i cant believe i am like so strong now? i slept at 6am as i watch this damn romantic movie that really touched me, i woke up at 7.45am and realised my body was aching and my fever is getting bad.but no choice, do or die i still go for dance, so i bathe to get prepared when i left the toilet i looked at the time it was like 8.45!! i spent like 1hr in toilet.. WTH..haha.. rushed to dance and yeah shawn was late again but yeah at least not so late as he took cab to school..dance was freaking fun today, really receive alot of advices and encouragement.

quote from ryan:

dance is like treating your love one, how your execute the feelings towards a certain situation.sometimes it might be hard and sometimes it might be soft(lovely).however, what if you are dancing with a stranger?

how can u admirer their style?asking myself again and again..,hip hop is a culture and now i m very very into hip hop culture, really glad that i had jazz background that helps me alot on dance technique however i still need to learn and understand hip hop culture.

-need to control my strength -dance is not about the strength i used is about the feel of the song

after dance i went to bedok to meet shawn, he really make himself free just to meet me n talked to me, felt very touched though as he had been a really great friend though we always have disagreements few days ago.. he really adviced me on tonnes of things and made me realised that my life is about my reality, no matter what i have to piorities myself and not others.

YOU'RE LIVING IN YOUR OWN REALITY - SHAWN NG

i'm in a very confused state before i met him, keep on telling myself to give up but the memories are just to painful, i kept on hoping that good memories will repeat if i work hard for it, however its been sometime i tried and tried but i guessed i really failed.. no matter what i have to let it go no matter how much i tried to sustain it..

shawn left to bugis to mee his long lost friend and i headed home to rest for a while, i slept for about an hour plus i woke up i went to eat my medicine, watched some entertaiment news andi finally started studying, 2 chapters down left 1 more... integration gosh i gonna die man.. but studying maths is fun! haha..oh well i shall continue practicing my damn maths.. tmr i gonna chiong exams papers the whole day then on monday i'll do other subjs..

OHYA! GUESS WAT? i found out that aaron au was born on the 25 febuary 1988!!! wtf thats my BIRTHDAY!! omg omg.. i found a friend/dancemate whom shared the same birthday as me COOLIO!

HOWEVER! i am not looking forward for my birthday though so people dont have to buy me presents or try to celebrate, this month isnt a good month for me.. hehez..and yeah THANKS shawn for asking me to hold a bbq and stuffs, i want but my heart just not in it man...

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