

TO YOU LIM YONG CHIANG! COME TO STR8 TO MY FACE AND SAY THAT I M THE STUPIDEST HUMAN ON EARTH TO HANG ON WITH YOU N TOLERATE YOUR NONSENSE FOR A YEAR!
all you can do for this friendship are!
RAAZMY! YOU FREE? HELP ME FIND SONGS?
RAAZMY! YOU FREE? I WANT GO BUY SLIPPER?
RAAZMY! YOU FREE? MY COMP SPOILT, I WAN GO REPAIR AT SIM LIM?
RAAZMY! this and that!!

seriously who i am to you? i trusted you so much that i find it worthless if i stop pushing myself to tell u how much this frenship is impt to me.. and well this is how you treated me back.. IGNORE ME!
sms, msn, email ,friendster msg! all you don bother to say anything..
even i call hear my voice you hung up?

tell me people how stupid i m to spent hundreds over dollars for a friend just for his birthday.. waited under the block with a damn cake.. trying his best to convince a fren how much this meant to him.. n in return he was ignore, given a fucking attitude..

even a sign of saying HI is just lifting up the eye brow and walked away..
RAAZMY!! REALLY Y R YOU THIS STUPID!

n YONG! your phone spoil, i know i got nth to do with it.. none of my business, but i know how difficult it is for us not to have phone.. i personally took a bus to your house and pass you my damn phone..
even you need sociology book for quizzes, i have to bring all the way to your house!
WHAT IS THIS..? r u a human or wat?

you like a girl.. we talked abt it for hours on phone, trying to tell you get out of ur own world n see whats goin on with the world outside.. all my breathe n words r wasted.. even wen i plan for an outing just for the both of you to know each other well, you blame me for not giving you a chance to talk to her.. WTF! i kept on asking you to say something.. but you shy, paisei.. den walk slowly n behind like a bloody dog..

YEAH EVERYTHING I WRONG!! you r always right?

even you wan to join gl.. need me to help you n push you go for interview.. YES we got in n go for otc camp.. FO starts, you met n become closer with your empire gls.. meet new freshie.. is that a reason for you to ignore me? for you to give me YOUR BIG FUCK ATTITUDE?
tell me wheres the respect i suppose to get from you? you wan people to respect you for who u r? but u give this kind of shit attitude towards the biggest loser like me?

you initiated to end this friendship if i call you one more time.. just to let you know the phone i am calling is MY FUCKING PHONE AH!!
all i wish from you is to have a heart ah.. feel how other ppl feel esp to those to sacrifice thier life coz of you!! i've been stupid enough to tolerate your pride and ego for one yr.. all i wish is that ONE DAY SOMEONE YOU TREASURE THE MOST WILL TREAT YOU JUST THE WAY YOU TREATED ME!! WHAT I CAN TELL YOU IS THAT GROW UP TO BE A HUMAN WITH A HEART.. till death i tell you that what goes around comes around!!

(the last shot of an insincere buddies?)

BACK TO BUSINESS!!
DANCEWORKS competition just ended!! really had sosososo much fun there..
but before goin any futher some photos of our practices!!

(practising hard!!)

(the day before comp!!)

FINALLY THE DAY ARRIVED!!
met xiao pei at 8am to make our way to NUS for our hair to be styled!
we reached there pretty early waited for the rest to come.. had our breakfast den headed down to the salon.. we do our hair until we got late for the registration.. futhermore some ppl lost thier way there.. argh!!

reached backstage at around 12.30pm, rush for stage run den full dress rehearsal.. den finally preparation of touching up of hair n make ups..

(practice and prepare!!)

(more practices!!)

(guys rocks!!)

(TPDE gorgeous babes!!)

(SEXAY!!)

(nicole and me.. 4 yrs together as a team in DANCEWORKS!)

(dear shu juang)

(serene my dance junior came to support!!)

TPSU SUPPORTERS ROCKS TO THE MAX!!!

well we tried our best! we came in third! pretty unexpected but we had lots of fun esp after our dance we were sitting backstage playing with tanglin sec dancers.. they are so damn adorable yet really crazy bunch of people!!

after comp.. taking photos with the supporters.. me and the SU people went supper together at 85 market! ate pretty alot.. LAUGH EVEN MORE!! haha..
SUDDENLY this man caught our attention!!

(ROLF!!!!!)

headed home after midnight!! rest n sleep need to prepare for the day after pot luck party!!
i made bbq chicken.. the pot luck party was fun!! esp with SU people around.. they are really funny and love creating jokes around!!

HOWEVER!! photos will be updated once huan yang sent it to me..

headed home with rinna,xiao pei and unice.. took a cab.. they sent me home.. it was nearly 2 am.. i still haven packed my stuffs for my FO camp!! decided to sleep and wake up at 630am to packed!! lolx.. last min lo..

THE DAY I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR ARRIVED!!
suppose to reached sch by 7.45am.. yeah i reached sch around 7.30am.. but to me its pretty early so decided to meet the rest at mac for breakfast.. but nv eat coz been eating alot the day b4..
FOW was fun.. met this freshie name RYAN!! so is so funny until i really cant stop laughing wen i see his face.. he can be crazy yet very very shy type of person.. he in my sub empire also.. play around with him all the time.. second day he still come.. play even more..
AND 3RD!! we came out with this lame game which makes our empire go crazy over this hand sign game.. the game really made us much more clser.. got to know more crazy people like derek and jiansheng.. they also addicted to that handsign game!! play n play n play..
even during HUNT GRY game we play... receive complains from the programmer abt us being childish but heck ah..
RESULTS TIME!!
YES WE MADE IT FIRST FOR FOW!!
2 STARS FOR US!!
CHAMPION FOR OTC AND FOW!!

(my favourite freshie!! he is crazy yet SHY!)

(ryan with his elephant walk!)
AFTER THE FOW!!
the freshies waited for us at the sports gallery while the gls r having their briefing!!
finally we r done.. took our begs n off to cpf with the freshies... at mac more fun came.. play more dumb games.. esp with ryan derek n jiansheng around.. haha..

of back home around 2 plus..
went to sleep and prepare for FOC!!
first day FOC!1 meet with the new freshie.. though they r a little quiet.. but den during the night games they we super high until our programmer join us with our s league dance.. hahaha...
since the unexpected number of freshies attend there were not enough food for us.. therefore after bath n most freshie went to sleep.. me n the rest went out for late night supper?
cant remember wat he had ah.. but we talk pretty lots of crap..

second day was boring due to the rain.. n all programmes were canclled.. had a bad day but the performance night by the freshies were awesome.. JEREBORNE look damn cute with his mini dress!!!

most fow freshie came down to support.. play with ryan derek and jiansheng during jam n hop..
went to battle some folks also.. its was fun but the choices of songs r not dat good ah!!

third day was abit down coz all of us were drained out.. though we didnt get champion.. but we still got champion for OTC AND FOW! hahaha... OPHIX FOREVER ROCKS LO..
when cpf on the last day again.. haha.. more fun.. had lots of responses created by our fellow gls..
n its pretty insulting yet freaking hilaious!! lol...

(FOC Empire photo!!)

alright! more photos of FOW/FOC went jackson come back sg!! hahaah...
NOW I M DEAD BUZY WITH DANCE EVERYDAY PREPARING FOR A FEW PERFOMANCES ON FRIDAY!! still got duty for jam n hop on friday!! hmmmm.. but i like being officials..

Labels: GOODBYE LIM YONG CHIANG

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